
I tried my luck by trying to chat with siwi just just want to know the state of Aysera because I believe they must always share the news and always contact each other and it seems that time he was a little still willing to respond my chat.
But well if I tlpn he always berijeknya with various reasons A to Z yach I still try to communicate with Siwi because I know they are still unstable and I know my mistakes how big on them but I don't want to lose communication with a note of gratitude not reciprocated no matter I accept.
The consequences of all my actions so it does not matter if he is also cold and indifferent alias all me! .
"Assalamualaikum...morning!" jotted.
"Is it good yet?" lajutku
"Udah praying yet? watch out don't forget to eat and don't be late yach?" ask me through that chat.
Because that's what my habit is to the two of them when the situation is still good.
For a long time he did not reply until the end he replied.
"Oh, what the hell is asking questions not important!" answer her.
Very good answer, right?.
"Don't you care that I hate you?"
answer it again.
"Oh.. I just! " answer that.
"Why do I want how it's up to me what's your business ?and who are you asking all?" say it again.
Then I reply " 🙏🙏🙏 "then he did not write anything else....
The same afternoon I did the same thing only his question was somewhat changed but still his purpose was that too.
Then the next night I tried to chat again the same yach with an answer that is almost the same as Nada who did not Accept I asked this question it was the same him and with a very interesting answer once but I can only rub my chest and take care and pray that the hearts of these two children will be opened to forgive me
Every day every night I did until the end of it I stopped because there was something that had exceeded the reasonable limit with the words and answers he answered me and I was indeed from the beginning of the problem appeared I was already disappointed by calling me a stray madman and sent a picture of a pig 🐖 and a foot sign 👣 from there I was disappointed even though I knew he did it because it was purely because of emotions .
And angry and I was in a position he might behave the same but should not say the words and pictures of the animal he just in his chat but yach I understand how young people now whose emotions are hot without wanting to hear the problem first .
So even though I'm disappointed but I'm not angry with him just love his attitude is still childish not according to his age.
Every day I also do the same thing as usual I do remind prayer and so it was until one day when I asked him he had prayed he answered was a hitch (coming that month) well I know if he's having PMS, eh he answered what try.
..."I'm again a hitch what a big geje! " say. ...
Yes, I said: "Oh, I'm sorry I don't know? I haven't eaten yet" I asked again.
He replied: "It's none of your business who is asking? ".
I just wrote : "🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 ".
Yes, I will end it all in the future..... I rarely and even stop maybe just looking at the SW or just want to know the two kids online or not that's all I do and I try to keep up the pain what I'm having is getting worse and worse.
And add here more often I bleed and even hurt me until I can't do anything just lying limp.
Until the day that I made Sw every day he finally commented on my post and he said that I was very happy and very alay he said I reply.
It's up to people to say what they want to do this is my life and this is my "answer.
" Remember old age is not a girl anymore is the basis of Alay" he said.
I reply:" Allay I live I if you do not like do not like donk coins! ".
and after reciprocating chat with each other wants to win his own end succumbed because until anytime there will be no end especially with a child like Siwi whose people are very stubborn do not want to lose and do not want or bodo very opinion people.
I let it go too .