He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 32
"ih man there is such a thing, it's a strange name", reply Maya more astonished by the words Eve, "dengerin, "dengorin, our parents never knew our faces and our nature before we were born, right?but they love us, love us. It's called the bond. Understand now?", explained Eve seriously. Sarah and Maya silently thought about Eve's words that had a point as well. "But there are people like that? and is that really an inner bond?" murmured Sarah in my heart.
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"Rin, why are you sticking with me anyway? Sorry yes, I'm very worried especially to see children on campus" said Zaki to Arini , "honestly Zak I'm interested in you since the beginning of you enter college. Don't know why you're different, there's a sense of comfort when I'm close to you, a feeling I've never found in a young man I know", I'm sorry if my behavior makes you uncomfortable", arini replied with a sad face. Zaki looks at Arin's face carefully, there he sees Arini is actually very beautiful and looks to have a soft and sincere heart, but he wonders why seen from the outside his nature is very upsetting.
"ahs.. Why do you think of Arini?", Zaki murmured in his heart. Zaki stands up and walks away looking for Sarah in the next building, but he doesn't find her. "the class is empty?, has it come out?", Zaki asks in his heart. "well, did you get caught looking at Sarah's class," gertak Arman surprised Zaki, "jeez Ar, the habit of ngaggetin people", said Zaki stroked the chest. "we are the ones who dream of Zak, nyari Sarah huh? zak broke up" replied Arman, looking into Sarah's room.
"hanging out to the cafe in front of the campus yuk Zak, waiting for the second material in an hour." Arman asked Zaki, "can you, yuk". They walked casually down the hallway of Sarah's faculty building and arrived at a small cafe that looked quiet and comfortable, they both accidentally also saw Arini who was sitting under a tree while chatting with the old father of tissue seller, "you see that Zak?that's Arini huh?", asked Arman to observe more clearly the hadith, "liat Ar, why is he there? Keliatan seneng really chat with the father," replied Zaki was surprised by the change in Arini's attitude that seemed different when on campus. "dah Zak, yuk in!" invite Arman, while Zaki still imagines Arini as if different people.
"Zak, you have a crush on Sarah from the B faculty?", asked Arman curiously, "ah no Ar usual", replied Zaki a little nervous. "hatsir is also not what Zak, he needs his heart if he can. Because I heard first Abi was willing to wait to get Sarah's heart was two years old" continued Arman challenge Zaki, "two years? Crazy patient really tuh guy. Why is it that long wait?", asked Zaki pura did not know, "he said that Sarah had not moved on from her man", continued Arman again, "hmmm that is? Faithful dong the Sarah", reply Zaki again, "yes that's the value itself!", concluded Arman while sipping coffee.
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"yuk Sar, move on. Although not to Zaki try to open the heart again to the young man who you think is right" said Eve encouraging. Sarah just silently did not answer, her feelings are still linked to Abi, Sarah does not know whether this feeling is pure love or only guilt for having wasted Abi who was in fact sincere to her.
"nih here, Call guide. Raised not guys?", said Sarah looking at her hape that rings. "raised Sar, curious what he wants?", answered Eve curious. "hello Sarah, may I meet?I miss you" said Pandu, "Pandu why do you still call me anyway?", "I told you the other day, I was attracted to you Sar, not me presumptuous but, this is my heart Sar. I don't want to want you, the girl I've never met, I never knew but was able to get me intoxicated like this". "don't let me be Ndu, you only know me from Abi's story, you know me from Abi's story, you don't know what I really am, how ugly I am. You can say you're interested in me", Sarah replied a little emotionally.
"believe it or not Sar, love comes from habituation. I'm used to hearing you through Abi's stories, and that's why I'm interested in you" Pandu continued.
DEG...
"love out of habit" said the word blindly Sarah trembled considering Abi always said the same thing. Not much to say Sarah immediately hung up Pandu's phone.