Heaven on lara
Chapter 28. Arunika Jannah's

Ghaida and Zada were home. The two of them were still sitting quietly in the middle room. Zada is still late with his own thoughts. He replayed his time with Ghaida during this one month.

And there was one mistake that made Zada even more afraid of a great sin. 'I shouldn't have touched it. I should have been able to hold back. But, what can I do when Ghaida blatantly surrenders herself?' batin Zada regrets.

Yep. Back then, Zada had touched Ghaida for the first time. Ghaida who came alone into his room. In fact, there is Zoya who has been back home for a few days.

Zada should have rejected it. He has sinned greatly for breaking the rules of God. Zada grabbed her hair in frustration. Instantly Zada felt disgusted with his own body. He had committed adultery with Ghaida.

None of this would have happened if Zada had been able to hold back. Or, Zada can finish it off with Zoya, who just so happens to have returned. Foolishly, Zada is lulled by Ghaida.

This is what Zada was afraid of when he looked into Ghaida's eyes. Zada couldn't have done it long ago. And now it is proven, he has started to have a taste with Ghaida. From the moment he first met, Zada began to feel happy when there was a Ghaida by his side.

Zada breathed tired. "Ghaida?" call the gentle Zada. Ghaida who was looking down also looked up. "Yes, Mom?"

Zada looked at Ghaida. "We have sinned ... We shouldn't ...." Zada was unable to continue his sentence. He is breng*sek.

Ghaida shook his head. "It's all my fault, Mom. I've come to your room with minimal clothes at that time. I'm sorry, Mas" said Ghaida regretfully.

Zada breathed out his rough breath. "We must repent. We can't be like this" said Zada deeply regretted.

"Mass?" call Ghaida with her serious face. "Yes?" zada answered briefly without looking at Ghaida. "Did Zoya ask for a divorce?" ask Ghaida to make sure.

Zada nodded weakly. "I've hurt her so much,"

"Then what do you think of me, Mom? I was hurt too ... What about my feelings? What if I start to feel comfortable and love you, Mom? Who will Mas Zada defend?" tanya Ghaida was stirring with tears.

Zada rubbed his face rough. He's at a difficult crossroads. He wants to keep Zoya but, he also doesn't want to lose Ghaida. Honestly, living almost a month more with Ghaida made Zada comfortable and feel prioritized.

It's different from Zoya. In the morning she has to eat food from the outside because Zoya is not good at cooking. In the afternoon, Zada could not see Zoya greeting herself at the door when she returned to work.

Zoya is always busy taking care of her flower shop. In fact, Zada has asked Zoya to stop and focus on taking care of herself. However, whatever power Zoya has remained in her stance. Until Zada starts to find someone who fits his criteria, namely Ghaida.

"I'm going to divorce Zoya. After all, he deserves to be happy" Zada replied in the end.

Ghaida's lips, which had been curled downward, now curved upward to form a crescent moon. Ghaida certainly smiled hearing that Zada was going to keep him. Thus, Ghaida would be the only wife of a Zada Zamurad.

"Thank you, Mas." said Ghaida thankfully. Isn't it okay why Ghaida seeks happiness in her own way? Ghaida also wants to be happy with Zada and get his love. In fact, Ghaida has captured the happiness of other women. Ghaida doesn't care about that. She wanted to be selfish for her husband's business. As powerful as possible, Ghaida will defend it.

"After I am divorced from Zoya and after your child is born, I will marry you again legally in religion and country" said Zada, who managed to make Ghaida smile more satisfied. He's already got Zada completely.

_________________________________

The Medika Mesra Hospital

Zoya walks to the morgue to meet her son for the last time. There is Zaky who accompanies Zoya by pushing the wheelchair that Zoya is sitting in.

Zaky instantly stopped his thrust and crouched down in front of Zoya. "If you are not ready, we can see later" replied Zaky who understood Zoya's feelings. Zoya shook her head strongly. "No, Mas. I still want to see my son" Zoya said in the end.

Zaky nodded. He pushes back the wheelchair Zoya is sitting in to the mortuary. When he got to the front of the room, Zada knocked on the door first. After that, there was a guard who opened it from within.

Chequek.

"Can I help you, sir?" ask the mortuary officer. Zaky nodded. "I want to see the body of Zoya Adhisty's mother's son" Zaky replied. "Alright, let me show you,"

Afterwards, Zaky and Zoya follow where the officer takes her. "This, Sir. I stay first yes, sir, Mom," Zoya and Zaky nodded without looking at the officer. Zoya's gaze was fixed on her very small child. Not small but very small.

Zoya cries again to see her four-month-old son in the womb must be gone before Zoya cradles him. "Can I carry it, Mom? For the last time," Zoya cried bitterly.

Zaky nodded with eyes that started to glaze over. "I help carry ya," After that, Zaky took the little boy Zoya slowly and moved him in Zoya's hands.

Zoya wants to cry but seeing her son's peaceful face makes Zoya smile.

"Right ... Forgive Mother yes. Mother is not good at taking care of you. May you forgive me, Mother,"

Zaky could not stand beside Zoya because he heard the sound of grief and sliced the heart from Zoya. His heart felt tight. However, Zaky was also once in Zoya's position. And it feels so painful.

Slowly, Zoya gently touches every inch of her child's body. In fact, his fingers had not even formed. But Zoya believes that God has laid down his life at the age of four months.

Zoya could see her son's nose. Moreover, her tiny eyes. Zoya smiled with wounds. "Pardon Mother because you were not born before. Mommy hopes, you calm down there,"

Again Zaky wiped his tears watching the poignant scene that so sliced his heart.

"Wait for Mother, son. Mother will try so that Mother can enter His heaven and meet you. We'll see you later. And Mother hopes that one day you will help Mother from the heat of the fire of hell,"

Afterwards, Zoya kisses her little face gently fearing her child will be in pain if it gets too tight. "Mother will always remember you, son. You will still be the first child, Mother. And one day, Mother will introduce you to your sisters,"

Zoya is no longer able and closes the last encounter with her son. "Mother of your love the name, Arunika Jannah which has meaning, the shining daughter illuminates heaven. And Mother hopes, you can shine a light on Mother in the Hereafter,"

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

loss in any form, it will still hurt😪

do not forget the support yes.by way like, comment, vote, and love gifts as much as you can 😍

your support means a lot 😘

make Zada the same ghaida, again waiting for his bomb to explode aja🙈