Heaven on lara
Chapter 25. Relax because they are used to it

Zoya's eyes opened slowly as she felt a light coming through her retina. Zoya can still feel dizzy however, it is not as quiet as yesterday. Zoya's eyes squinted, scanning the surroundings.

"Where am I?" zoya's monologue when she realizes she's not at her house. Zoya wanted to lift her body to sit up however, her lower abdomen hurt.

Deg.

Zoya immediately remembered what had happened to her. He fumbled his stomach and when he realized, his son was no longer in his womb. Zoya's chest felt tight to the point of difficulty breathing.

Without excuse, her tears fell down her pale face. "Where are you, son? Do not leave Mother ... Why do you also leave Mother like your father ...."

Zoya cries as she pleases. "Mother forgot ... It's not your fault. It's Mother's own fault ... Mother can't take good care of you. Forgive Mother, Dear ...."

Zoya is getting out of control. The feeling of tightness, sadness, disappointment, hurt, as if it had fused and attacked Zoya's chest. Zoya had never felt a sense of loss until like this. It was very painful to lose a child that he had been waiting for for years and yet, he left before being born.

Not long after, Zoya hears the door open from outside. Zoya looks up and sees Zaky coming in with a plastic crisper in her hand. "Sir Zaky, what happened to me? Why am I here? Then ... Where's my son? Why isn't she in my stomach?" sounds like you're slicing a heart.

Zaky was silent, his chest seemed to feel tight seeing Zoya who was not good enough. Zaky understood, Zoya must have been very shaken. "I'll call the doctor first, ma'am. I'm sorry, I didn't know that Zoya's mom was conscious,"

Zaky walked to the side of the gurney and pressed the emergency button. Unexpectedly, Zoya immediately hugged Zaky's waist and made Zaky's body freeze on the spot. "Rpa ... Where's my son?" zoya asked still sobbing.

Zaky was silent to neutralize his irregular heartbeat. Zaky lets go of Zoya's embrace and sits next to her, on the edge of the bed. Only then can Zaky answer Zoya's questions. "Mbak Zoya calm down first yes ... Zoya's mother ate first because, Mbak has been unconscious for one day. His power must have run out. Zoya's mom fill up first, huh?"

Zaky asked softly and gently to make Zoya nod obediently. Indeed, Zoya felt very weak. "Well that's dong ... To face the reality needs energy," said Zaky funny.

Zoya chuckles softly. He did not deny that facing reality does require energy. After that, Zaky opened the bag of crackles he was carrying. He took out the contents. "This, Sister Zoya. Eat porridge first. Even if it's a little, it's better than nothing,"

Zoya nodded obediently. After she eats, maybe Zoya will ask everything. Not half the porridge was finished, Zoya was unable to and stopped eating. "I can't do it anymore, sir. Do it later, right? That's a lot of that,"

Zaky smiled and nodded. He receives the porridge wrapped in a porridge from Zoya's hand. After which, Zaky immediately finished off his porridge. He is forced to take another day off to accompany Zoya.

Actually, Zaky can contact Zoya's husband or her in-laws but, Zaky is afraid of missteps and makes Zoya even more depressed. "Well, isn't it, Mommy?" ask Zaky for attention.

Zoya who was looking down looked up. "Alhamdulillah. If possible, do not call Zoya can not? Call aja Zoya. Sounds bad," Zoya's pinta is subtle.

Zaky nodded, it was not a problem for him to just call by name. "Alright, Zoya." Zoya smiled faintly, it sounded better.

"Sir?"

"I can protest too, right? Don't call 'sir'. Call me a name,"

Zoya blinks her lips. "It's not polite. I'll call 'gold' then, '" Zaky smiled broadly. "That's better. Why is it that we talk about nicknames?" Zaky chuckled and scratched his non-itchy nape.

Zoya just smiled. He doesn't want to joke. "Sorry, Zoya. I will explain everything about your condition. So this is ...."

Then, Zaky recounts Zoya's circumstances from beginning to end with nothing to cover up. Including that, Zaky has not informed Zoya's condition to her family. "So that's it, Zoya,"

Zoya doesn't blame anyone because the guilty one is her. He cannot take good care of his son. Zoya should still eat even though she is not tasteful. "I'm sorry, Mom, son. It's all Mommy's fault," the monologue Zoya regrets.

Zaky patted Zoya on the back. "Don't blame yourself. We must believe that what God has outlined must be best for His servant. It's all fate, Zoy. Try to be sincere even though sincere is not easy," uajr Zaky encouraged.

Zoya's eyes are glazed. He thought no one cared about him anymore. But Zoya is wrong, there are still people who care about her situation. "Thank you, Mom. I was willing to help and take me to the hospital. Otherwise, I'll go with my son, too,"

"Huush ... Don't talk like that. God still loves your chance to live for no reason. So, live well, Zoya," Zada said.

Zoya nodded in agreement. Suddenly Zoya remembered something. "Did Mas Zaky know? Where's myphone? I have to call my family" Zoya asked and spread her eyes.

"Sepent ...."

"It's your phone" Zaky said after opening a nightstand on the edge of the gurney and taking the phone from inside. "Thank you, Mum." After that, Zoya immediately contacted her husband. He asks Zada to come to the hospital with Ghaida.

Ready unprepared, Zoya must end it. End that painful and sad relationship. "Assalamualaikum, Mom. You where? Can I go to Medika Mesra Hospital? I'm being treated here. Please hurry, Mas. Because there's something I need to tell you,"

Without waiting for Zada's reply, Zoya disconnects the unilateral call. Zoya is still hurting for her husband. So, just hearing her voice Zoya is fed up. "Mother Zoya—?"

"I have to end it all, Mom. I can no longer afford it. It's too heavy for me. Let me lose everything and start my new page. I have to get up and improve myself so that my son who is there also feels happy. I must be happy ..." said Zoya excited.

Yes, Zoya is determined to leave Zada. She could no longer live with her husband. Zoya gives up and chooses to stop. Zoya does not feel defeated, because being able to escape from her husband is a victory for Zoya.

Victory for his inner calm. Zoya does not want her heart to hurt again. His love for Zada is still huge. However, seeing Zada happy with Ghaida, Zoya is unable to.

Zoya realizes that Zada's happiness is not because of her anymore. "I'll let Zada live happily. I'll try to be willing to let go. Because no one can be willing if you're not used to it and I'll get used to it,"

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