Heaven on lara
Chapter 26. Let go of me

After you have chosen far

I was so slow assembling intact

I enjoy every inch of bitter that is born

I'm sipping everything you've brought with you when you're present

Let us be memories, then,

The bitter one swallowed the sweet one saved.

•About Adhistyya•

For two hours Zoya has been bored waiting for Zada and Ghaida. Zaky's back under Zoya's coercion. Zoya feels bad that Zaky has to take another day off because of her. So, Zoya tries to persuade and lucky, Zaky wants to work even though he looks forced.

Zoya tries to sit down and rests her back on the back of the gurney. Zoya breathed tired. His gaze glanced far away while still with Zada. There are so many sweet memories stored in it. But, Zoya also recalled the bitter memories that her husband had carved in her heart.

Zoya is as strong as she can to always love Zada but, Zada is as strong as she can to destroy him. This is nothing compared to Zoya's love for her husband. Perhaps, he is still a lot of shortcomings until Zada looks for advantages in other women.

Zoya already doesn't care what reason Zada married Ghaida. In fact, love seems to grow between the two as time goes on. And as time goes on too, Zoya has lost Zada.

Zoya took a long breath. It hurts too much to look back. Not long after, Zoya hears the sound of a door opening from outside. Zoya turned her head and found Zada and Ghaida walking hastily towards her.

Zoya smiled wryly as she looked at the face of Zada who was so worried about her circumstances. 'free. It's too late, ' Zoya's mind is upset.

"What happened to you, Zoya? I deserve to find you wherever I don't meet. You're okay, right?" Zada asked so many questions. Zoya still maintained her flat face.

Zoya's eye caught Ghaida's hand with Zada's. Zoya sighed and smiled wryly. Zoya has been trying to strengthen her heart. However, his chest still felt tight watching him.

"Nothing's okay, Mom. All is gone" answered Zoya flatly. Zada frowned in wonder. "What do you mean, Zoya?" ask Zada curiously. Zoya threw her gaze in any direction. "Ghaida? Could you please leave me and Mas Zada, first? I need to talk seriously,"

Ghaida appears to have sought Zada's approval. After Zada nodded, Ghaida rushed out of the room however, not closing the door tightly. She intended to eavesdrop on her husband's conversation with his old wife.

After Ghaida left, Zoya ventured to look at Zada. She tried to hold her husband's hand for the last time. The gazes of the two clashed until they caused a pain and slashed in Zoya's heart.

"Mas Zada?" call Zoya soft.

Zada looked at Zoya. "What's wrong? What do you want to talk about?" ask Zada no less soft. Zoya smiled bitterly. She wanted to cry but, her tears as long as they had dried up were all she had left.

"It seems, this is the right time for me to leave," shrieked Zoya stared at the bead inside Zada's property.

"What did you say? Don't talk recklessly Zoya," Zada annoyed that Zoya made a unilateral decision.

Zoya shakes. "I'm not careless, Mas. I realized, the source of your happiness is no longer me, "Sounds of grief and slicing of the heart.

Zada looks angry. "Don't just talk to Zoya! Don't make me angry!" Zada spoke with great emphasis. Zoya smiled bitterly again. "Mas ... Try to touch your heart. Is there still my name? Look at your heart, at whom your heart is fixed,"

Zoya shakes. "No, Mas ... Not me," Zoya's trying to get that line out. His tongue felt faint because of the reality that had slapped him. Zoya's lips shook with her tears.

"You, Zoya. There is only your name here" Zada said, pointing to his chest. Zoya releases Zada's hand from his grasp. His eyes looked into Zada's eyes. "Don't deny it, Mum. The truth is so. Try to touch your heart, Mas. The time you can't feel? I know, Mas ... I know that you're starting to love Ghaida,"

Zoya started crying. He could not tell the truth he knew. Too painful and stifling.

Zada immediately turned the memory when he could not look into Ghaida's shady eyes and drowned. Because those eyes also managed to make Zada comfortable with Ghaida. Moreover, Zada was able to see Ghaida all day because Ghaida was not working. Unlike Zoya who always goes to work to take care of her flower shop.

When he woke up, Zada immediately said. "I'm sorry, Zoya. I've hurt you, "sorry Zada realized. Zoya shakes. "There's nothing to forgive, ma'am, it's all happened. And I realized, I'm not as perfect as Ghaida," Zoya sobbed.

Zoya cried for a long time. After her crying subsided, Zoya looked up at Zada again. He drew and exhaled before speaking. "Blessed be with Ghaida, Mas. Forgive me if all this time I have many shortcomings and mistakes. One thing Mas Zada must know, I'm happy if Mas Zada has found your own happiness, Mas," said Zoya with all her might.

Zada. "I'd be happier if I were with you too, Zoya" said Zada still wanting to keep Zoya.

Zoya sobbed again. "I'm not happy, Mom. Let go of me ... Let me find my own happiness, Mas. I also want to be happy" said Zoya.

"What if I'm gonna keep you? How is our son's fate?"

"You're selfish. I will not be happy living in the shadow of you and Ghaida. Don't think of a child who's not in my womb, Mom. He has met God,"

Zada was flabbergasted, his shoulders slumped to the truth, his son was gone. "But why is that?" ask Zada with ease.

Zoya is sobbing. "I am not good at keeping him by giving him a heavy burden of mind and not feeding him because I am not tasteful. It's all my fault,"

Zada jerks. "Have you been depressed all this time? Zoey ... I'm sorry, Zoya ... I'm sorry ...."

Zada was crying. He hurt Zoya. Zada is very sorry to have put pressure on Zoya. Moreover, now Zada realizes that he has fallen today on Ghaida. Zada felt that he was the most jerk in the world.

Zoya cried, but her crying was not as much as it was. Zoya's heart was relieved after taking out all her junk.

"Nobody should be blamed. It's all fate. Mas, let go of me ... Let me give up, let me get hurt. I don't want to be in a duakan, I'm not as strong as you think, Mas. I beg ... Untie me. Make things easy,"

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