Heaven on lara
Chapter 34. Zada's Regret

"Nort ... Apologize to Zoya. There are so many wounds you have inflicted on him. And Papa's goal is to do this, so you can learn from your mistakes. There is no action without risk. There's a reason there must be a consequence. You won't talk much because you're an adult. You should be able to judge what is good and bad" Mr. Rama explained at length without judging Zada.

Zada and Ghaida bowed. Inwardly, Zada confirmed his papa's speech. He is guilty of betraying Zoya. He has inflicted a lot of wounds on Zoya's heart.

"Now, what am I supposed to do, Pa?" ask Zada expectantly. Mr. Rama sighed harshly. "It's too late for you to realize. Zoya has been too disappointed and devastated because of you two. And Papa does not know what caused you to marry Ghaida," said Mr. Rama a little upset with his son and daughter-in-law.

"When you know you already have Zoya. Zada, Papa did not end up thinking the same way of your mind. What are you looking for?" asked Rama feeling frustrated. He rubbed his face so that the tension of his facial muscles loosened.

"I'm sorry, Pa. This is not all wrong, Mas Zada. It's my fault" said Ghaida, who wanted to defend Zada. As for the one defended, he was silent a thousand languages, like he was thinking about something.

"Pa? I'll take Ghaida for a second, will I? I have to go to Zoya" said Zada, who managed to make Ghaida shake his head in disapproval. "Don't, Mas ... Why are you seeing Zoya again? Is your divorce over?" prevent Ghaida from being willing.

Ghaida had even blocked Zada's hand so that her husband would renounce his intentions. Gently, Zada took off Ghaida's hand. "Sorry, Ghaida. But I have to go see Zoya. It's very urgent. Pa, take Ghaida for a second, will you?"

"What are you gonna do? It's all too late. Live the path you have chosen. Men are irresponsible!" gerutu Pak Rama was upset by the attitude of his son.

Ignoring his papa's insinuations, Zada steps out of the house and leaves Rama and Ghaida. Zada did not care about Ghaida repeatedly calling her name. The one on her mind is Zoya for now.

After being in the car, Zada drives to Zoya's flower shop. It didn't take long, Zada had arrived in front of Zoya's flower shop. Zada seemed hesitant to go in because he was quite self-aware of his mistakes.

"Could Zoya forgive me? Zoey ... I'm sorry ... I was wrong ... I was wrong ...," regretfully Zada rattled inside his car. After gathering courage, Zada goes down to meet Zoya. Doubtfully, Zada walks into the store and can see the girl Zada can expect is Zoya's employee, busy fiddling with the computer in front of her.

"His Zoya is?" ask Zada carefully. Yasa looked up to see who was looking for his superior. Yasa's face instantly turned flat when he knew who was coming. Yasa knew a little bit who the man before him was right now. Of course from the conversation of his superior and the two middle-aged people earlier.

"What's wrong?" ask Yasa ketus. "I want to have an important talk with Zoya" Zada replied pleading. Yasa squinted his eyes at a suspicious sign. The reason, Yasa's initial meeting with the man in front of him seemed less good. So, Yasa concluded that the man before him was a rude man.

"Who's Yasa?" Suddenly Zoya's voice is heard interrupting from upstairs. "Me, Zoya. It's me, Zada!" zada replied shouting, hoping that Zoya would meet him. Yasa glared sharply at Zada for having stolen the opportunity in narrowness.

Zoya freezes in place. "Yasa? Who's coming?" ask Zoya again. "I–it, Ma'am. The one that came," replied Yasa stammered. Zoya immediately looked up to make sure her hearing was not wrong. As he looked, suddenly his eyes and Zada's eyes met. Both were silent for a moment.

"Ehem, ahem." Yasa deliberately cleared his throat to resuscitate the two humans. And sure enough, Zoya immediately turned her gaze in any direction. The most important thing was not to look at Zada. "Zoya, I'm upstairs, right? I need to talk to you" Zada pleaded.

"There's nothing to talk about anymore, Mom. It's all over. Go ... It's time for you to live happily without having to bear the burden of a human like me" Zoya replied.

Zoya then sits back down properly and ignores what answer Zada will give. Without waiting for Zoya's approval, Zada steps up the stairs to meet Zoya. "Mom, this guy's up, ma'am. Careful. Do I need to go to the police, ma'am?" pekik Yasa hysterical when he found out Zada had escaped and was climbing the stairs one by one.

"What kind of crime do you mean?" ask Zada who is already upstairs. Zoya ignores Zada and focuses on staring at the television screen that is showing a film famous for domestic conflict.

"Zoya is? I'm here to have other intentions. Please look at me" said Zada. Zoya snorted loudly and turned off the television screen before her. "What else do you want, my friend? Not enough you've hurt me all this time? Still less?" zoya asked annoyedly and rubbed her face rough.

How Zoya can quickly forget if Zada just always appears in front of him. Unexpectedly, Zada immediately prostrated himself at Zoya's feet. Zoya tries to escape, but Zada's hand checks make Zoya resigned. "Amuva ... I'm sorry ... I'm sorry ... I'm so sinful ...." Zada spoke with tears in his eyes.

As strong as Zoya's energy held back the crying, she couldn't bear it. Finally, the tears fell from Zoya's brownish netra. It still feels the same, painful and stifling. "Why are you sober now? Where have you been all this time! Your eyes are blinded by the shethan. You know, Mas, I was so hurt when I found out you did that with Ghaida" said Zoya, who was forced to open the wound she was treating again.

Zada looked up with his surprised face. "You knew? Y-you saw her?" lirih Zada was lifeless again. Zoya's getting so excited. Zoya's heart is so tight right now.

"I saw it, Mas. You've committed adultery with Ghaida. I did not think your faith was so weak. Where is the Zada I used to know? Mas ... I heard and saw what you and Ghaida were doing" Zoya roared even more in her tears.

Zoya seemed to have the urge to get out all the contents in her heart about Zada and Ghaida. Thus, Zoya exploded while saying a sentence that would even hurt her.

Zada hugs Zoya's legs tightly hoping to make amends for all of her mistakes. "I'm sorry, Zoya ... I'm sorry ...." Just an apology that Zada can say. Her heart aches because Zoya has been hurt because of her.

"And you know, Mas ... I was very lonely at that time because you were so close to Ghaida. As if my return home didn't bring you any closer to me. Instead, I'm losing you more and more, Mom."

"I've lost my love. I ... I'm ...."

Zoya could no longer finish her sentence. He had been crying so much as if so comfortable to let out all his complaints.

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Finally ... You realize also Zada ...

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