He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 15
At home, Sarah cried while looking up at the night sky. How guilty he was to Abi, and himself, he felt that he was unjust to Abi who had been sincerely in love with him. Sarah felt that she had fooled Abi because until this moment she still could not forget the figure of Zaki from her mind. "how is this? How can I fool Abi about my feelings? I've tried but why is it so hard?" said Sarah softly as she hugged herself in the dark of the night.
"dear Sarah dear, have you eaten? Tomorrow is a solid schedule, Sar, do not forget a lot of rest, if necessary take vitamins to always be fit. Remember also you have magh, do not be late to eat", Sarah read the contents of the message from Abi. Sarah feels more guilt for Abi, Abi is so affectionate and considerate of her, but she can not give her whole heart to Abi, because anything about Zaki is very very difficult to remove.
"has eaten Bi, how have you been? Tomorrow I come home a little late afternoon, you do not what do I wait to go home from college?," replied Sarah. "no dear, can't wait to meet you to the same father mother. But if you are busy and tired we delay playing at my house. Let you rest," Abi replied to Sarah. "ah no Bi, it's okay. Tomorrow go to your house, it's not good for your mother's father to make a play but not so," Sarah replied again. "yes it's up to you Sar, it's up to you, the important thing is that you are not tired and g ngerepotin you. Sleep yuk uda tonight." concluded Abi ended the chat.
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Sarah sprawls her body trying to close her eyes, but Zaki's shadow appears in her eyes. "aaah, why get stuck with my own feelings gini anyway?", sarah's nag to herself. Finally, Sarah fell asleep with the room lights still on.
It was that afternoon, where Abi took Sarah to his house to be introduced to his mother's father. "assalamu'alaikum, ma'am, Abi's father came home to bring this future ghost," cried Abi happily. DEG.. "prospective ghost? Is that really Abi to me?" murmured naya inwardly.
"this is what Sarah is called? Beautiful yes Bi, pantesan every day in recent years Abi always tells you want Sarah. It turned out to be very beautiful, surely his mother's father was also handsome and beautiful", praise Abi's mother made Sarah blush embarrassed. "sit down son, mother wants to prepare a meal first. You must be hungry, right?, Anita told Abi and Sarah.
They sit three in the tv room, seen on the wall of Abi's house a lot of photos of him and photos of his father when he was still a soldier. " Abi's an only child, son, she's our only hope. But it's a pity he won't follow in his father's footsteps into the army. Yes, whatever the important decision he was happy" Abi's father told Sarah.
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the atmosphere of the evening at Abi's house really makes Sarah calm and happy. He forgets that he still halfheartedly accepts Abi as his lover and momentarily forgets Zaki.
"go home, already want tonight, will be sought after by your mother," asked Abi to Sarah after they finished praying Maghrib congregation Abi family. Sarah nodded in agreement to Abi's invitation. "Father mother, sarah pamit first yes. When is God willing to come here again with Abi". "yes son, although there is no Abi also no papa you play here. Mom's dad is happy so feel like having a daughter", replied Abi's father stroking Sarah's hair. With ease Sarah returned home ushered Abi but only to the front of Sarah's home alley, because Sarah still did not want to introduce Abi to her papa mama.