Heartrest
episode 17 a scam

lesson from this episode:

be honest with yourself and don't cheat once in a while, then it will be an endless fraud..

"Mia"

nora screamed when she saw me crying while laughing with a bleeding wrist.When she took the anxiety box in the drawer and held my hand..

I even pulled my hand from Brother Nora..

"let Mia die sister, she won't live."

I said while crying..

"but sister Nora still pulled my hand and held it firmly..

"sak tingalt Mia a moment ja, dah so like this,Mia be aware.."

said sister Nora firmly..

"Alfian right.he doesn't believe Mia gave him her child.."

i laugh..

"haha..Mia hasn't seen you in three months."

sister Nora finished dressing the wound on my hand..

"Mia pregnant?"

asked Brother Nora in a surprised tone with a slow voice..

"yes..Mia wants to die but her mind is wrapped in Mia's hand, if Mia dies, the child in this stomach dies.."

I became restless and ruffled my head so that my hair was tangled..

"no. can't be like this,Mia has to go to the clinic, nakurkan ni content"

I said while holding Nora's hand..

"there's no way Mia"

said Brother Nora while holding my hand firmly..

"Adrian at the airport"

said Nora while looking at me..

"Adrians?mia's husband?"

my eyes were round looking at Brother Nora..

"Mia heard me say"

said Brother Nora while holding my face with both hands..

"make sure Mia is with Adrian tonight, don't tell me anything about Mia's content until next month!"

sister Nora said firmly, her eyes were right in my eyes..

I refused Nora's hand.

"sister wants Mia to cheat, she can't."

I said while shaking my head..

"Mia, come on Mia"

sister Nora held my shoulder as if shaking my body..

"why is Mia propeller Mia's phone?"

asked Nora while looking at my damaged biped teliphon.

"because alfian didn't call Mia back"

I said while crying again..

"look, he doesn't care about Mia, he wants to satisfy her lust and mia.."

"but..Mia"

my words are stuck..

it is very true, said sister Nora ..in fact men only consider women as a tool for them to satisfy their passions and marriage is only a bond from a piece of paper that justifies ****..that's my response since I was in school again..

even so, I married Adrian at the decision of his father.yes.at that time Adrian everything.but everything changed after the presence of Alfian.I was even too stupid, I was too stupid, willing to surrender even for free and I got nothing in return, at least I cheated with a man richer than my husband..

is this feeling love?

when you think of the word love,

I even want to laugh..

love's..

my love is too cheap and easy..

love that makes

I became as if I had no self-respect..

love that only hurts me..

is that love?

love is a feeling of abandonment..

love based on lust..

who is the truth

in love?

me?

The alphian?

remember his name only

make me sick..

it hurts like I don't want to live anymore..

this pain..

it's like stabbing me in the wound

the same thing over and over again..

pain without words..

remembering you're sick..

forgetting you is sick too..

Muhammad Alfian shah..

why are you present in my life?

is there to add more pain

pain and pain of life

which I've been responsible for all this time..

pain that is never enough..

your presence only gives pain..

after a brief excitement .

only pain remains.

which is eternal in my heart..

become scarred and scarred..