Happiness Leads to Farewell
A wasted explanation

In the end I also gave up not because I was afraid of the threat of SIWI and could not stand the words insult and harsh words that came from his mouth but I was thinking more about the extended family and children and my husband only

I raised her VC, but after it was lifted she directed the video camera to just any place because maybe she wanted to make sure that it was me... then they decided unilaterally the vc... I was so disappointed in myself at the time why I didn't think about the cause and effect of the play< for my relationship with Aysera I didn't really care about my relationship with Siwi because there was something the thing that makes me a little less respeck the same as him that I think about how I can talk and explain everything to Aysera in my mind but it turns out..... in vain already the hatred of the wound was so deeply impaled by what I did at that time that I myself never intended to make a wound in my dear beautiful heart yes... I called them both with different affectionate calls I called Siwi @ with a affectionate call and with Aysera I called Aysera with the title Beautiful... My beauty is already disappointed and hurt she blocks all my no and I tried to contact her after I tried to explain to Siwi what I did nothing but I just want to give a surprise to both of them on the day I intend to visit him and bring a gift I have bought for both of them but all my explanations are in vain they both already hate and don't want to know what I'm doing with them they just know I'm cheating and I just get them hurt.... but I'm not discouraged I keep apologizing until I don't hesitate to lower my pride by begging for an apology from both of them but yach only Siwi you can call me asking he told Aysera I'm sorry and I asked Siwi to tell Aysera not to block my no and let me explain everything so she knows if I did it because I love her and sincere with him I don't want anything from him enough he he listened to my explanation and reply to my chat that's all if he in the future won't listen to me or don't reply to my chat I don't what's the origin of him don't block my no that's it.... tp he said via SIWI like this no I've been sick he's been making me fight and I was beaten by my parents and I'm sick he's been lying to me drama that I'm sick brother... and I'm not going to unblock me I don't want to be in touch with him anymore I hate him... I was so sick reading her my body aches suffocated my world as if it was collapsing at that moment.... although there are still children and my husband but still I feel devastated because even though I have only known him for a while but I have already loved him like I love my child a good thing I know how was her life all this time.I was sick,. she said ... I was sick she ignored... though I love him very much. I regret everything but all in vain Yach NASI HAS BECOME PORRIDGE.... I realize it's all because of my selfishness that I don't think about all the causes and effects that will happen after what I do... I'm trying to ask her and Aysera to forgive her... finally Siwi will forgive me from NILA apologizing if she is not me I don't know what my niece said with Siwi I don't know because I and she don't live in the same place and he was in the attack area I was in bandung and SIWI also asked for an apology was made VN maybe he was afraid that if I manipulated all the rest I tried to persuade him for him to do it and asked what he had told Siwi I was very surprised after knowing what he said I was equally disappointed why my nephew had said things that he did not deserve to say Siwi or any request but he wants to apologize but does not want to by way of VN but by chat he was held do tpi Siwi kekeuh want him or Nila was VN.. but for a long time he also began to loosen a little and want to continue to respond to everything I said although not as friendly as usual now his tone is ketus and always with a satirical tone... but I am quite happy because it is true that the saying glass that has broken may be rearranged but cannot be as ready as ever so punanuasia is also the same... that's what I realized and I accepted her harsh treatment her heart-piercing words... and I also asked Siwi to persuade AYSERA to open the block and want to read and pick up the phone from me only 2 minutes I just want to explain@n all this no other purpose.. because I've been trying to chat him up, sms him but still he didn't answer me