He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 37
Finally Sarah who brought Pandu car, Sarah drove Pandu to a clinic. There Sarah helps take care of all that Pandu needs, "Sar can you please get a navy color bag in the car on the back bench? I'm gonna change some loose pants", ask Sarah for a palanquin. Sarah nodded and immediately picked up the Pandu bag.
"where the hell is the bag?put where try?", murmured Sarah looking for a Pandu bag. "ah here she is", Sarah found a Pandu bag, accidentally Sarah dropped some paper sheets from inside the Pandu bag. "what is this?my picture?", look at Sarah on that paper which turns out to be a photo of Sarah that was once on Abi's laptop.
"why did he print so many pictures of me?"
Sarah rushed to give the bag to Pandu, "thank you Sar", said Pandu thanking Sarah. "yuk Sar, please finish all this. The recipe I also took", take the guide home.this time the guide who drove the car, "thank you Sar, it's been attention to me, I'm not good with you", said Pandu a little feel bad because it bothers Sarah.
"Ndu, why did you print this many photos of me?, isn't this my photo on Abi's laptop?", asked Sarah to show some photos in her hand. Pandu is shocked to see Sarah find a photo of her that she kept in a bag, "sorry Sar, Abi never accidentally left her laptop at my house while staying. And I accidentally found a folder with your name, I opened it and I saw a lot of photos of you two. I took some pictures of you that made me even more interested in you. And I printed it personally on purpose" I'm sorry Sar, I'm presumptuous.
Sarah just sighed feeling more and more astonished by the behavior of Pandu that she felt increasingly strange. "Ndu, stop this. We just met and met. I can't believe you're interested in me just because of Abi's story. Stop your jokes!", ask Sarah to Pandu, "Sar, I have to tell you how many times I've been really interested in you, not even just interested, I put my heart on you Sar. This is not a joke Sar, please understand my feelings!", replied Pandu now looks very really really in his words, the eyes of Pandu implying that he really fell in love with Sarah.
"if Abi still exists", Sarah is not finished with her words Pandu interjected, "if Abi is still there, I will not be careless to approach you like this Sar. I love Abi like a sister, there is no way I can continue this love for you if he is still there", continued Pandu interjected Sarah's words. "but now Abi is not there. Did I wrongly want to manifest this love in order to be real Sar?", I want to replace Abi's position in your heart. Not as Abhimanyu Maheswara but as myself, as Pandu Mahardika." explained Pandu who now pulled his car to the side of the road.
"don't look at me like that Ndu, I'm scared" Sarah said in tears covering her face. Scout back out from Sarah's face, "forgive me Sar, I can't control my emotions. I'm sorry Sar, sorry", said Pandu hitting the steering wheel of his car. The two of them were silent for a while, "i want to go home", Sarah asked in a soft voice and was afraid to see Pandu.
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Arriving at the house Sarah immediately entered the room and dropped her body on the mattress with a bent position hugging a pillow. He cried considering Pandu's eyes on him in the car earlier, he cried because he knew that there was seriousness in Pandu's eyes.
"why are you like Ndu? I'm really scared." murmured Sarah while hugging her pillow.
That night Pandu tried to contact Sarah continuously, but hape sarah in silent mode, he did not want anyone to disturb him for a while. Pandu felt guilty to Sarah, "she definitely won't forgive me. Why was I as emotional as that to Sarah, AAARGH", yelling Pandu regretting her actions this afternoon. Pandu was very worried that Sarah was getting more ill-fated, the incident this afternoon made Pandu more restless, afraid that she would get away from Sarah.