Heaven on lara
Chapter 35. Give oneself

After her crying subsides, Zoya realizes that this is not true. She and Zada are divorced. "Stand, Mas. Don't be like that to me" said Zoya coldly and flatly.

Zada let out a long sigh and had no choice but to move because Zoya's legs were already moving, trying to break away. "Zoya, I'm sorry. Please forgive me," said Zada.

Zoya looks into Zada's face to find out if Zada is really sincere about it. And Zoya finds sincerity and regret on Zada's face. Zoya breathed tired. "I've forgiven you but I hope you will no longer appear before me" Zoya said, turning her face away.

"But why, Zoya? Give me a reason" Zada said, asking for an explanation. Zoya grunts as hell. "Didn't you marry Ghaida too without explaining it to me first? So, I don't need to find a reason why I don't want to see you again, do I?" Zoya spoke with her flat face.

"Alright, Zoya. If that's your will" Zada replied looking at Zoya with an unreadable look. "Go, Mas. Don't stay here too long, "smoothly push Zoya away. "I'll leave after I see our son's grave. Please show me" Zada begged Zoya again to tell her where her son's final resting place was.

"He's my son. I take care of him, only I have the right to him" Zoya said sharply to Zada. Zada looked at Zoya with his glare. "Please, Zoya ... Tell me where is our son's grave? I'd like to apologize for not being able to take good care of her,"

Zoya grumbled at Zada's words. "Until any time, I won't tell you. You better go home, Mom. Your new wife must be waiting,"

Zada was silent with his face down. "All right, I'm going home now. Sorry for making you hurt. I know my apology cannot bring everything back" said Zada, who was again ignored by Zoya.

"I will tell you why I married Ghaida immediately. And I'm fine if after this, you will also hate me a lot. It's about time I exposed my lies all along," Zoya only glanced at a glance and was reluctant to answer.

With a gontai move, Zada leaves Zoya's house. After driving his car, Zada did not go home immediately but took time to sit in a park.

He realized his mistakes were so many and perhaps, unforgivable. In order to keep his good name, there are many hearts that Zada sacrificed. Zada rubbed his face rough to let the muscles on his face stretch.

"Is it time for me to reveal everything? I've made a lot of hearts hurt, "monologist Zada is at a crossroads. He had also sacrificed his own marriage and ended up doing an act that was not commendable.

Zada looked up and closed his eyes in search of tranquility perhaps there he could find answers. However, what comes is the shadow of his togetherness with Zoya.

Zada breathed out his coarse breath. Ghaida's face also appeared in Zada's mind. Ghaida's shady and drowning eyes had completely misled Zada.

"It's time for me to turn myself in" Zada's monologue again after a long time dissolved in his mind. The mind is experiencing a war between ego and conscience.

Zada walked to his car and took the car to his parents' house. About thirty minutes, Zada had arrived and was immediately searching for the whereabouts of Ghaida.

It was not difficult to find him because Ghaida was in the living room and sitting there. "Ghaida, I want to have an important conversation with you" said Zada with a serious face.

"Don't here. It's about the reason I married you, "As soon as Ghaida's face turned tense, her heart beat faster than usual. Will Ghaida's fate be the same as Zoya's? Divorced by her husband? Ghaida shook her head to dispel her negative thoughts.

"Follow me!" decah Zada's. Ghaida complies and follows Zada to the car. After being in the car, Zada rushes his car to somewhere.

Not long ago, the two had arrived at a place like ... The old building is uninhabited. At once Ghaida felt fear because the place in front of him was a place where he was made a slave sek*s by someone.

"Don't be afraid. We're just here, no need to come in,"

After Zada said that, Ghaida calmed down a bit. Zada sighed before speaking. "It's time for me to turn myself in" said Zada, who managed to make Ghaida shake strongly. "Don't, Mas. Then what is my fate?" Ghaida spoke with a face full of fear.

"Nothing's gonna happen to you. I'm the one at fault here" Zada replied flatly without looking at his interlocutor. "We've gone too far into relationships. We shouldn't have committed adultery and you shouldn't have seduced me at that time. Oh sorry, it's not your fault but, it's my fault for not being strong in faith,"

Ghaida fell silent with tears that began to wet her cheeks. "And you're going to divorce me?" ask Ghaida rahu. Zada nodded weakly. "That's the deal, isn't it? And I chose to surrender. I'm sorry, Ghaida. I'm doing this all to be fair to Zoya. Even if I'm late for it, it's better than nothing,"

Ghaida looked at Zada with a wound-filled gaze. "Then what about the love that's starting to grow in my heart, Mom? I've fallen in love with you ...." Ghaida was more and more reluctant to lament his fate which had originally soared to be thrown into the sea floor.

Zada was no longer surprised by Ghaida's statement. Zada also began to feel comfortable with Ghaida. However, that was not true because the original purpose was not like that. "You can definitely forget me," Zada said without a burden.

"You are so bad, Mom! What about my son who was born without a father? You promised to take responsibility, Mom!" Ghaida spoke in a voice that began to rise.

"I'll take responsibility. Therefore, I will give myself up" Zada replied with a blank look. His current life path is unguided. Zada lost his life after marrying Ghaida.

Just like Zoya said, Zada felt like he didn't recognize himself anymore. Zada misses his old self. What is this in return for his deeds that have concealed great lies for the sake of his own good name and image?

Therefore, Allah deprives Zada of all the pleasures of life. Zada's life had turned into restless and restless. There was no longer the calmness he felt like before. Zada wants to go back .. return to his path and improve. Even after this, there will be something that he sacrifices again.

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Sorry I just got up because I ran out on the way.

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