Happiness Leads to Farewell

Happiness Leads to Farewell
His time home


After I stopped by Doctor Aisyah's place full of drama, I finally drove my iron horse to my beloved home to meet my little family... with a little bit of my son's order they ordered when I told me to go home, yach got an egg hammer, yeah, nasi padang keeps snacking for snacks and milk that the youngest ordered every time I go home. I was very happy when I came home because I could rest my body and chat my son.With a feeling of course I was worried I was trying to smile and hide the pain of having been out of the doctor's clinic aisyah's sick was not lost and I tried to survive even though I was in a state of carrying a motorcycle but I still tried to concentrate because I did not want to happen something with me especially when I came home it was enough the night is about 9 pm it continues again plus the rain is quite heavy complete already my suffering. when I go home this week.


But yach wants me to enjoy it and I'm grateful for it all before I don't have time to get together with my little family. Thank God I finally arrived home.assalamualaikum said when I arrived in front of my house.


Wa'alaikumussalam salam.


MAMAH... Why is wet so rich? definitely don't wear raincoats anymore, right? said my son who saw me soaked in rain


yes. de earlier the responsibility to come down already close also arrived heavy direct rain.elakku. while passing into the back to change clothes and save all my luggage.


mamah mah habit is not a gig but lazy aza make a raincoat if the rain is rich gini. said my son with a resentful tone while membawa towels and change clothes for me.


I just smile to see my youngest child angry because I know he is very worried about my situation as it is now fortunately my eldest child is not at home if there is mampus lah I'm sure I'll have to blow it


because my firstborn is so badly unable to see me cape, sick or rich yach right now seeing drenched gini. After I took a shower and changed new clothes I went to the front to approach my youngest child who had prepared everything I brought earlier to enjoy together... yach, we were just the two of us because my eldest had not come home from his cape and my husband turned out to be on a new work schedule tomorrow morning he came home. we also ate and while chatting I asked about the school and its duties and the situation at home when I was not at home.. yach we chat ngalor ngidul was not felt until late at night at last me and sibungsu to sleep in front of the TV and indeed my youngest was big but when he was with me he was very spoiled until now sleep even she hugged me so tightly like a baby koala hugging its mother... umm always like this but I really enjoy it because rarely there is a moment like this because of the busyness of each of us and tomorrow his father is at home so surely not maybe he can sleep with ku . My heart feels sad I look at my son who sleeps asleep I kiss his face because given the skin disease that is becoming this I feel I will not have much time with my son's children this but I always pray that I will always be given more time to see my children succeed and have their small family even though sometimes I feel that all is just wishful thinking but I reinforce the intention that what is impossible for us is not for ALLAH SWT, I do not feel my tears just flowing in my cheeks along with that there is a knocking door


and the sound of greetings was heard from the outside which confirmed it was my eldest who had just returned from work.


I got up and opened the door for him


uh I just got home.


eh ari aa mamah her schedule home, so now it is home! answer me


oh yeah I forgot about it! this is 2 weeks he replied again while patting his own eel and passed into his room to change clothes


have you eaten yet? did you buy my favorite rice? ask me when I see my firstborn out of his room


not mah, can eat rice aja padang aja ath


answerable


then I prepared the food and took it to the front of the TV room where my sister and I slept


loh ko ade bobo here huh? ask her while receiving the rice I brought


yes we fell asleep just watched Drakor so aza we sleep here! my class is on her


oh that's the habit of you two if you've gathered must have forgotten yourself watching sleep.. he replied while putting rice into his mouth and then I also talked about our work continues to be passionate with various topics that are quite exciting as usual.. yach I am very close to my two children I have been like a friend, friend, and mother to them so never both my children hide everything from me.. only I have never been honest with the problems that I have experienced are quite complicated tp there when I was also the story of a certain problem2 aza because I was a typical person who was closed from the beginning also let alone with the child with my own parents I am indeed closed .But that doesn't mean I don't trust my own family but I don't want my family to be sad or worried about what I'm dealing with that there's no other reason as long as it's all normal for me overcome why you have to talk to other people is my principle from the first.I will try to smile and look good even though I am not actually good as it is today. because it was almost dawn I told my son to sleep and wake my youngest to move into his room because this holiday usually my son always wake up more noon prayer I woke up first only after that they sleep again I certainly can not sleep anymore especially I know every time I go home for sure the laundry will be a bit much let alone the children already have busy so sometimes they do not exist when to wash their clothes, yes I have rushed back to wash the clothes in order and cook so that my husband can eat before going to bed. while I wait for the clothes I put into the washing machine I pray tahajud continue to teach for a while while waiting for the prayer adhan and wait for the clothes that are being washed after it is finished all I stay to tidy up my room and hide my medical report yesterday I got from Doctor Aisyah so that no one at home knows about the development of my disease.