Heaven on lara

Heaven on lara
Chapter 65. Bereft


Zoya looked at Zada who was lying helplessly on top of the gurney from behind the small glass on the door. Her heart was so hesitant to tell her husband that Zada was willing to be her donor.


Zoya felt a soft clap from behind and turned her head. Ma'am Maya was already standing behind him with an already fresher face. Maybe wash your face after crying as much as you want and finally can calm down when Zada's heart is declared still beating.


"Yes, Mom?" zoya said full of question marks. Maya looked down before speaking. "Bring Zaky here to do his eye surgery immediately. This is Zada's last request that will probably be of benefit to him" Maya said.


Zoya shakes. "No, Ma. Mas Zada will definitely be cured," elak Zoya tried to think positively. Mom Maya shook her head. "No Zoya. Zada's heart beats because the heart pump is attached. He only lives because of the support of the heart, "Mum Maya looks hard when saying it.


Zoya closed her mouth and a single drop of clear liquid escaped. "I mean Mama, mas Zada ..." said Zoya stopped because she could no longer finish her sentence.


Bu maya sobbed then Pak Rama came with puffy eyes and reddened him. Zoya could see that the old body was extremely fragile at this moment. "Ma? Mean what? Please explain to Zoya," asked Zoya, who felt like she was a fool who knew nothing.


"Nort ... Zade ... It's gone," Maya's mother's cries broke again and Rama's sir hugged his wife's body tightly. Zoya's world is like circling and Bu Maya's words are like a buzz in her hearing. It was like a bolt of lightning struck his body.


Zoya pecked, trying to digest Bu Maya's words. "Don't joke, Ma. Pa? Is that all right?" ask Zoya again hoping that what she heard was wrong.


Rama looked at Zoya. "Bring Zaky here, Zoya. The sooner the better so that Zada's body can be buried immediately," it is not the question but, the statement of Mr. Rama made all over Zoya lunglai's body and ended up sitting on the floor.


Zoya began to roar and hit her chest that felt tight. What has he done? Why didn't he know Zada was dead? Where has he been since? Why did Zada have to leave so soon? why didn't God let Zada live any longer? Hasn't Zada changed? Question after question filled the contents of Zoya's almost exploding head.


Zoya is more and more unwilling to remember the good Zada has done which he says is penance for her. "Why so fast?" the muttered Zoya. Just yesterday Zoya saw Zada playing with Arka, only yesterday Zoya heard the confession of Zada who still loves him.


Zoya covered her face and increasingly roared, ignoring the gazes of some passers-by. "Mas Zada's ... Why did you leave ... I should have left first" said Zoya, feeling guilty. The corner in his heart was so tight when he recalled the gaze of Zada's eyes that always looked at him with love but did not diminish his respect.


Zada's love for her is so great that she tries to make herself happy. Zada loved himself so much that at the end of his life, he still said he loved Zoya. Recalling that, Zoya screamed, trying to escape the tightness in the chest.


Why is Zada's departure always a stifling thing? This is not the first time Zoya has been left behind by Zada. But this time, things are different. Zada leaves with love for her.


Ms. Maya who joined in tears finally fell unconscious and was treated in one of the hospital rooms. Yasa who had indeed heard the news about Zada immediately followed her to the hospital with Reni.


When he saw Zoya sitting on the floor in a sad state but was calmer, approaching slowly. "Mr?" greet Yasa carefully. Zoya looked up with tears in the corner of her eyes. "Yasa?" Zoya hugged Yasa.


Yasa was crying as well as Reni. Although she is not very close to Zada, Reni knows Zada with a good personality. "Istighfar, Ma'am. Everything has its own time" said Yasa trying to calm down.


Zada donated his eyes because he had a purpose.


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Zoya walks into the house feeling that ... I don't know. Zoya should be happy because soon her husband will be able to see the world.


Zoya tries to be mediocre so that she does not seem to be sad. Zoya had informed Khadijah of Zada's death and wanted to donate her eyes.


However, Zoya asks Khadijah to keep secret who is willing to be her donor. Zoya is convinced that Zaky will not accept the donor eye. And after all, it was already Zada's last request to keep it a secret.


Zoya sighed and exhaled a few times before opening the door of her room. Zoya had met Khadijah who was also crying over Zada's departure.


After all, Zada's good attitude in the house was already remembered in each other's hearts. And Zoya believes that the departure of Zada many make people closest to him feel lost.


After gathering intent, Zoya turned the doorknob slowly and saw her husband standing behind her, staring at the scene below. Although Zoya knows, Zaky cannot see.


Without a sound, Zoya immediately hugged Zaky from behind and rested her head on her husband's strapping back. Zoya felt comfortable being in such a position. Zaky was a little surprised but when he sniffed vanilla, Zaky was silent and did not move to enjoy the warm embrace of Zoya. Zaky already knows that the culprit is Zoya.


"Why don't you say hello?" reprimand Zaky smooth. Zaky flips her body so she can face Zoya. "Forgot, Mom. I told Mas Zaky, didn't I? About .... donor?" asked Zoya who for some reason her eyes began to glaze over again.


"Yes, Alhamdulillah ... I will finally see my wife's beautiful face again. I'm so happy to hear this news, Zoya. Thank you for always being faithful to accompany me" said Zaky sumringah and brought Zoya's body to her embrace.


Zoya could not hold back her tears. There was guilt lingering in his heart when he saw Zaky's smile so blurred. If Zoya says that her donor was wrong, the smile will surely disappear. Zoya gets so excited that she makes Zaky stretch her arms.


"You cry anyway? You're not happy, are you?" asked Zaky with his disappointed face. Zoya shook her head even though Zaky couldn't see it. "I ... I was too happy, yes, too happy so I cried, Mas. It's haru's cry" said Zoya, trying to smile as she cried.


Zoya immediately kissed her husband's jaw at a glance and hugged the burly body again. Zoya hopes that all her sorrows and nightmares will soon pass.


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