Heartrest
episode 20 the ending depends..

the lesson from this episode :

never love and trust others more than yourself, love and respect yourself..

.almost five years have passed, my son Alfian has aged 4 years..

after parting ways with my husband Adrian, I went home..

I shut it down or and tried to re-impose the incident.I realized I was wrong.but my heart was relieved and sick at the same time..

that evening, my husband Adrian came home angry while holding a paper in his hand..

he kept coming into the room.When my content was 8 months..

seeing him I also made a sound..

"can't Mia go back to the village, I'm not well"

I said in a soft tone..

Adrian held my wrist firmly and violently..

"why son are you carrying this?"

his eyes were red from being too angry..

"hurt"

I said while trying to divorce her hand that was holding my wrist..

"you want to return the male kampuyjumoa, right, the father of the child in your stomach!"

he said again, refusing me until he fell into bed, and then he threw some paper at my face..

"doctor said I was barren, because of an accident near the deck of the ship 3 years ago.you know the results I forgot to take.."

Said my husband Adrian trying to explain even in a state of anger.His loving and patient nature is lost due to that matter.and it is true that the child in my womb is not his son but Alfian's son..

"kaplena.."

adrian's form again and I was only able to cry..

"Mia's coming back to the village, see you, I'm not well."

I said while crying..

Adrian came up to me and pressed my mouth..

"who's the kid?"

then her gobble telifon rang and she let go of me and raised her teliphon.After she spoke she looked at my face, in a slow tone she told..

"dad is not, Mia's father is dead.."

and at that moment I could only cry and we rushed back to the village..

when I arrived, only the lifeless body was in the white cloth.I hugged and kissed my father's body for the last time..

"pardon mia, dad"

I was crying all I wanted..

until the last moment, he,

I didn't even get to look after him..

I didn't get to carry out my responsibilities as a child for the last time..

can't shower him

after the burial of the dead body of the father's spirit, Adrian approached me..

"Would she want to go back to live here first?"

Adrian began to speak in a slow tone..

"Mia doesn't want to come back, she doesn't want to come with her brother"

I looked right into his eyes..

"the child in the stomach is not a brother's child.."

I took a breath and let go slowly..

"Mia never loved my brother.. Mia married a brother because dad and now dad never be so Mia mintak brother let go of Mia."

and I kept passing by leaving the last Adrian with my words..

people say it right,

it hurts to miss people who are not in this world..

it hurts so much when there are only a few sound recordings and a few pictures...

it hurts when we can only look back at the footage and the video..

sick and we can only pray for them..

but..

let alone one thing that hurts..

Be ill..

When you miss someone..

But you don't have a single picture of him..

You think you miss him..

But you can't remember her looks..

When you close your eyes..

Imagine the look of him..

All you see is samar_samar..

Like her faint in your life..

His presence in your life..

Only you know..

And he keeps shadowing your life..

And you're..

Only able..

Expect her..

Be present in your dreams..

I miss you..

Muhammad Alfian Shah's..