He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 23
"how's Zaki? Where's Sarah?", asked Nadia anxiously. "already aunty, she's at Abi's funeral." Teguh and Nadia were surprised by Zaki's reply. "Abi? the young man who was close to Sarah?", said Teguh with a shocked face and his eyes wide open. Zaki nodded his head saying, "i followed Sarah there, om aunt, afraid Sarah why napa", continued Zaki while shaking hands with Sarah's parents. Zaki quickly runs his car, his mind is not because of fear and worry about Sarah's condition which must be very shock and slumped at this time.
"i can't believe she left so soon, I haven't apologized to her for interfering with her relationship with Sarah because of this matchmaking. Indeed, I did not know him but, hearing Sarah was very enthusiastic when telling her about him made me believe that he was a sincere and big-spirited young man, because it had sincerely allowed Sarah to accept this matchmaking", murmured Zaki inwardly by continuing to drive his car at high speed.
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"there, he was just silently staring, looking at the wet mound" pointed Eve at Zaki who had arrived at the cemetery.
Slowly Zaki stepped closer to Sarah who was standing looking at Abi's grave. "why? Cry!, let your heart be relieved," Zaki exclaimed as he touched Sarah's shoulder. When Sarah knew it was Zaki's voice, she turned her head and looked at Zaki's face,. Losing her. she left, she was gone, she.she.", Sarah's tears broke so much that Zaki was hugged. Zaki just kept silent and continued to hug Sarah, as if hoping that her embrace would ease her grief a little.
Sarah rested on Abi's tomb, "why so soon Bi?I'm sorry I'm so late to realize your love. I'm wasting your time waiting for me to melt. Now when my heart is yours you go away and never come back. It was too late to realize that you were my lover, my best lover, the one I had wasted all this time" Sarah cried over Abi's grave. "Abimanyu Maheswara, I'm sorry. Please come back, just give me a chance once to avenge everything I did to you back then", sarah continued with a trembling and hoarse voice and the roar of tears that she could no longer hold.
"Son, gohome! Don't be like this. Your crying will make Abi's way there will be steep. Pray in, remember the good just about him. Ikhlaskan in son, we his parents insyaallah will learn to be sincere. We hope so do you, son" Abi's father hugged Sarah's body. Sarah stood up and hugged Abi's father and mother once more, seeing her mother's eyes Sarah couldn't say anything, she knew how her mother felt because Abi was the only son she had, it no longer exists
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In the car, Sarah leaned against the car seat and looked at the car window. Slowly Zaki clasped Sarah's hand for the first time, "this moment Sar I've been waiting for, can hold your hand like this, but it's not in your condition like this that I expected", inner Zaki while looking at Sarah's face from the side. Sarah turned towards Zaki slowly, and saw Zaki's hand, making Sarah remember Abi who always held her hand every time together. But Sarah is aware that it is not Abi, it is Zaki who will sooner or later become her husband.
"you know what Zak is?", asked Sarah. Zaki turned his head with a astonished face, "meaning? I should have asked you that", Zaki replied in surprise. "you still want to accept me as your future wife while you know I love other men?and now it is more and more broken to lose the man." answered Sarah lethargic with a hoarse voice. "it is Sar, time that will heal your wounds. I'll stay by your side whatever your feeling condition. Either stick to Abi or he'll turn to me again." Zaki stroked Sarah's head gently. Zaki's answer made Sarah's feelings more chaotic and unbecoming.