Happiness Leads to Farewell
Longing in the midst of togetherness
Complete all my duties... I also relax a little in my room while I check my HP fear there is an important incoming phone and I was curious to check what Aysera online did not and then I fad ngeck no it turned out active I just pensively feel the pain that is very because it holds my longing and physical pain simultaneously so that I do not feel my tears flowing in my cheeks but quickly I wipe because of fear there another person or child and my husband who was looking at it to shift my longing I diverted it by taking my laptop and starting to open the incoming file through my email I moved my finger over the keyboard over the re-check all the pictures so as not to make a mistake that will cause me to repeat because of the revision and I began to check the new tasks that I have to draw again that's my activity if it's at home, I did work to take care of my youngest sister's child and live there because the distance of my house is very far if I have to go home so I had to stay overnight. Shortly after I struggled with all my work, the voice of my husband who said hello because it was only home after work and then I got up and welcomed his arrival. I put on a change of clothes because after he came home he must have taken a shower ,eat and talk for a while then he will go to sleep and wake up during the day he did because he worked as security for 24 hours so yach go home for sure he fell asleep about 4 s/d 5 hours so and before that we always talk in advance with different topics starting work, children, the main family we always have a chat. so that we do not lose time or are not strangers when we meet because we have agreed if we are being rumored@h and get together we will not hold HP only to see the incoming chat except if it is true chat or phone is very important we always do it. after my husband went to sleep, then one of my children woke up and started my firstborn.... then followed by my youngest son who was already in the shower all then we ate together because my husband had eaten first, he said, then we regroup in the TV room to return to a light conversation about us and take advantage of the rare free time for us to gather like this..
mah.... How is ara...? ask my eldest
oh well and healthy Alhamdulillah.emang why aa? answer me
ah.. has not been long mamah ngga p|rmah story he on kamii usually mamah very happy to discuss him? answer my firstborn
yes mom.... I want donk to talk to her? suhut bungsuku
oh now I can't de! because he was MPLS.so busy.elak me for fear of my flowers pushy and finally they know that our relationship is not good.
oh.... did he just enter SMK...gitu? not his age is the same as ade yach mom..?! my flower bag again
isn't Ara the same age as Ade Yach? why did you just enter SMK? ask my eldest too
oh. yes he will have a break first either SD or SMP time I forgot my answer
oh so he just came in now ask my eldest again
it's true then mamah the other day who's this money for his school needs but he refused he said not good with his parents and he's not good with us answered me
why isn't he nice to us, have we considered him our brother? ask my eldest
yes, he said he just knew him when he immediately wanted to receive gifts from us afraid to say matre that he said Aa! obviously
yeh, why does Ara not ask us! , we who love him let alone we already consider him rich our own brother when he has a rich mind like that? suhut bungsuku
is mom, we are usually rich so let alone we know how rich he is? connect my firstborn
aye, aye, mamah understands what you think but Ara different thoughts yes the same we when aa kasih pulsa aza it mamah persuaded for two days know he wants to receive a pulse that is only 50 rb.. my answer again ehhh .. which is really we aza when we know the rita is how much we run out? we do not have a problem especially the rita is just our fraud and benefits! ask the flower
oh that. yes.. can not continue if we are VC mom? pinta bungku
deg.. I was shocked by his request I tried to resist the yearning that was getting more and more misleading in my chest and heart... don't be my son I also really want to VC and see and talk a lot with Ara but what my power he chat only read on tlpn selfijeknya . O God, what should we do as I prevent my children from spitting on me...
mom..
mah... mah why even daydream? my firstborn
uh. i. yes kenpa mamah why not napa kok. replied me while stuttering.
ah next time aza kasian Ara may now want to take a break because this week she is joining MPLS and also she is writing as well so let her break yach! persuade me
but our mom just for a moment why haven't we missed her for so long? bungku whinek
yes mom... can ya mom! he said again
ade kasian donk he will have to prepare his school-made so next time just now HP does not actively tuch?! connect me
oh yes already good next time at the end of his wisdom approve.
oh yes mah why mamah so rich so we discuss about Ara what is there masalh? ask my eldest
ah ngga mamah just don't want to bother him because he's afraid he's not focused on his school that aza kok aa answer me
but really, what's wrong? ask her again while holding me tight
yes, there is nothing what is. calm aza okay.
thank goodness that's it , after that we find another topic until my husband wakes up and we continue to chat while chatting but I don't know if we gather like that I feel something is missing and quiet feeling not felt my tears flowed on my cheeks because I remembered Aysera and I don't know in what way I should apologize from her. I miss her joking laugh, her smile, her bosom she's her cheerfulness, her joy, miss chat with him, miss seeing his shady face.pokonya I miss 1 other child that I can not reach I hope that he can currently present him here. I also quickly wiped my tears for fear of being discovered by my son and husband