Honours
9. Jealous.
"Tell me Brother, how can you make your brother calm down" Bang Panji's persuasion made Nasha cry even more.
"May Nasha selfish Bang?" Ask Nasha.
"As long as you are with me, spend and express everything you feel on the deck" Yuda replied
Instantly Nasha hugged Bang Panji tightly and very tightly, her eyes spilled out all the bated cries in her heart.
"Nasha wants Abang, Nasha wants Abang. forgive Nasha who is so selfishly wants you Bang" crying as much as Nasha uncontrollably makes her claustrophobic.
"Oh Allah deck.. Look how fragile you are. This heartache you make yourself, do you know all this also makes your inner brother feel the pain. Never do something that you cannot bear, after everything has happened, we have to endure everything we have done" Bang Panji told Nasha that his decision to divide hearts was wrong.
Bang Panji did not continue his speech because seeing the condition of his wife, he did not want Nasha's pregnancy to affect the condition of the baby in the womb.
God, I know Diani must be very sad there. Diani is also pregnant with a slave child, forgive your servant O God who may be unjust to both wives of the servant.
"Dek.. take your medicine and vitamins first yes.. Brother accompanied you here" Bang Panji let go of Nasha's embrace but Nasha didn't want to let go.
Is that as sensitive as you feel when you are pregnant?
"The next day we go to the doctor yes deck, Brother wants to see our son" Bang Panji stroked Nasha's hair.
"Yes Bang" Nasha had already stopped her crying and had started to calm down. Bang Panji accompanied Nasha to sleep.
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"Where are you, baby?" ask Bang Panji on the phone.
"I don't have a problem Bang? how is Nasha.. Sorry Bang!" Diani feels guilty for what happened today.
"He also has no problem, do not think about anything else.just take care of your condition, do not forget to take your medicine properly and rest" Titah Bang Panji then disconnect the phone.
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Nasha was sleeping comfortably. The embrace of Bang Panji is always able to make him fall asleep quickly. Bang Panji looked at his wife's face. At the touch of Nasha's cheeks are now more contained.
"There are a million words that run afoul in my heart, about you, about our marriage. Brother does not know, can not be sure of this feeling, but you are as sick as it is Abang felt it" muttered softly Bang Panji.
Unceasingly his hand stroked Nasha's hair, tired as if lost.
"Healthy you deck.. We want our children to grow up happy with us"
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Office work is very piling up. Bang Panji checked a lot of things, forgot to leave the office just for lunch, so he did not have time to receive a call from Diani.
In the afternoon it was 18:05 Bang Panji left his job and went home to Diani. On the road Bang Panji remembered to buy Diani his favorite sweet martabak.
"Nothing every once in a while Diani eats food like this, my son must grow up healthy his mother must also be happy"
Bang Panji bought three martabak of various flavors at once. After the sweet martabak was so, Bang Panji immediately headed for Diani House.
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Diani's face looked unhappy with Bang Panji's presence he immediately went towards the room.
"What a pity, how pouting so" asked Bang Panji. Feeling no answer from Diani, Bang Panji stood up to open his uniform and headed for the bathroom. Bang Panji took a bath and after that finished his worship.
"Here baby.. Brother hugged..!!!"
Diani takes off Bang Panji's hand. Bang Panji just took a long breath and could guess it was all definitely due to the pregnancy hormones.
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Diani was already fast asleep, Bang Panji picked up her phone and contacted Nasha. Several times in contact Nasha did not answer as well. Bang Panji was sitting on the bedside, his heart was getting restless, he called the house phone.
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"Assalamu'alaikum bi.. how is my wife? Why didn't he pick up his phone?"
"Wa'alaikumsalam sir, mom is sleeping because she just vomited. I just accompanied him" said the aunt.
"Is it bad like yesterday Bi?" Bang Panji started massaging his temple.
"Still the same sir, just not fever anymore" Bang Panji was a little relieved to hear Nasha was no longer fever.
"Please take care of Nasha Bi, I'm going home tomorrow..!!" Bang Panji ended his call.
"If about Nasha you are very quick to contact her Bang, if with me even my call is not raised" ketus Diani surprised Bang Panji. Diani woke up because she likes to pee at night.
"What a sich baby. There's nothing you can distinguish between the two of you. Brother was really very busy" replied Bang Panji. Actually he was also very hungry but his appetite suddenly disappeared because he worried about his two wives.
"You lied to me, since Nasha was pregnant, you were very attentive and worried about her. Even when you were with me you called her" An upset Nada Diani sounded clearly making Heart Bang Panji hurt.
"Nasha is also Brother Di's wife.. Brother couldn't ignore him when he needed Brother. Did you forget, Brother also always took the time to contact you when I was with Nasha"
Silent for a moment, Diani began to realize her feelings.
"Sorry Bang, I still have jealousy. I can't help my feelings" Bang Panji hugged Diani tightly
"We live in a different marriage than any other dear. You're not wrong.. It's brother who's unfair to you two until you're like this. The sin of once brother makes you both cry" lamented Bang Panji who was actually very tired inner and mentally trying as fair as possible on his two wives.
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