He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 49
Not feeling the time continues to run, now Sarah is nearing the end of her lecture. He will be one step away from becoming a graduate just waiting for graduation next month. "guys, it does not feel yes next month we already want graduation. I didn't think we could graduate too" Maya said happily
"iya May, crazy four years is not easy. And you Sar look so sad" replied Eve happy but a little surprised with Sarah. "i'm really happy guys, but I'm also sad because I left this campus. Where some of my life stories live here. I really have to leave the memory of Abi here" Sarah said with tears that almost fell.
"you must forget Sar, let him and his memories be left here. Now you have Pandu, yuk yuk yuk Sar stepped forward without looking at the past" Eve replied optimistically. Sarah nodded gently with a smile and clasped her best friend's hand.
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That afternoon Sarah walked towards the secret lake that she often went to when she and Abi were still lovers. Sarah stood by the lake looking around, closing her eyes and letting the wind roll. Her memory goes back to the time when Abi was still beside her, she imagines Abi's smile when looking at her.
Still warm in his memory when Abi first took him to that place, in that place also Abi expressed love to him, and the first time also he and Abi kissed. Seen a sweet smile expands on Sarah's face, accompanied by tears that do not feel dripping on her cheeks.
"Sorry Bi, if I am currently back in this place with feelings no longer for you, but for your friend Pandu." "I want to say goodbye to you, to this place and to our memories. Thank you for making memories in my life Bi, thank you for being with me you always give me millions of affection. Thank you Bi" said Sarah with a little scream by the lake with a voice shaking from crying.
Sarah sat back and looked at the lake, until almost night finally Sarah decided to return home. He walked slowly as if unwilling to leave that place, a place where many memories were happening there. In the middle of the road he occasionally looked back as if he wanted those memories back, as if Abi was still there waiting for him to return. But Sarah's daydreams ran out when her phone rang "Guide?" murmured Sarah, she immediately answered him and walked with a little run to get away from the place.
"what's Sar again?" tanya Pandu started the phone
"ah this is going home still on campus" Sarah replied. "yes already home first. Call again if you are at home. Love you" continued Pandu, "yes.. Love you too Ndu. Muuach" retorted Sarah gave a kiss to Pandu.
Learning from experience, Sarah now no longer wants to waste people who love her sincerely. There is a Pandu there who is guarding the heart for him, there is a Pandu now that will fill the heart of his day. He realized that the past should not be mourned, life must go on. No matter how hard we want to turn back time but time will never come back like it used to be.