Grasping
The Part 89

"Mas Sakky, wait a minute," pinta Niar.

Sakky stopped the move. "Not be influenced by that man! Listen to me, forget the role of heartless people like them. Enough tears have come out just to cry over the past that is truly not worth remembering. Me and Mbok can't make you sad, but here as good as they say you like before. They don't deserve to be sorry for you. Let one day they regret having insulted and hurt you." Sakky is still excited to see Yusha with his anger. He hated Yusha and his family.

Yusha who heard and witnessed Sakky's protection against Niar stoned his heart in pain.

Has the longing woman really found another longing?

Has his chance to be together been lost?

Now, a series of characters arranged with neat sentence order must be scattered. The hope that is always awaited when the meeting comes to see the sculpture of his smile is never realized. In fact, every meeting there is only a ringing of clear crystals that accompany, even with wounds that always succeed.

Wh why? Why can't two hearts have each other?

Wh why? Why can't the name be removed so that each one lives a new life?

Until when should you deal with the pain in each breath?

"I understand, Mas. But please give me a chance to talk to Mr. Yusha for a moment. I understand what I have to talk about" Pinta Niar said expectantly. There was a plea radiating from his own net.

Sakky took a deep breath and took off Niar's hand. Give the opportunity as the woman wants.

"Tu-Tuan," Niar called out softly when faced with the man who was looking at him full of wounds.

"Is that what I saw? Are you happy with your current life?" The soul of the man sank with his own question.

"Sir, sorry if my arrival caused a commotion. I just wanted to keep the promise ...," the remark was cut off.

"I'm glad you came, but why has things changed?"

"Nothing changes, not even fate."

Both are attached to scan the frame of the face that both look sad.

The speck of clear liquid incessantly wet Niar's cheeks. The heart roared without a tone, rumbling to voice the sentence that he had been quieting, but the tongue was dumb to reveal.

"Niar, I've been looking for you all this time" Yusha said.

I'm always waiting for you, too, sir.

"I want the relationship like it used to be."

I want more relationships than we used to.

"After your departure, I lost a lot. My life's a mess. I think ... My feelings have moved on to you. My love has now turned to you." Although not smooth, but the sentence came out of Yusha's mouth. His sight was clouding his vision. Anyone who sees will know if the man is plagued with regret.

For Yusha, circumstances had already punished him. The woman he wanted so much to be back, turned out to have been happy with another man.

Now all that remains is regret, a feeling that will erode my hopes. Pain and loneliness will slowly destroy to leave nothing but sorrow. All because of my own stupidity that threw you away. Lord, why do you give my destiny like this?! Is this a punishment for me to have wasted a woman as good as Niar?

"I was very hopeful that your words could be fulfilled, wanting to make me a strong woman and dare to speak up in front of people who do not consider my existence. But now it is circumstances and time that have taught me to be a strong woman. About love, we have the same feeling, maybe love was first mine, but I am self-conscious because Miss Sheli deserves more of your love. I'm just an entirely inappropriate distraction from just wishing to be with you, however different we may be, as the Great Lord once said, Great Lord, I'm just a lowly person who doesn't deserve a great person like you.

Now despite the strong connection, but I won't be able to come back with you. I fear many dangers that could threaten my life. We leave it all to the Owner of our Heart. He is the One who knows."

"Perhaps after this meeting, I'll disappear again, but if one day my shadow comes looking for you, I hope you take it with a chest of air."

"What do you mean?" Yusha did not understand.

Niar shook his head slowly.

'Sorry, sir, again I have to keep our children secret. I had to do it to avoid what we didn't want. I'm sure you can get the same from Miss Sheli. Let her (her son-in-law) be a surrogate and encouraging friend in my life. I don't have anyone not gonna believe anyone.'

'Son, forgive me, Mama. Someday you'll know who your real father is. But for now the time is not right. Mama's afraid you're in danger if they find out where you are. One day, yes, one day Mama will tell you the truth.'

"Niar, may I know where you live. Although I know we can't be like before but me and my mom want to make amends. Or someday if we can repeat everything I can pick you up and we can be together again."

"You and the Big Madam have nothing wrong with me, no need to make up for anything. I'm the one with their apologies. If at any time I cannot shake hands with them, please convey my apology. From the beginning I have been waiting, until yesterday I was still waiting from my place which is not far from the twilight that disappeared."

"Niar, let's go." Sakky has long let Niar talk to Yusha. He could not bear to see Niar shed too many tears.

"Just a second, Mom."

"That's enough, also think about your child. If only why did I get scolded by the Mbok."

Finally Niar nodded. Maybe the meeting just got here.

A meeting that successfully reveals each other's feelings. But even so not necessarily God gave a common destiny, they still stretched a very long distance.

If others are happy when loved ones have the same feelings, but Niar and Yusha cannot feel such happiness. Precisely more vulnerable because their love can not unite, nor can they have each other. They have only through the thread of prayers that they offer in each prostration. Also by the name they call in the heart.

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After this Niar met his family and later I will skip mei. 🙏😁