Heaven on lara
Chapters 70. Begging for forgiveness

"Where exactly is Zada? Doesn't Maya's attitude look excessive?" That question has been asked since Zaky, but has not found an answer because Zoya has been trying to avoid.

"You eat first, huh, Mom? You have to eat to recover quickly" said Zoya who was off-topic. Zoya was passing by the side of the gurney, laying down the chicken porridge she had just bought. Zaky who saw that immediately blocked his wrist gently.

Zaky forces Zoya to sit nearby even though Zoya is seen to not accept her behavior. "You haven't answered my question. Don't switch the conversation," said Zaky gently with eyes that stared fixedly at Zoya.

Zoya looked at Zaky inside. 'Is it time? I can't possibly hide this forever. Sooner or later Mas Zaky will definitely know too, Zoya's inner war.

"Later, I'll tell Mas Zaky the same," Zoya replied in the end, feeling not ready to tell Zada where she is. "But when? Should it be postponed? Where's Zada going?" ask Zaky in astonishment.

"Wait for you to come home from here first. I'll take you to Zada's mas, I promise," Zoya replied, then thrusting her little finger to link to her beloved husband.

Zaky immediately linked his pinkie to Zoya's pinkie. "Yes promise?" ask Zaky to make sure. Zoya smiled and nodded confidently. After that, Zaky immediately grabbed Zoya's body in her arms. "You're getting pretty, Zoy. I feel lucky to be allowed by God to see my wife's beautiful face again" Zaky Ansih said in a hug. Her lips incessantly sprinkled a kiss on the top of Zoya's head.

Zoya smiled softly. "Yes, Mas. It's sustenance for you" he replied, remembering Zada. Zoya is reassuring herself that Zaky's eyes are now her sustenance. And Zoya is trying not to see Zada there. Maybe after telling Zaky, the burden on Zoya's head could be slightly reduced.

Long enough for the two to hug until Zoya chooses to let go of the hug first. "You eat first, Mom. I bribe you" said Zoya smiling and taking the bowl on the nightstand.

"I'll eat if you eat too. You haven't had lunch, have you?" Zoya throws her lips, there's only reason for Zaky to make Zoya eat. Although Zoya is not eating, she ends up eating a bowl together with Zaky.

While in the other room, Maya stops her crying and stares flatly at Ghaida who is standing before her. "You want what else? Get out of here before my anger gets high" said Maya's mother firmly and stressed.

"Sorry, ma'am, if I may know, am I not misheard if Zada's mas is gone?" ghaida asked with great difficulty as her throat felt as though it was choking. Ms. Maya smiled cynically and prepared to take her oath of absorption to Ghaida but, Rama rushed to interrupt so that the wife was out of control and gave a bad blessing to her health.

"Ma, Istighfar yes, Ma,"

"Ghaida ... Please leave here because my wife's condition is bad. I beg ... Do not make my wife's mind more chaotic" said Mr. Rama without a high or intimidating tone.

Ghaida nodded resignedly, there was nothing else he could ask for at this moment. Maybe when I see Zoya again, Ghaida will ask. "alright, Sir. Then I'll go first,"

After that, Ghaida walked gontai towards the room where Joseph was being cared for. "Is Zada's mas gone? What cause? Isn't he a tough guy?" the Ghaida monologue instantly became the most sinful human being.

Moreover, Maya said that she was the cause of Zada in prison. And that's true. "So, Zada's life has never been okay? Oh Allah ... I really am the worst human being. It's all my fault" said Ghaida.

When he arrived in front of Joseph's room, Azan dhuhur was heard from the mosque in the hospital. Finally, Ghaida chose to carry out his duties first. He wanted to ask God for forgiveness because of him, so many people were hurt and unhappy.

Truly, Ghaida regretted it. After taking ablution, Ghaida performed his four rakaat prayers. A few minutes later, he finished and immediately prayed for forgiveness to the Owner of the Universe.

"Yes Allah ... I have many hearts that I have hurt. So many hearts are victims of my selfishness. Oh Allah ... I feel ... My sins will not be forgiven" Ghaida said in his long prayer.

"Yes Allah ... May You immediately take the pain of the souls and bodies of those who are victims of my selfishness. I'm sorry, God ...." Ghaida's cry broke as she remembered her sins.

A sin that has made many hearts hurt. He was so self-deprecating in the past that he could take the happiness of another woman just for the sake of his own happiness.

Until everything is revealed, not only he who suffered a loss, all the innocent are victims of his selfishness.

They are Zoya and Zada's children, Zoya, Zada, and now Zada's parents. They were all affected by his evil deeds.

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Yasa repeatedly pecked himself in front of the mirror. She was trying to make her dress up at her wedding, which was about to take place in a month.

Time passed so quickly that without feeling, a big day for him would soon arrive. "Mas Tama!" call Yasa who is still in the dressing room. Tama who felt her name on the call also bent her head from the gap of the locker room door. "Not good?" yasa asked carefully while showing the kebaya he was wearing.

Tama who saw Yasa's appearance so stunning could not comment. Only the eyes can explain how Tama was amazed by the creation of God named Yasa. "Mass? How quiet is that?" sentak Yasa who finally invited his future father-in-law to come see.

"Yrsa ... You are beautiful ..." said the future mother-in-law Yasa who was forced to remove Tama from the door gap. "But even more beautiful, if you wear a syar'i dress. Mama did not lie, you are beautiful wearing this kebaya. But the chest is too open. Tama could not answer. Don't be like that again, huh? You are not mahram yet," explained Sintia maam at length but, still friendly and soft.

At once Yasa cursed himself for his stupidity. Since the beginning of the relationship, Tama always asked for it in a good way. In fact, Tama asked her not to date because it was forbidden in religion.

Yes, the one who will be Yasa's husband later is Tama. "Yasa? Shouldn't you just wear a shar'i dress?" ask Sintia ma'am carefully. Yasa thought first before answering. Since the relationship with Tama, the man always asked her to close the aurat.

There was no coercive tone there so Yasa was still comfortable with his current appearance. However, the words of his future mother-in-law have a point as well. Yasa remembered with Tama's message the other day. "It is better to be forced into heaven than to voluntarily enter hell." And that thing, it had broken through Yasa's defensive wall.

"Alright, Ma. I'll wear a shar'i dress and insyaAllah ... I decided to go hijab,"

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