Honours

Honours
15. She went.


The doctor handed me a little baby. Baby boy. My hands trembled as I carried her back. I couldn't see the baby anymore. But Bang Lightning convinced me to touch it


"This is the last time Panji. Your son's with Nasha." Bang Lightning Word.


"Oh my God, help me Bang. I'm not strong."


A nurse came to wake me up, the nurse said Nasha was screaming hysterically. I immediately handed my son's body to the nurse and ran to meet Nasha. Bang Lightning followed me.


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"Honey.. Brother's here"


"My son where Bang, Nasha heard him not crying earlier" Nasha shook my arm. My mind went nowhere, I was confused.


"What happened to Nasha's son, replied Bang??" The hysterical Nasha was panicking me.


"Calm down the deck.. calm down first..!!" I answered in all my heart. How I should tell you that my son is dead.


I paused for a moment, exerting all my strength in my heart. "Our child is no longer there dear" I said carefully.


"Did you lie??? Why didn't you save him??? He's my son Bang..!!!" Nasha screamed hysterically looking for her baby. I closed my eyes not seeing it. My chest hurts so much seeing this sight. My biggest regret is bringing Diani into my life and Nasha.


I saw Nasha's hands begin to tremble.


"Quick Brother please Diani" pinta Nasha broke my heart. My lips are hard to explain. How could my wife ask her honey. Honey has ruined our home.


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"Dianiiiii" Kirani cried so bitterly. Kirani cries between Diani and her son's tomb, I deliberately make a story that Diani is dead. Hope I. I want Nasha to forget about Diani immediately. Nasha kissed Diani's headboard as well as her son in turn. I invited Nasha home because Nasha was still weak and had not recovered at all.


I deliberately covered Nasha's view of the wet mound of the tomb not far from there with my body. I'm afraid Nasha's back hysterically looking at my baby's grave.


But for free, a mother's mind must be conveyed, Nasha glanced at him and she was hysterically unable to accept the departure of my infant son.


So sad and devastated was Nasha that she fainted in my arms. I took her and brought her home.


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Nasha dropped completely and still can not be realized.


There Bang Lightning handed over a letter he found while cleaning Diani's clothes at the hospital. "This is a letter from Diani. Read it..!!"


Bang Panji opened it with a sense of laziness.


I know Bang, your love is not for me anymore. I realize your attitude towards me is only a form of responsibility as a husband no more, there is your body but not your soul, honestly it hurts me. No words of affection spoken, but so great is your love for her. All about me is diverted to Nasha and I want to give everything, but I can't Bang yet.


Thank you for your affection for me. I am proud to have loved you and have you in my heart.


"Honest of my heart. I've never seen you love a woman as much as you love Nasha. This is despite Nasha being my younger sister" Bang Lightning told me at the time.


I burned a letter from Diani. Bang Panji was lazy to think of him.


The fire extinguished with the smoke that disappeared in the wind that afternoon.


I'll make sure I open a new leaf with you and only with you Nasha Just you Nasha. Because to me if it's about you, thousands of unresolved loves


If it's about you, let baby reveal the taste.


POV Bang Panji.


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"Where is Nasha..!!!!!!!" Papa Cemar is looking for his daughter.


"Pa's rest, Papa what do you want??" Ask Bang Lightning, whose heart has now begun to soften because he saw Bang Panji's love for his sister.


"Papa wants to get Nasha out of here. Panji can only harm my daughter..!!!!!" Snapped Papa Cemar did not accept and did not have the heart to see the state of Nasha.


Instantly Bang Panji knelt at Papa Cemar's feet. He really worshipped his father-in-law.


"Don't take my wife away Pa. I really love Nasha."


"If you were not the son of the friend I was most afraid of.you would die in my hands..!!" Said Papa Polluted.


"I know I was wrong Pa. Husband who is not responsible for the happiness and safety of his wife's children. Please give me one chance to fix myself Pa..!!"


"No..!!!!" Reply Papa Cemar. "Jaang.take your sister to Papa's car..!!" Papa's orders to his second son, who is also the litting Bang Cemar.


Bang Bujang (Jajang ) went upstairs followed by his adjutant while glancing at Bang Panji in annoyance.


Bang Panji intended to follow but his body was ambushed by several aides Papa Cemar.


Bang Lightning kneeled. "Please don't be like this Pa. Don't separate their love..!!"


"Love t*i.." snapped Papa Cemar. "I'm waiting for your divorce papers Panji..!!"


"Nashaaaaa.." cried Bang Panji as Bang Jajang held Nasha down from the top floor.


Buuggh..


Papa Cemar hit the side of Bang Panji's neck. Bang Panji's view blackened, darkened.. "Nasha's.. Brother will definitely pick you back up..!!" Bang Panji's gaze disappeared and his body collapsed onto the floor violently.


Bruugh..


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