He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 60
Day after day passed, only a few more weeks of Sarah and Pandu's marriage will take place. All are busy preparing for the wedding as well as Sarah and Pandu who are increasingly at odds about several things, but Pandu many succumbed for the good of all. "i am tired of Ndu. This preparation makes it dizzy" Sarah said on Pandu "i'm also Sar, but this is our test. What's this wedding gonna do?" answer Pandu "that's not what I mean Ndu. Want a moment out of this preparation a day only" continued Sarah "that's why let's walk to the beach.we stay overnight there" said Pandu offering a vacation to Sarah.
"but.. next week we're married, are we good to wander in the near future?" sarah answered a little hesitantly "continue. What do you want, non-beautiful?" continued Pandu sighed "ah do not know that Ndu. go home and want to sleep at home" continued Sarah refused Pandu's invitation "good young mistress" Pandu sedu tease on Sarah who pouted. Finally Pandu drove Sarah home on the journey Sarah a lot silent and daydreaming arrived he remembered Abi, immediately at that time he asked Pandu permission to pilgrimage to Abi's tomb
"Ndu, can we make a pilgrimage to Abi's tomb now? We haven't been there in a long time" Sarah said "hmmm. Yes, yes, but was he tired? What's tomorrow?" answer Pandu "now. Tomorrow we have a lot of events" continued Sarah "oklah, just a moment yes. Uda wants Sar night" concluded Pandu bid, Sarah nodded. Finally they went to the tomb of Abi which they had not made a pilgrimage there long enough.
Sarah stood beside the pusara Abi which is now starting to dry, Sarah pensively looked at the pusara former Beloved was remembering the memories that had once been engraved with Abi. After that Sarah and Pandu began to sit and recite prayers for Abi, solemnly' Sarah and Pandu offered prayers for Abi. After he finished praying for Abi, Pandu rested beside Abi's tomb,
Pandu stood up and saw Sarah's tears dripping down his cheek "Sar, cry.remember the past is human, but promise me this is the last one, promise me this is your last tear for Abi" she hugged Sarah. Sarah cried so much that afternoon she remembered Abi, how guilty she had been of what she had done to Abi, how unjust she had allowed the sincerity of Abi's love to be wasted.
"yuk came home Ndu. I'm relieved today. My burden is gone Ndu. I'm gonna bury every memory of Abi here. Now I will only live with you Ndu" said Sarah staring in Pandu's eyes, "all right, let's go home for the night" concluded Pandu holding Sarah's hand walking away from Abi's grave.
"Abhimanyu Maheswara our memories will be closed today. Hope you calm down there. Thank you for sending Pandu to replace you".