Heartrest
episode 11 other wishes

lessons from this episode

do not ever cheat even if small later the fraud will be big and difficult to disclose..

is this a sense of error?

my heart is confused and troubled..

is this all a mistake?

but it is not destiny..

who is guilty?

maybe it was me..

why do I still want him?

and I know this is all wrong..

I just looked at Alfian who was touching the food..

"is there anything to your sister's face?"

alfian asked after realizing I noticed him..

I just shook my head..

and I looked right at his eyeballs..

"it's all wrong"

I said slowly while looking down..

alfian slowly took my hand..

"if all this is wrong, it's the sister because she likes to be close to me."

I just fell silent, I don't know if I should smile or cry..

Alfian just rubbed my fingers..

I looked at his face and he smiled..

"but I did.."

I raised my forehead, because the Alfian verse seemed to stop..

"it's not cheating, sister"

he inhaled the water of Milo ice on his left..

I rounded my eyes looking at alfian after hearing his words..

"dahla..

I pulled my hand from his grasp, but he did not want to let go of my hand and held it strong..

"can't don't think about my husband, think brother ja"

he said again, pointing my fingers..

I tried to pull my hand but was not deceived..

"people look"

I said slowly and submissively..

alfian just smiled broadly ..

"why submissive?"

ask alfian

ask him again with a smile..

her smile makes me liquid, her face shape seems perfect.His teeth are arranged clean.create again her smile.In the box of my mind thought was a kiss earlier.I became more embarrassed..

I even kissed her back and hugged her..

"with brother je, don't be ashamed."

I just nodded and stiffened..

I was so ashamed that I was never treated in public even by my husband..

but now, the other guy who treated me like a special couple and my heart is so happy..

I was happy and happy when Alfian was by your side, happy with me. Being with him was the most beautiful moment of my life..

next I forget even my husband.and I laugh in my uncertain feelings.A feeling that should not exist, exists when my mind is contrary to my heart and desire.

I don't even understand my own feelings.I suspect, my feelings are mixed.I really want Alfian to be by my side,I'm married and I won't leave my husband once in a while because of my real father.. Adrian was my father's choice.I can't even argue once all the words that come out of my father's mouth..

a marriage I consider happy..

only from the outside..

even my days are silent..

there when I smile happily..

there was a time when I was in tears..

yet, that is,

he is not a real happy one..

when with my husband..

not real happiness for me..

I don't even miss her once in a while..

he's there or he's gone..

it's all so completely devoid of interest..

everything changed, everything,

when the presence of other people..

my heart is not cloudy..

just think about him, though,

makes my heart shake, though,

like it's about to break..

the lyrics in his eyes made me remember..

his voice sometimes rattled, though,

in my ears..

the touch warms me..

the shadow of him always haunts me..