
The question given by Abhiyasa's father makes Hani think more about the direction of their relationship.
However Hani hides her current feelings with her smile, Abhiyasa still finds out. He knew that his lover was thinking about the question his father had given them.
The meal at the moment is so much fun. Lots of jokes and fun conversations. It was very different when there was no Abhiyasa and Hani there.
After the meal was over, they chatted in the living room. They tell about Abhiyasa's childhood and his daily life.
Hani also told me about his family. He told me everything. He did not want to cover up about his family from the Abhiyasa family.
Let them know the truth. About how it will be, I will just put everything on the destiny of God, Hani said in her heart.
Time passed, and Abhiyasa took Hani home.
"Yasa Sama Hani go home first, Mom, Dad, Grandma" Abhiyasa said goodbye to all of them.
"Why not wait here for dinner? Though you planned to have dinner here," said Abhiyasa's mother who seemed to prevent their departure.
Abhiyasa turned his head towards Hani who was still sitting in his chair. Then he said,
"Pity Hani Bu. He had not taken a shower this morning. Not changed clothes either. Must have been a rage after this morning's quiet."
Abhiyasa's mother looked towards Hani. He also said,
"Other times buy Hani clothes and keep them in your room. Just in case she changes clothes if she's here."
Abhiyasa chuckled at his mother's orders. She was relieved that her family's welcome was so warm to Hani. Just like his mind before taking Hani to the house. He believes that his family will not make things difficult for Hani just because of differences in beliefs between them.
While Hani, he felt that he was highly valued by the Abhiyasa family. He looked at the whole family and said in his heart,
God, I don't want to lose them. I would love to be part of this family. Help me God. Give me your guidance.
"Yes already Ma'am. Let them go home now. But for the next time, you have to stay here even longer" Abhiyasa's father said with a smile mediating the wishes of his wife and son.
Abhiyasa finally managed to bring Hani home when Abhiyasa's grandmother fell asleep. If Abhiyasa's grandmother had not fallen asleep, it was certain that the two of them would not be allowed to go home and leave her.
"It looks like Grandma loves you very much Abhi" Hani said in the car.
"of course. I'm Grandma's most beloved granddaughter. Most handsome he said," said Abhiyasa while chuckling.
Hani smiled in response to the confident remark of her lover. He is not out of thought with Abhiyasa's attitude that is much different when together with others. That attitude doesn't apply to Hani.
A few moments later, they were home. In his solitude, Hani re-think about their relationship.
All the words he heard in Abhiyasa's parents' house ringed back in his ears. It felt very sad in Hani's heart right now.
He tried to ignore it, but he couldn't. Their relationship is still very new, but they both love each other.
Hani thought again. He also dreams of a relationship with Abhiyasa.
His chest grew increasingly claustrophobic as he thought about the possible badness of their relationship. While the bad possibility is also not avoidable.
Hani sighed after imagining that. Then he said,
"Just imagining it can make my heart ache and stifle. What if it really happened?"
He immediately cleaned his tears and said,
"Just how my tears have come out, what else if it's all real? Can I still live my life?"
In her sadness, Hani felt uninspired to face her day. He again dissolved in his mind despite being in front of the currently lit television.
Suddenly his attention was fixed on the show that was aired on television screens at this time. As if hypnotized, he watched the event with great focus and did not want to be bothered by anything.
On the television screen it aired about a foreign woman who had a desire to convert and it really did.
In the story, the woman tells about what happened in her life and what made her feel called to convert at that time.
Hani listened to the story of the woman. He was interested in proving what the woman felt.
He soon found out about the religion of Islam. As told by the woman on television earlier, Hani also felt interested in learning more deeply.
He also found out about the way of worship and the Quran which became his holy book.
Much has been gained from his search. He became interested in the many new things he knew.
Without realizing it, his bad thoughts about the possibility of his relationship with Abhiyasa could be forgotten just like that because of his focus on his search for Islam.
There were countless articles he had collected at this time and it was still not enough for him.
"Finding out that can't be half-Hani. Let's go now" said Hani as he closed his laptop and moved from his seat.
He immediately changed his clothes and took out his sling bag and car keys.
He looked towards Abhiyasa's house. His lips curled upwards when he saw no sign of Abhiyasa in front of his house.
"Aman..," said Hani with a big smile.
After that he immediately got into his car and drove it quickly, as if he was running from the enemy's guard.
This is where Hani is now. He was in the most complete bookstore in one of the largest malls in his city. There, he bought many books about Islam.
I don't know how much money he spent to buy all those books, he didn't care. How long he had not even read the book. For him to find out something it must not be half-and-half and must be completed.
Now both hands carrying two large plastic bags containing books he bought. There was a smile of satisfaction on his face.
"It turns out that shopping for books is quite energy consuming and makes me very hungry," said Hani while chuckling to see the two plastic bags containing the books were in the chair next to him.
"It's better to buy food than to starve when I get home" Hani said, wearing her seatbelt.
Immediately the car was driven to a row of several street stalls that he had visited along with Abhiyasa.
"I'd better eat there. The cuisine is delicious and Abhiyasa loves it. Issshhh why do I remember him?" hani said while chuckling.
Entering the tent stall, Hani immediately sat in the place he was in at that time with Abhiyasa.
"Damn?!"