Heartrest
episode 9 I want you to be mine

lessons from this episode

believe that everything we do will turn on us whether it is good or not..

almost a week me and alfian did not connect.even Alfian was not live.heart I was troubled to think of him.then I did not hesitate to contact him..

'why not live for long?'

'sick to?'

'ok no?'

'i miss u'

but while my order was not answered..

that day, I even decided to meet Alfian, I was lightest in the uniform he wore when he met me then I got out and took the car to the factory where alfian worked..

almost 2 hours I waited, I saw the alfian and his other co-workers and I went to him..

"why did you suddenly come here?"

his voice was rather loud while beckoning his friend to go home first..

I just made a spoiled and submissive face..

"sister asks, why did I come?"

her tone was soft and my heart continued to melt.I hugged her..

"l miss you.."

I said in a slow tone even as I shed tears..

Alfian held my arm and refused a hug..

"there is no husband, there is a husband."

he said softly and turned to leave..

"if that's the case, let me die.."

I said as I pulled the knife out of my pocket and tried to open my arm..

alfian turned and grabbed the knife and injured his arm..

I kept crying and hugged Alfian..

"I'm sorry"

"please don't go"

alfian was stiff without a word..

after that, we were in touch as usual.when the message and also the call or video call.when we also met and dated like people making love.at that time I felt real happiness, real happiness,then I wish he would be mine..

'akak, sok sister leave'

'jom out son?'

as usual I was sad when I got a message from Alfian...

'where to?"

reply brief..

I was embarrassed but wanted to..

when I was with Alfian, I felt a feeling that I could not feel when I was with my husband. His attitude even made me miss, especially if I was far apart even for a moment.

'eat'

'karaoke'

when reading the message I even thought, can I a wife out with another man, even many times I thought to end this relationship..I even remember Alfian all the time, I miss him too much..

'ak?'

'tido is to?'

the sound of such a simple order from the cell phone dawned on me from the daydream..

'can'

'Where's the next meet?'

'what time?'

my reply..

it was then that I realized and I would never turn around again.I even decided to be with Alfian while he wanted me..

recognize you..

for me it's not a mistake..

recognizing you..

to me, the most beautiful gift.

loving you..

to me a miracle..

your mannerisms.

the good ones caught my attention..

your sweet voice..

always present in my dreams..

your warm touch..

which I crave every moment..

what a sweet look you are..

enamored me..

I like everything about you..

your speaking manner..

stretch your footprints..

fragrant body of your body..

your nature dissects yourself..

to me..

you're too perfect..

you should be mine..

no. gabe..

i'm..

it would definitely..

you become mine..

Muhammad Alfian shah..