He's My Beloved (Slowly Realized)
CHAPTER 22
"are you sure you accepted this match Zak?you don't have a girl?", asked Sarah to open the conversation. Zaki shook his head, "I don't have a girl. You might have a guy', guess Zaki. Sarah showed me a picture of Abi in her phone. "your huck? Cute too. He knows about us?", asked Zaki. "he knows everything and he accepts it. I was the one who initially refused but because of the understanding from him so I accepted our matchmaking.", replied Sarah rather upset.
"your hoot is amazing Sar, able to let you go for me" Zaki said. "Sar actually since High School I've put my heart on you. But I don't have the guts to reveal it to you". Sarah was shocked to hear Zaki say. Not much thought Sarh immediately tell all what happened during this time including how she was tormented for harboring love for Zaki. "let us both have the same courage Zak, Zak, maybe I'm not going with Abi. I'm not gonna let him come in and wash my wounds" said Sarah, regretting everything.
"i'm sorry Sar, as a guy I should have shot you first. And if this matchmaking we knew earlier, maybe you wouldn't be tormented to forget me" said Zaki bowing his head. "what power we have to decide this matchmaking, this matchmaking, Abi has already been destroyed and succumbed to you. And yuuu? it's clear now you love me. Are you willing to let me go for Abi?" scowl Sarah to Zaki. "Sar, to let you go I'm sincere and willing, but our parents Sar? Do you want to fight your parents' blessing? Especially your father who has a history of heart disease, if we decide this matchmaking can we guarantee your father will not relapse?", explained Zaki while looking at Sarah's face up close.
"Already Zak, let's just go through this. Let's see who I'm going to feed my heart and my life to be" replied Sarah looking up into the sky.
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The next day, Sarah found it difficult to meet Abi, even contacting him was very difficult. Abi is really determined to step back slowly from Sarah's life, this all makes Sarah sad and disappointed. On the other hand Zaki continues to try to cultivate Sarah's love to grow again for him. This all makes Sarh sick and confused, at whom he will anchor his heart.
"what happened, ma'am?" sarah asked with a trembling voice. That afternoon Abi went to your house to give you that as a last memory for you from him. But the maid said you and your family went to Zaki's house. Finally Abi came home and in the middle of the road Abi suffered an accident, his car hit another car. We were in a coma for a few days in the hospital, we wanted to call you, but the ruined hape Abi couldn't be saved. So we can't reach you, son", Anita told Sarah, who was crying, hugging Abi's necklace.
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that same afternoon Abi was buried next to his grandparents' grave, only to see Sarah from a distance. Unable to see Abi's body buried, the pain that Sarah felt so heavy that her tears never stopped. Sarah just silently daydreamed to remember the time with Abi who now lives a memory.
Unheard of the ringing of the cellphone that had sounded from whom. It appears Maya and Eve also attended the funeral full day, "Sar.hape you sound. Maybe a phone call," Maya said, hugging Sarah's body, which is now just looking from a distance at Abi's funeral procession. "can I take the call?it's important Sar's goods" Maya continued asking for permission. Sarah just nodded slowly, to her left was Eve who continued to hold Sarah's cold hand.
"hello,.Where are you sar?I'm in your house from earlier your parents had a hard time contacting you." said the voice over there. "hey Zak, it's me Maya. Sarah was with me and Eve, we were at Abi's funeral. He died this afternoon of an accident.", Maya replied slightly away from Sarah's current position. "what? Innalillahi! May, send me the location, I'll catch up with Sarah!", Zaki replied in surprise. Soon Maya sends Abi's burial site to Zaki.