Grasping
Part 92 (Five Full Pounds)

The woman in blue hijab is looking at the open sea which also emits a blackish blue color. The curvature in the riveted lips is very sweet, it can intoxicate the eyes of the men who see it. However, as far as he went through the day, none of them were able to intoxicate his heart. Stay on one stand.

Nothing else, the woman wearing a bright pink lacy black robe kept thinking and waiting for someone's presence. But again, only the wind and emptiness he encountered. After what is expected not to be found, he will go home carrying longs and sorrow. The man never actually kept his word.

He was almost tired of waiting for the twilight to disappear, the man did not appear to bring pleasure. Fear, the grip of fear begins to haunt. Fear of new things that can replace a feeling of being imprinted.

He stood up with the wind shaking the sheets of cloth used. His faint and faint eyes he closed again, recalling the memories that had been passed. It seems like a long time ago. But not to melt from memory.

The breath sounds long. God was so protective of me that he no longer gave us the opportunity to meet, maybe God did not believe I could be this strong when reunited with the men who missed. Until we like playing hide and seek, hiding each other in the most comfortable place.

Not a moment to wait for the twilight to disappear, in fact it has passed the five full moons he remained firm on his stance. Steady with foot exercises that are full of wounds, so that they can stand strong in the middle of the waves hit.

Although tears and invisible blood poured out to accompany his struggle, but he still survived. If, one day tired of approaching, he wants to arch a smile for loved ones.

The sound of a child's cry ripped his imagination away. He immediately looked at the two most influential people in his life. Accompanying his every breath, and giving great strength continued the pace.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" Niar squatted to match the height of the little boy.

The 4-year-old girl cried and rubbed her eyes. Her little lips are tickling. And make anyone anxious to see it.

"Papa Sakky is naughty, Ma! Gangguin Ara made a palace house," she said with an adorable mouth. His jet-black long hair was braided in two, and Niar rubbed the tops of his son's head.

"Later Mama Law Papa Sakky. He's the king of pranks." Niar glanced at the man who was smiling broadly at him.

Niar stood up and shook his head. "This gas disturbs Ara constantly, forgetting that she's craving will be hard to persuade?" nagel Niar.

"The most intense expanse of doang, if you have bought candy candy will collapse again." Sakky raised both eyebrows and smiled at the little girl named Yuara Sora Demitri called Ara.

"Candy candy? Buy two big ones, yeah, Pa." The little girl turned bright.

"Well, right, you're breaking up" said Sakky. He immediately carried Ara's fat body. "Papa's love kiss dong ..," Sakky's pinta.

Niar shook his head slowly, both of them were indeed so every time. Fighting, one minute straight up.

"Ara can not eat sweets with a large portion. Remember, if you want to be a dentist, the teeth should be healthy, should not be black, and should not exist ...."

"The hole" said Ara.

"Smart kid." Niar rubbed Ara's head.

Ara's eyes dimmed slightly. "But, Ma. You want to eat sweets, not 2 also what. May, yes .. yes ...," he whined.

Niar shakes to the right and to the left. "No, Princess!"

Ara's lips again pursed, the little girl turned to hide the face behind the niche of Sakky's neck. But Sakky whispered something that made the little girl smile.

"Mas, don't be weird! Don't mind Ara, don't follow all her wishes. We sort out which one is good for him" Niar warned.

"No, I just remembered my girlfriend," Sakky continued. Niar twisting his puffed-up eyes.

"Grandmother ...!" ara shouted as Mbok Jamu appeared from behind Sakky. Sakky and Niar turned their heads.

"You guys feel at home on the beach until the sky will be dark not coming home. Look, the visitor almost broke up. Let's go home, Mbok just finished making pecel lele. We'll eat together." Despite his old age, Mbok Jamu is still healthy.

"Thank you, Mbok," said Niar.

"Hey, Little Fatty. Grandma fried catfish, you must be seneng, to?"

"Seneng dong, Grandma. Yua's favorite catfish, there's a whisker like Papa Sakky." The little girl laughed.

"Bg ...." Sakky pretends to sulk, which actually causes laughter all over.

Mbok Jamu and Yuara have already left the beach, now Sakky and Niar are walking slowly enjoying the orange that almost drowned.

"That's so beautiful, Mom. Although it almost disappeared, but its light was able to give peace to the soul that felt it."

Netra Sakky shone on the orange sky as Niar was looking at.

"How many years have passed, you still see the twilight disappear."

Niar nodded. "I have a dream, if one day I go, I want to go like dusk disappear. For me the twilight disappeared it was beautiful, she closed the day with peace. Without rain that makes the atmosphere dark."

"You're not going. Until whenever you stay here, we'll always watch dusk disappear."

"Yes, Mas. I stay here, even when I'm gone I don't want to go back to where I came from. I want to stay in this city. The city that taught me the struggle. The city that made me successful with my efforts. Here, I find my happiness."

"Udah, don't discuss what is not necessary. We'll stay like this. Except for ...."

Niar stopped his steps and smiled at Sakky. He knew what the man meant, but he did not want to talk.

Sakky smiled back, then his hand held the arm of Niar's hand covered with long sleeves.

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The dim man was standing on the balcony of the room accompanied by loneliness. A few days ago, he set foot in the country of his birth. Having previously lived in Paris.

"Gushan ...." The voice he most heard. The man looked.

"Ma," she said.

Vivian looked at her son and patted Yusha softly on the shoulder.

"Five more years. You still feel like this?"

A long gust from Yusha's nose to answer Vivian's question. Questions that can no longer be counted. And he answered the same.

"Until any time stay like this, Ma."

"Then try to find him again."

"I know he's there, but I'm afraid my heart is breaking again." The man looked down.

"Make sure, then make a decision."

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Byeh, I've skipped long. I'm not BULLET and not long-winded, right?

How about Hayo ... After this? 🤭

Anybody want to name his little girl Niar and Yusha? Mei reflex gave her name. Sorry if when I may change her name.🙏