Happiness Leads to Farewell
Day full of longing

Every day the typhoon always sends me various photos or videos about Aysera's activities every day and I always chat her what in online is not trus I'm stalking her WA story I just smile and very sad because even though he was online I couldn't do anything I could only cry to endure the pain of enduring the longing I felt so much and endure the pain of his silence never ending and no matter when she's going to torture me like this don't know her a? or could he not feel that if someone was in silence it would be terribly tormented and could not he felt that I was very sincere in asking for forgiveness and expressing deep regret I feel for her! ? and did she not feel how much I was tormented by guilt towards her because of this incident? I can only give istigfar and can only sniff this chest menah@n the more crowded the day feels and makes me weak because it holds all this and my disease is getting more and more painful for me... every night I weep withstanding the pain of my sickness but I try to fight it every night I spend my nights on the prayer mats giving up all my troubles with God Who has the way come out the best for me I spend time that I do not want to waste every night with prayer and reciting the Quran so that I get peace and get peace over physical pain my spiritual feeling and relieving the anxiety and anxiety to hold back the longing for the child that I cannot touch only prayer that I can say so that all good things always accompany the step her and she were given very safe protection from all bad things.do I wrong O Allah if I miss my one child yes she was not born from my womb.... he is not a child whose blood my husband and I flow in his body but I love him as much as my own son even though he may hate me too much! he wants to forget me! but until any time I will still miss, love and want the most beautiful meeting I expect with him... O Allah on this alphabet I prostrate before you I bowed to this body and soul asking that I be given a chance to get an apology from a girl hearted angel upon all the wounds I have inflicted on her and her life... O LORD, who is loving and merciful to tell my daughter if I miss her very much her silence she is very tormenting me, God, I must not feel happy with the people who I love her and there is little room in her heart, O God, to forgive this despicable old woman! is it true that I am more unclean than a pig that he will not forgive me! am I not worthy to know a man as well as he whose life has never done anything wrong? do I really not deserve to know the sincerity he shares with others? am I looking like a crazy person who strays about her life so she's ashamed to admit that she knows me? every night I lie in my throne so that he wants to break his heart to forgive me I also realize as aware because I am stupid and I am wrong but what I am couldn't get a second chance to prove that I'm so sincerely sorry and regret everything I've done. and every night with the pain of my illness that is becoming more and more I can only look at the Aysera photo contained in the gallery in my HP I can only talk to the photo he revealed all my complaints like a crazy new person..

laughing and crying by myself while continuing to put out my uncle on him but it was all I did so that I could reduce his longing and heartache this was treated like this by him.

ehmm... said the words that become zimat for him when tlpon but if he chat he will be a very active child and very very nyeleneh and very koc@k and especially he will be very spoiled like a very funny and worrying Elementary child I miss him very much and my day I go through with longing and enduring the pain of increasingly day it hurts more and more and I get worse insomia and my appetite continues to disappear even I can eat only 2 har1x that I originally ate it 1x in 1 day I run every a night of prayer and reading the Quran and I took the time to read the novel through an app that brought me to Aysera for a little entertainment and a little tired but somehow the more I read the more I hurt because I remember it but I try to continue to survive in circumstances and situations like this namain still my heart tire more and more pain and feel slumped in the greatest longing very deep