Heaven on lara
Chapters 2. Honestly speaking

That night, Zada went home. She can't make Zoya worry because of her. If she does not come home, it is certain that Zoya will not fall asleep until morning. And that's often the case when Zada is working overtime.

Zada reaches home when the clock is pointing at the exact number 11. Zada could see the atmosphere of his house that was still bright sign of the owner of the house had not fallen asleep.

Zada circulates the look for Zoya's whereabouts. Perhaps, Zoya is still in the kitchen or in the living room. And sure enough, when he passed through the living room, Zada saw Zoya was asleep with the television still on.

Zada walks silently towards Zoya. After arriving, Zada bent his knees to stare at his beautiful wife's face. Her beautifully severed hair had partially covered her smooth white face.

Zada put away the naughty hair and looked at Zoya lovingly. She loves Zoya very much. There was no intention to betray him. 'Hopefully, you can understand, Zoya, ' Zada's monologue in heart.

Zada kissed Zoya's forehead and pressed her long enough. Zada has hinted that after this, he will definitely be silenced long enough by Zoya because he has married again secretly.

But whatever it is, Zada will accept all of Zoya's anger at him. Even if Zoya hits, kicks, slaps, and grabs her hair, Zada will take it.

The pain of being punched and slapped was not worth the pain that Zada had inflicted. As Zada was deep in thought, Zoya squirmed and opened her eyes slightly.

"Mas ... Has Zada come home from now? Sorry, Mas, I overslept," Zoya straightened up to sit down. Zada prevented it because Zoya must have been tired all day taking care of her flower shop.

"Not to get up. Let Mas carry you to the room?" pinta Zada with a sad look. Zoya smiled knotfully and nodded. After that, Zada carried Zoya to the bridal style room.

Zoya immediately poked her hands around her husband's neck and looked at Zada's handsome face full of puja. "Thank you, Mom. Because I love you so much and so deeply. I am grateful to have a husband like Mas Zada" Zoya said as Zada tried to climb the stairs.

Zada's heart was being overcome with a great sense of guilt. Zoya trusts her so much and with such ease, Zada betrays Zoya's trust. Without looking at Zoya, Zada answered. "I'm also lucky to have a wife like you,"

Zada and Zoya arrive at her room. Zada carried Zoya's body on the bed carefully. After that, Zada said goodbye to clean up.

Not long after, Zada had returned and joined Zoya who was sitting on her bed by leaning on the headboard. "How was it today, Mom? Smooth right? You must be tired, right, come home so late?" ask Zoya for attention.

Zada immediately hugged his wife's waist spoiled and rested his head on Zoya's shoulder. Zada closed his eyes feeling comfort. All the problems that Zada had just encountered seemed to disappear just like that when he was with Zoya.

Zoya is indeed the best woman that Allah has sent for her. "It's exhausting, honey." Zada paused his words first. "And Alhamdulillah smoothly," said Zada because his mind can never lie.

Today was the hardest day for Zada. And maybe, tomorrow will be the toughest day for Zoya. Zada believes, Zoya is a strong woman. Zada then sniffed the fragrance of Zoya which had become his candle.

"Ih, Geli Mas. Why the hell, again spoiled? Hahaha," Zoya chuckled as she felt amused by her husband's actions. Zada just smiled softly at Zoya's smile that was so bright and full of happiness.

His feelings, Zada increasingly could not bear if it had to ruin the happiness. But, Zada had to be straightforward so as not to become a problem later on. Zoya stopped laughing as she saw Zada speechlessly staring at her.

"Why Mas? How do you see that?" ask Zoya curiously. Zada immediately regained his senses and smiled softly. "No papa. Is it wrong, right? If I want to look at my own wife? After all, you are so beautiful" praised Zada sincerely.

Zoya smiles shyly to get compliments from Zada. "Thank you, Mom. I'm lucky to have a husband like Mas Zada. May our love reach his jannah,"

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Zada has to go to the office before he picks up Ghaida in the afternoon. Zada will invite Ghaida to stay with Zoya. Zada is always haunted by guilt because his attitude yesterday to Zoya was like reflecting a faithful man. In fact, Zada secretly married again.

Until his time working, Zada still can not restore his focus. Zada thought of something that would happen later. At once Zada mentioned the name of his Lord. He had guessed first even though Zada did not know what the plan of Allah SWT later.

"Astaghfirullahal. Forgive Your servant, O Allah. The Servant believes that You will not give tests beyond the limits of Your Servant's ability. Forgive the prejudiced Servant who is not" the monologue Zada lamented his bad thoughts.

Does not what determines the way of life of man is God? Then why should Zada be worried? Zada sighed and exhaled a few times. He tried to bring his focus back.

Zada has to finish his job. He simply believes that Allah SWT is always with him.

The afternoon finally arrived. Zada had to pick up Ghaida who was still at the hotel. Earlier this morning, Zada had told Ghaida to pack her belongings at home as well.

The plan, Zada will pick up Ghaida first and then, taking Ghaida's belongings and saying goodbye to both of Ghaida's parents. Not long after, Zada's car was parked in the hotel lobby. He immediately went upstairs to where Ghaida was.

Ting. Kegs.

Zada pressed the bell for Ghaida to open the door. No matter how much, the door opened from the inside.

Chequek.

"Assalamualaikum Mas Zada." said Ghaida when her new husband arrived at the hotel again. He yelled and kissed the back of Zada's hand. "Waalaikumsalam Ghaida," Zada answered him and stroked the top of Ghaida's head covered in a veil.

However, Zada must be fair to his two wives. To be honest, Zada has not been able to love Ghaida, the girl he just met.

Zada walked into the hotel room. "It's all been cleared, right?" asked Zada when he saw a suitcase on the edge of the bed tightly closed. "Already, Mas. Stay home, take Ghaida's belongings and say goodbye to your father and mother" replied Ghaida, offering her sweet smile.

No why isn't it? Zada is her legal husband. So, Ghaida can show a sweet smile in front of her priest. "Then we leave now" said Zada, who managed to break Ghaida's daydream.

"All right, Mum."

Ghaida moved to drag her suitcase. But it was immediately prevented by Zada. "Let me bring it. Pity you as much as you are, "Then Zada took over the suitcase that was already in Ghaida's hands.

Secretly, Ghaida gave her smile. There was a warm feeling in his heart. 'Mas Zada is a dream husband. Lucky for me to be his wife, ' Inner Ghaida was pleased.

Then Zada exited the room followed by Ghaida. Zada's legs feel heavy stepping. His mind was telling him to hide his second marriage. However, his heart said that Zada must be honest. Honestly it hurts. However, it would be even more dangerous if Zoya found out from everyone else.

Better, Zada immediately confessed his sinful deeds.