Grasping
The Part 46
Counting almost six months when the word 'legitimate' was said. But the marriage made no progress. The white woman is not pregnant yet. Nevertheless, Yusha kept Niar by his side.
The day passes more fun for Yusha, but not for Sheli-si beautiful models dominate the international. Discussions and incompatible thoughts are now beginning to take place between the two. A little big beautiful and brilliant model that began to be disturbed to see the closeness of Yusha with Niar. Yusha clearly showed more attention to the village women.
This afternoon, when the handsome faceless man came home from the first office that Niar was looking for. Although his long legs are tired but relentlessly down the corner of the room in search of his second wife who gradually has his own space longing.
"Tumben today did not welcome my arrival" Yusha said suddenly and surprised Niar who was sitting on an iron swing.
"Master's home yet? Sorry, I keep daydreaming until I forget time," let Niar duck cover the rest of the street tears on his cheeks.
"Why you?" Yusha asked because he realized the marks.
"I'm ... miss Mom."
"Our appointment is once a week you go back there. Only one day left, tomorrow the day after that let's take Dedi home. Later that night Sheli comes home, I can't take you, '" Yusha said.
Niar tried to smile despite the slight sense of tightness, but the main thing was the woman-Sheli.
"Can I stay there?" tanya Niar was full of hope. Trying his luck to knock Yusha out.
The man wearing the grey suit shook his head in disapproval. "No. The next morning you and I are going to the hospital for a full check."
"I mean check the whole thing?"
"True Sheli said, there may be something wrong with us. It feels strange, married has been 6 months but there has been no sign of you getting pregnant. I consulted Reo, he advised us to have a fertility check. Later will know the cause of you are not pregnant, among us, you or I are infertile," Yusha said.
"I don't know why I haven't been pregnant until now. Though all is normal, maybe God has not trusted us to receive trust. Or .. because we ask for it by force, God does not like it. God is testing our patience."
"When does God test my patience? I'm not young anymore, I want to have children soon." The tired-looking face was getting grim. How much fun and how long ago disappeared replaced with a disappointed look.
"I'm sorry, sir. Until now you have not been able to fulfill your wishes. But, I also never escaped asking the Power, in order to grant your wishes. Asking my womb to be filled with animate beings," said Niar no less sad. During his six months of living with Yusha, the man behaved very well. It is always there to guard and strengthen the often fragile heart.
He also wants to please Yusha with good news from him, but what is permissible, Allah does not want to entrust trust even though every prostration is not stopping asking.
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As usual, dinner only filled the two of them with jokes and booming laughter inside the dining room. Yeah, they're that close. Sometimes like friends, friends, fathers and sons, also like enemies - fighting like children - mocking each other.
"You ate like a child" Yusha sneered.
Niar shriveled, "Kayak kiddo, how is it?" tanyanya's confused.
"That's, there's some blepot leftover food on your cheek," Yusha pointed.
Niar clinks the spoon up the plate, then rubs his right and left cheeks. "Mana .. does not exist!" his mouthful was annoyed when he saw Yusha even chuckled. It means the man is working on it.
"Ten times have I ngibulin you with the same trick, you have always cheated," Yusha mocked with laughter.
"After this, we'll watch. There's a new movie I'm downloading. It looks exciting."
"As far as you are, sir."
After finishing dinner, Yusha takes Niar somewhere. Where's his favorite place with Sheli. They are in a mini cinema room.
Yusha prepared everything and again sat down beside Niar.
"It's just like watching TV" Niar said, looking at the large screen attached to the wall.
"Yes, but we can see what movie we want to see."
Whether by coincidence or already thought, the man chose the genre of romance 21+. Niar who does not understand the title of the film, just follow and enjoy the show on the square screen.
When the scene began airing something more into the bed scene, the woman turned down. The heart was racing with the face met.
In contrast to Yusha who was quietly drifting in his imagination. The man sat down. "Hem ...." Pause to wake Niar up. But the woman moves uncomfortably as Yusha's hands begin to move over her shoulders.
"Tu-Tuan ..," he called out softly still reluctant to look at the screen in front of him.
"Hem ...,"
"Just change the movie ...," pinta Niar shyly.
"Why? That's good for our evening reference," seduced Yusha groped.
"Ih .. ticklish!" Niar frowned not like it. Although often do that, but do not like the word fulgar heard directly.
Yes, Yusha could not fulfill Sheli's request to touch Niar just once. In fact, his maleness cannot be detained when with Niar. When Sheli was absent, all were deployed to the innocent woman. Togetherness almost every time makes the two comfortable with each other and the awkwardness fades.
Yusha brought his face closer, then whispered. "It looks like the reference was very potent."
Niar retreated and put on a horrified face.
"Don't!"
"Why?"
"Isn't Miss Sheli coming tonight. I'm scared ...."
Yusha retreated a few inches. Looks weighing, but what can be done, already stifled responsibility. Stop in the middle of the road not wearing. Intellect is inferior to the strange gelenyar that has penetrated. The man chose to move forward on something that could not be held back. Bring back the face closer to feel the soft touch that is struggling demanding.
This woman has no self-respect or standing! He only accepted the destiny that God had outlined. Living a life as a second wife despite the burdens and injuries that remain.