Happiness Leads to Farewell
THE DEFENSES COLLAPSED

More or less for two more months on the plan that I have put together and I will go along with the preparation. I began to prepare anything that I would carry and any items that would be brought by us family starting from clothes.

The basic toiletries are all necessities and by what I will bring when going to batam and Riau. although I know the journey is still a long time but I am the one who always prepares everything earlier than it has to be all of a sudden.

I already had a schedule to go shopping with my son and husband because there were some things that were not there.But because of his passion I forgot about my health exactly today where we were prepared kan went for a walk with my son and husband to buy all the necessities that were still lacking when we were leaving later.

Suddenly my stomach hurts so much and my body can get wet so cold I endured the pain inside the very very and I felt a lot of pain in my head my eyes firefly..

Then I felt from my nose flowing like water but after I wiped it turned out to be blood! I swiped again but it kept coming out and from the direction of my groin it also felt like something was flowing but I didn't mind that I was just enduring the pain .

In order for there to be a cry of akumengigit my innate lips while continuing to hold my stomach that is getting sick and very sick my head pain can not stand I hold back my gaze began to blur and I don't know what this feeling is I feel stronger the stronger I feel yes this fear of loss is becoming more and more in my heart and mind feels very slashed this heart of mine and I don't know if everything goes dark and I don't know again what happened at that time.

My illness is getting worse today I have been off for almost a week because that day I was found unconscious in my room with severe bleeding I was rushed to the hospital because when I realized I was in the room of the ER.

I was treated for about 3 days because I kept forcing my way home because I was afraid of being observed further and everyone would know if the skin disease was getting worse because it had not been checked further because waiting for me to realize .

And for two days I was unconscious because of the lack of blood. With forced doctor Aisyah to grant the request because she knew my initial commitment about my disease but with a very reliable record.

The pain that never subsided and the bleeding that occurred required me to lie helplessly with the infusion in my hand Doctor Aisyah allowed me to be treated at home with a record of me obeying all her recommendations including running the pattern healthy living starts from eating and sleeping regularly and in accordance with the portion of his food.

But I try to get up quickly because I want to make it by the time I leave or the scheduled departure to Batam and Riau I am fine... I'm trying to fight all this pain so that people around me don't worry about me and I don't want to be pitied to be treated like a sickle .

I told my family that the infusion attached is a vitamin so that my stamina quickly recovered I only soybean aza my work more and more and require me to stay up a lot because it is not an easy thing to do.

It takes a very careful care.I don't want my husband's children and both parents to worry about me and they are sad to see me. and afraid that they would not allow me to leave later after a week of intensive treatment from the doctor AIsyah I finally began to recover .

Well even so everyone told me to rest a lot and do not be too imporse work etc is actually very eager to work pity my niece in no one to babysit and certainly brought her mother here and there because nothing can replace me babysitting but only then I said know more precisely chat him if say I'm starting work tomorrow again .

Not the answer to say yes but my little brother said right away

"Om.I can go there again tomorrow!" my chat.

Whahuh? wh why? don't come here first next week aza if it's healthy really don't maxain !" the answer.

"Who om I'm healthy anyway, bosen is also at home just lying down?" answer me.

"don't yet! , how healthy was not yesterday just opened the infusan, right?said again.

" Oh yes, but what is it that is just a viitamin C aza!" i said again.

"Don't, don't think about dede first, Tea don't what to rest first there next week just come here again! "say again.

" Tea what's the tea nenk nenk nenk take to the egg as well kok, during the pain!" chat from my brother-in-law in.

"Oh that but still not so good nenk?" answer me.

"What's so bad about tea should not be forced!" answer again.

"Ehmmm. yaudah if that's sorry yach.

because it's too long off" I replied a little disappointed.

Elsewhere Typhoon and his comrades are in a place to discuss my planned arrival to RIau and Pa Aslan is a typhoon friend who provides information on where AYSERA lives .

I'm not a rich man with a lot of money who would waste money on what Typhoon was doing to get information about him but out of kindness and a sense of indebtedness he did all that .

But I also gave a little gift to Pa Aslan was not much very yes enough for him.

"PA... may not if before the day when my sister yuman comes I want to see up close ?how can the child who made my sister be so dear to her! , I mean I had a little chat! if you see me once when we coffee it sir" said Typhoon.

"Oh.. may and you will definitely love to talk or know the character of the child! "answer pa Aslan.

" It may be Sunday my wife and I will be there." replied the Typhoon.

"Well, I'll pick you up at the yach farm

answer pa Aslan.

"All right sir! and I want to know how to transport for my sister when she comes ?" ask typhoon

"Okay everything sip is done PAN... I've coordinated with the apparatus and my friends who work on the plantation there and the house has been prepared from now on, so calm aza all safe! "answer.

" Oh well, "answer Typhoon.

Sunday also arrived where Typhoon and Rekha who were at the house of his relatives inRIAU right in INHU visited the residence of AYSERA is more precisely the temple of the snack in a simple rice stall.

We both pura asked the person there ,Pa Aslan and his colleagues were already there chatting lightly while chatting yes the story again rest that.

"Assalamualaikum Pa sorry can I ask this address? "ask Typhoon and Rekha while thrusting a piece of paper bearing the full name and address.

"Wa'alaikumussalam "everything in the stall answered, including a girl who has a pretty innocent look and polite hijab as well.

" Oh can pa? "replies Pa Aslan as she picks up the paper in the typhoon's hand.

Whether I am home who pa Aslan love to me that certainly from there quite a distance that Mr. Aslan said earlier in his home.

" Oh.. This is still a long way sir.it is still 3 or 5 km away from here "answer pa Aslan.

" Oh that's it sir, we were actually the first to come here so we were quite confused sir was looking for that address" answer Typhoon Rekha actually from earlier had installed a camera on because he wanted me to see firsthand his interaction with AYSERA to heal quickly he said .

Because he knows I've been down for almost 2 weeks

" Oh that's why sir we can rest here first no sir? Our HP is also not good signal to pehubingi my brother! "say Typhoon.

" Oh please sir, this is a free place for anyone ! uh I mean it's a stall so it's okay.. Isn't it a deck?" ask Pa Aslan on AYSERA.

"O yes what please rest first aza here later may father same mother continue his journey again" he said.

"Oh well thank you deck "rekha replied.

" Mom please sit down" he replied again.