Honey And Toxins (Not a Common Contract)
Chapter 53: Not wanting to be selfish

Ammar was in a wheelchair while the funeral was underway. Clear circles dripped as fragments of soil began to bury Irene's coffin. Memories, love and all the good times they have passed are now buried with the body that brings a million meaning to Ammar's life.

"Welcome to my wife.." wailing bitterly, whether to a peaceful place or not. He prayed that he would meet his first love again.

"Your wife is here..?" chirp one of the guards who doesn't know what Ammar's words mean.

Ammar immediately glanced sharply at the bodyguard, daring to cut off his condolences.

"Focus.." whispered Nara nudging Ammar on the shoulder.

Yes, their identity was not revealed until now. Let it be a secret to those who know, like Nara, Sam and others. Ammar really does not want the name Irene continues to smear. Let him return to the Hereafter in peace.

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After the funeral was over, Ammar returned to the hospital to continue his recovery. His condition has not completely healed yet. He still has to be hospitalized in a few days.

Doctors and nurses who helped Ammar get into bed left after confirming Ammar's condition. Nara remained there, he sat staring with erratic thoughts. I'd like to discuss their marriage now.

"What's up..?" ammar asked to break the silence. It was as if he could feel the shock on Nara's face.

Nara shook her head slowly, "nothing..."

"Let's just say, I know you're keeping something."

Jemari Nara squeezed each other, after worrying about Ammar yesterday. I don't know why he wants to stay away from her. Like there is a faint bond that makes him feel that Ammar has its own meaning.

"Look... About our marriage..."

"After a successful abortion, I'll divorce you. I promised to let you live free. So don't worry.." Ammar remained steadfast in keeping his promise.The happiness of Nara, he wanted to restore all that though not as beautiful as before.

There's no reason Ammar should defend Nara. All the lies have been exposed, even the fetus is in the womb, Nara does not want it. If you follow your heart, Ammar really wants to keep everything about Nara. But it would be very selfish, right?

"After making sure you're okay after the abortion, I'll take care of our divorce." Ammar said sure.

"I... " Nara took a short pause, he repeatedly confirmed whether this was the right decision. "Will defend this child... Either you're going to divorce me or you're not. I'll still give birth to her."

Ammar opened his hearing wide, he did not catch Nara's words just now right?

"Really..?" concluded Ammar, the pain seemed to disappear when he heard Nara was willing to give birth to their child.

"With two conditions. " added Nara finished her sentence.

"Whatever it is I'll be able to do..." Ammar sat on his bed. He wanted to bow down in front of Nara and say thank you very much.

"First, I don't want to live in that house. Second, take care of the divorce immediately after this child is born."

deg...

Ammar's heart flinched, thinking Nara would be willing to accompany their child. Though in the corner of his heart really hope Nara is willing to live together with him.

"All right..." Ammar. It would be inappropriate, however, to expect Nara to accompany her for life. He is a lucky demon because he is still given a chance to live. While Nara was like an angel figure with her very soft heart. Very contrary to him.

"But.. May I ask, why did you make this decision?"

"Because I don't want to kill my son..."

Besides, they're both kara now. It doesn't feel wrong if he wants other family members present in this world. So that he has more purpose in life. Although they will eventually live apart, Nara believes the child she was born with will bring great change to her and Ammar.

"Thank you Nara.., for giving our child a chance." Ammar's eyes were very sparkling. Finally after so many years of wanting to have children, now he can feel like a father. Even from a woman's womb she never imagined before.

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The doctor confirmed Ammar's condition, and he was allowed to go home. Although his back can not be separated from the bandage, he can already move freely.

"You sure you want to bring your own car?" nara asked hesitantly, even though Ammar had a lot of bodyguards that could be asked. But he wants to drive himself.

"mmm.. I'm sick of meeting strangers." He got into the driver's seat, and Nara sat in the back seat.

"You don't want to eat anything?" he turned to his wife who was fixated on staring at USG photos. They did the examination of the womb earlier. Thankfully after everything that happened their baby was still fine.

"No.." said Nara without seeing Ammar, he smiled a little while wiping the USG sheet. It felt strange, happy mixed up with disbelief enveloping his mind.

If only she had decided to have an abortion, she might not have forgiven herself. How could he possibly kill that sacred fetus? Even so, resentment and resentment sometimes approach him if he remembers who the figure of the father of the fetus. Especially when remembering the fetus is there because of the results of rud4force.

She could have gone as far as she could, and raised the child herself. But somehow he could not bear if his son grew far from the figure of his biological father. He didn't want his son to feel the same. Although they will continue to divorce, at least the child will still grow up under the supervision of his Father and Mother.

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Since the tense incident that day, Nara has not had time to see the Detectives and say thank you. So today Nara came to them and brought some food. However, they are very helpful, even though the results are unexpected.

"wahs.. Look who's coming. I thought you'd forgotten about us." said Galih to welcome Nara.

They sat together, telling all the lines they had passed with surprise.

"So now you're pregnant with that man's child?" sandra said she couldn't believe it.

"Yes... I still don't believe it myself." said Nara as she chewed her food.

While in front of him, Sam appeared to put on a lethargic face. It was like losing his spirit.

"Do you love her?" ask Sandra again. If so, Nara is stupid. Loving the demon who ruined his life.

Nara shook her head, she also realized this was a stupid decision. "We've agreed to divorce after this baby is born."

"really..? Why..?" sam seemed very enthusiastic.

"Because I have no reason to stay with him." That child is the only thing that keeps Nara still involved with Ammar.

"But you guys have kids..?" galih was no less curious. His rumpi soul was actually rising now.

"Are you able to live with someone you hate?"

Sam and Galih nodded slowly, they understood. Ammar was the source of his life's destruction, and it was fitting that Nara hated him.

"But hate can be love." seduced Sandra while nudging Nara's arm with her elbow.

Nara shudders goosebumps, loves a killer? That's a very bad thing. Indeed Ammar did not kill, but he who covered up and cleaned up all Irene's actions. It's the same, right?

"Since when can hate be love..?" chirp Sam. It just doesn't make sense to him. Hate, hate it.

"Since you started hating him." added Galih and nodded by Sandra.

While Sam and Nara who are counter to that opinion just lift their lips with a careless face.

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