Heaven on lara
Chapter 47. Massalogue

Zada lay low on his bedroom bed after seeing Zoya's social media posts. Zada doesn't follow Zoya's account, Zada is acting as a stalker. Things have recently become Zada's job.

In the post, Zaky and Zoya are holding up their marriage book. Zoya's smile looks so happy when the photo is taken. Zada rubbed his already red and watery eyes. His sight became blurred as it was covered by tears.

"May be happy, Zoya." Zada's monologue stared at Zoya's photo. Although her lips said that, her heart said that she was not willing, Zoya was happy with the others. Is Zada wrong if he still expects Zoya to this day? Let the love that Zada has stored, recorded, and imprinted in the recesses of the heart.

If necessary, Zada does not want to rebuild the household except with Zoya. "Ck, please again ...." The whisper was heard again from Maya's mother who accidentally passed through Zada's room. Maya's mother's head looked out from between the slightly open door.

Zada sighed harshly. He got up and opened the door. "I don't know, Ma. It hurts so much to see Zoya happy with everyone else" Zada said frustratedly.

Maya breathed her tired breath. "This is the destiny of the Almighty, Da, you must be sincere. Not everything in this world you can have and hold. Sometimes, some things can only be made into dreams and hopes. God knows what is best for His servant" said Maya and patted Zada gently on the shoulder.

"Repair yourself. With you changing even better, there will also be good things coming at you," Zada nodded in understanding. It is true that his mother said, all is the will of Allah SWT.

"Astaghfirullahal'azdim," Zada called the name of his Lord so that he would soon awaken. "Yes, then we'll have dinner first huh? You haven't eaten since this morning" said Maya, smiling gently.

Zada smiled back and nodded. "Yes, Ma. Where's papa, Ma? We had dinner together, right?"

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At Zoya and Zaky's apartment.

Unlike the condition of Zada's heart, tonight Zoya is feeling the thump of romance. After performing the Isya prayer, Zoya went to the bathroom to neutralize her heartbeat.

Grn, deg, deg.

"Duuuh, why the hell is my heart the same? Please, don't keep this up" Zoya was frustrated. Zoya is sure, Zaky must have been waiting for her because it can be said, tonight is the night that all newly married couples look forward to.

Geck, tok, tok.

"Zoya is? You long enough? You're not papa, are you?" The knock on the door was accompanied by a worried Zaky voice. Zoya closed her eyes in frustration. "I–iya, I'm fine. It's over soon, "Zoya replied slightly raising his voice to sound ahead.

Zoya re-cooks herself in the mirror to make sure there is nothing strange about her appearance. Because, now Zoya is wearing a shirt whose arm is only a spaghetti strap. Not to mention, his low chest collar made something pop a little there.

Zoya pulls and exhales her several times before she exits the bathroom. Once convinced, Zoya began to turn the door knob slowly.

Chequek.

Zaky who was lying on his side with his back to Zoya turned to look back. Zaky swallowed his saliva when he saw something different from Zoya's appearance. Zaky tried to blink his eyes but could not because he was too astonished by the sight before him.

Zoya lowered her head in embarrassment and played her fingers as Zaky looked at her full of puja. "God, Zoya" said Zaky.

Her steps swayed towards the timid Zoya and Zaky could see a red hue on Zoya's cheeks. Unexpectedly, Zaky immediately carried Zoya's body ala bridal style to make Zoya scream in shock.

Zaky immediately laid Zoya's body on the bed gently. After that, he lies down next to Zoya and holds Zoya's body to get close to her. Zaky chuckles when Zoya looks shy.

"What the hell, Mas. Why even laugh?" annoyed Zoya. Her lips were already a little too much from being both annoyed and embarrassed.

Cup.

"Zoya?" call Zaky with a voice that has now turned into a raspy tremble. Zoya swallowed her saliva before answering her. "Hm?"

"You knew? The reason I always give you a medium red rose for my first wife who died, I gave her a yellow rose?" tanya Zaky looked at Zoya fixedly.

Zoya shook her head strongly. She did not know the reason Zaky always gave her red roses. Zaky just chuckled and peeked at Zoya's cheek at a glance.

Cup.

His hand over Zoya's head drew Zoya's head closer to her. Now, the faces of the two were already very close to the tips of the noses sticking together.

Zoya glared sharply because her heart condition was not good. As for Zaky, he chuckled without a burden."The red rose has the meaning of love, longing and affection. Yellow roses mean friendship" Zaky said.

Zoya keeps her head away and stares confusedly at Zaky. "Why is it upside down, Mom? How come I'm the one with the red rose and your first wife is the yellow rose?" ask Zoya.

Zaky pulled Zoya's head closer. "Do not go far if you want to know the reason," whispered Zaky in the ear of Zoya who managed to make the fur of Zoya's nape and her blood rippled.

"My first wife and I were best friends since childhood. We decided to get married because we were betrothed and went through the ta'aruf process. There was no love between us at the time and we agreed to love each other after we got married,"

Zoya becomes interested in her husband's past. Zoya put on her serious face so as not to miss a word. "Continue?"

"We had a husband and wife relationship in general including ..." said Zaky stopped because confused to say it. Zoya was not bothered at all and instead nodded in understanding. "I knew. Continues to?"

"Tiyas was pregnant and at that moment, I felt very guilty for not being able to love Tiyas wholeheartedly. However, Tiyas did not feel any objection at all because during that time, I always carried out my duties as a husband. And at the end of his life, I felt more and more guilty because my heart had not yet loved Tiyas. For some reason, I still consider Tiyas to be my best friend. Likewise with Tiyas, the reason she wanted to marry me was because she was dating and her boyfriend never proposed," Zaky sighed first to pause for a moment.

Zoya smiles. "Seru is also the love journey of Mas Zaky huh?" zoya was not at all disturbed. Zaky nodded. "All the more exciting when the first time I felt the heartbeat and there was a sense of happiness when I met you. You're my first love,"

Zoya rounded her eyes of disbelief. His lips opened and then clenched again. "So this whole time ...."

Zaky nodded then hugged Zoya's body tightly. "I am very sinful because during my marriage, I could not give love to Tiyas. But I love him so much,"

Zoya replies to Zaky's embrace tightly and gives a gentle swipe at her back. "You have done your best until Tiyas' breath no longer blows. You've been a good husband to him,"

"Oh yes, Tiyas once left a letter that I do not know what it contained because it was written to my future wife Tiyas. And now that I've got another wife, it looks like I should give it to you, honey,"

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