Handsome Police And Beautiful Banker
Chapter 41 The feeling of longing

Abhiyasa was still buzzing with Hani's question while in the park earlier. Even now his eyes could not be closed. He's still looking for answers. 

If only.. If only. And if only.

She hopes the word wish it could take her and Hani in a marriage relationship.

Since at the park, Hani and Abhiyasa have been more silent. They are both soluble in their minds.

They both loved each other and they were both first loves. They don't want a farewell. And they want to be together in marriage.

Hani lay down and looked at the ceiling of his room. He breathed and said,

"Abhi, what should I do?" 

Suddenly she remembered Umi Halimah. He immediately grabbed the phone from the table and he immediately sent a message to her.

Now his eyes were fixed on the pile of books he bought yesterday. He immediately picked up one of the books he had not read. 

Page after page he read slowly and understood until he really understood. If he did not understand, he wrote it on a piece of paper and would ask Umi Halimah tomorrow when they met.

He felt very excited at this moment. I don't know what underlies his spirit. He only felt that what he wanted to know at this moment should be known.

For hours he could only read a book. Even many times he read it until he could understand and understand its contents.

He did not feel as if he had fallen asleep with the book. His intense curiosity kept him from giving up until he was satisfied to know everything.

Abhiyasa was also still thinking about their relationship. He's looking for the best way out for both of them. And still he didn't want to let Hani off just like that.

Selfish. He feels selfish. But it's not just his wish. Hani has the same desire.

Days pass. Their relationship remains the same. And Hani is still finding out about the desire of his heart. 

He still reads books about Islam. He also searched for articles about the religion of Islam on the internet. 

Sometimes he noticed and heard the conversations of his friends regarding the religion of Islam. And most importantly, she had already started meeting with Umi Halimah to wonder about the religion of Islam to her.

This weekend Hani was able to meet with Umi Halimah without looking for an excuse on Abhiyasa. This time Abhiyasa is on duty out of town along with his team. This became an opportunity for Hani to meet freely with Umi Halimah.

He told Umi Halimah everything. And Umi Halimah strongly supports whatever Hani's choice is. 

Umi Halimah did not impose her will. He just wanted Hani to follow his heart.

Hani got a lot of information from Umi Halimah. He even studied books about the Prophets and their companions.

Hani hid the facts about her who was studying Islam and met her with Umi Halimah. He did not want Abhiyasa to know and was expecting him too much.

For now, he's just figuring it out. He has not decided on his desire to stick to his beliefs or convert.

As Abhiyasa said when the two of them were discussing about their differences in beliefs. Abhiyasa was not willing to suppress or force Hani to follow his beliefs. If Hani decides to change the same beliefs with her, she wants Hani to move because of her heart's desire, not because of coercion.

Umi Halimah also confirmed that. During this time Hani always poured all his heart on Umi Halimah, so that their relationship is now very close like a mother and child.

It turned out that Abhiyasa still had time before he left for out of town. She takes her time in the office to visit Hani's house and invite him to eat together.

"Honey.. Honey.. Open the door..," cried Abhiyasa while knocking on the door of Hani's house.

He knocked repeatedly on the door. Unfortunately no one told him. 

"Where are you Hani? Didn't you just say you were home? Ck, I didn't bring the keys to the house. The key is in my house again" Abhiyasa grumbled as he knocked on the door.

He took his cell phone out of his pocket. She immediately called Hani's number.

"Hello, Honey where are you?" asked the worried-sounding Abhiyasa on the phone.

I was in. Hani hung up her words. 

He felt that something was wrong with Abhiyasa's voice. Unfortunately when he was about to ask, Abhiyasa did not give him a chance.

"Don't lie Honey" Abhiyasa said as if he knew Hani's doubts when answering her question.

Hani sighed. He can't lie. And Abhiyasa would not if lied to.

I was at Abhi's friend's house. What was? hani said in a quieter voice so that Abhiyasa would trust him and not worry about him.

I heard Abhiyasa's breath on the phone. He felt that his arrival at Hani's house was in vain. Then he said,

"I'm in front of your house Honey. I took the time that I was only one hour away from the city just to eat with you."

Instantly Hani felt like running towards her lover. He got up from his seat and said,

Wait for me Abhi. I'm going there now.

"But Honey, now it's jam–"

Turns out Hani had turned off his phone call. He asked permission for Umi Halimah to go briefly to see her lover who was waiting for him.

Hani immediately drove his car through a slightly crowded street. Many times he honked his car horn as if impatiently waiting.

Abhiyasa could no longer wait. It's only a few minutes to get back to his office. 

Drowning Abhiyasa walked while bowing his head towards his motorbike. He sighed that felt very heavy because his longing for his lover had not been cured.

Beeeps…

Suddenly there was the sound of a car horn that shocked him. 

"Abhi!" hani exclaimed with his head slightly out of the open glass window of his car.

Instantly Abhiyasa raised his head to hear the voice he so longed for.

"Damn?!" abhiyasa's chirps with his lips silencing a smile and sparkling eyes implying happiness.

Hani immediately got out of his car after parking the car. He ran while smiling towards Abhiyasa who was standing as if welcoming him.

He tightly hugged Abhiyasa's body by Hani and he said,

"Repick back Abhi. I'm waiting for you."

Abhiyasa who was sculpting in shock to get a hug from Hani, suddenly realized when he heard the request of his lover. 

"I'll be right back Honey. Wait for me," Abhiyasa said, replying to Hani's embrace.

The two of them still hugged as if channeling the longing they felt at this moment. They do not realize that they are in front of a house that anyone can see.

Unbeknownst to them, there were some people who saw them hugging.

"What exactly is their relationship?"

"Are they dating?"

"Or maybe they married secretly?"