He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 46

Last night Sarah could not close her eyes, she turned her heart back. Is it true that Zaki said that his ego is too high, is this disturbing feeling due to Pandu's departure. Sarah was so tormented that night, her ego asked to continue to endure and forget Pandu, but on the other side of her heart said that Pandu is her love.

"ahs... Why is it like this? What's going on?" sarah cried softly in her room "does I have to be honest with my heart. Is Pandu really the right choice" asked Sarah embracing herself who was sitting curled up on her bedroom chair.

He was silent and looked at the mirror for a moment, then tried to calm down and close his eyes trying to hear his heart. And he was surprised to open his eyes, there was a Pandu in his mind, he was crying so he realized that it was indeed Pandu who had made his heart restless and his burden seemed never really lost.

"i have to tell Pandu my feelings. But I had no time, she was leaving." said Sarah, realizing that her feelings were linked to Pandu. He immediately took a phone call and tried to contact Pandu, but none of Sarah's calls were answered Pandu

Making Sarah more and more unfazed, she is afraid of being late to declare her love again, she is afraid that her past will repeat itself. Suddenly he remembered the last word Pandu yesterday "ah, "ah,. He left tomorrow morning.that means today, this morning. I have to catch her at the airport" Sarah said, rushing to get ready for the airport.

"now at five o'clock in the morning.I'll wait for him there, whether I meet him or not, I'll try" Sarah muttered as she drove her car as fast as possible

"wait for me Ndu, don't go first" Sarah said in tears.

***

At home, Pandu is preparing to go to the airport, he looks lethargic and very sad "Sar, until my last day here you don't care a bit about me. You really have no taste for me. Sorry I was too hopeful", muttered Pandu looking around the house hoping Sarah arrived.

Throughout the journey Pandu just silent and staring blankly out of the car, his thoughts were only Sarah, Sarah, and Sarah. Making her shed tears, "Sar, I want to always be here. Even though you are not mine at least I can still see your form, see your beautiful see your every activity. But I must be devoted to my parents what is my Sar", Inner Pandu let out a long sigh and closed his eyes.

***

Sarah arrived at the airport right at good morning, she asked the airport officer if Pandu's flight had left, "the flight to XX has not left bu, scheduled at eight this morning", answer the airport officer.

Sarah was relieved to get there first. He sat in the waiting chair with a thumping heart "hurry up until Ndu I want to express my feelings" murmured Sarah impatiently. Sarah kept looking at every step that came in and out of the airport, looking for Pandu.

Somehow until eight o'clock he did not find the figure of Pandu, "where is he? It's time for her departure not to come". Sarah said agitatedly as she looked at her hape clock "what happened? Did he not go, or did something happen in the street" Sarah asked in agitation, "or I did not see him when he entered and passed" murmuring Sarah grew more agitated and panicked.

Information on departure will be released soon. Sarah did not think long she ran quickly to the departure gate she ran and searched every corner, she continued to see one by one people there, hoping to find Pandu, but her efforts were nil, he didn't find Pandu.

Sarah came back and walked limp with a small cry, "again I am late, I am repeating the past" Sarah said with a tight chest, her tears falling unbending regret to her selfishness. "I'm sorry Ndu, sorry", murmured Sarah hugged herself.

Suddenly Sarah felt someone holding her gently from behind...