Honours

Honours
22. Be ill.


"Awas falling deck..!!"


Nasha ran straight to her garden. It was so happy to see the cassava ready for harvest. "Nasha wants to harvest Bang, want to pull out now..!!" Said.


"Where's dry. On the flush first..!! Is there any water here??" I looked around looking for a possible object to take water.


My eyes saw a tin of biscuits, I picked it up and walked towards the water flow around the cassava garden.


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"Nasha wants to try and unplug Bang..!!"


I smiled amusedly at her behavior trying to pull out cassava. Move from one point to another.


"here.. Brother who pulled out"


With just one pull of cassava it has been uprooted without difficulty. I was amazed to see the cassava that Nasha planted, as big as the owner said earlier.


"Nasha likes Bang" her screech then scatters to grab her cassava.


"Like the big one?" I sound stupid.


"Like it, it's really big" he replied instantly making my body stiffen.


Flashback.


"Don't take too long, your papa will be looking" I said.


"Can Nasha determine what Nasha wants?" Ask to look at me.


"Please..!!" My answer is not to comment much.


Sorry Nasha. Not that I don't know what you want, not that I don't understand how you feel, but there are a lot of things that I take care of about him, about you, about me. There are many honors I must guard.


"May our meeting come first?"


For a moment my lips were silent. I don't want to waver looking at his shoulder face. Didn't want Nasha to misstep because of my selfishness as a man.


"The last pillar of faith in our faith is to believe in Qadha and Qadhar. We humans just keep His commandments and stay away from His prohibitions. Everything we live in cannot be changed in the act of fate" I replied although it might not be able to calm Nasha's heart.


"When did you become a spiritual advisor? Then.. according to Brother, what if Bang Panji touches Nasha again?" Nasha asked suddenly pierced my feelings until my breath felt suffocated.


"If there is never a word talak spoken. Panji is still your husband and he has the right to vent his passion with you" I replied.


Nasha looked down, I saw her body shaking. Maybe Nasha was crying again after a long time I didn't see that cry.


"Nasha wants to go home..!!" Bring along.


I immediately stood up and stretched out my hand, helping the commander's daughter to stand up but it turned out that Nasha had rejected me.


POV Bang Gesang..


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"What's wrong? Why is Nasha crying??"


"Every wrong Commander..!!"


"Talk the truth Wiraa..!!" Snapped Mr. Khobar.


"Yinns.. Nasha just met Panji. After that we went to Cemara hill" replied Bang Gesang as it is.


Papa Cemar frowned. He saw the look on Bang Gesang's face. "Tangis Nasha.... Or from you?"


"Ready wrong"


"Back to Mess..!! Calm yourself too. Don't be strong if you're not strong..!!" Tegur Pak Khobar is so difficult to understand the way of Bang Gesang's mind.


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POV Bang Gesang


I step my foot into the bathroom. My body feels heavy, physically tired and my mind in addition to my head is getting dizzy. I took off the shirt and turned on the shower. My body went limp until I sat down slumped under the rushing water. It's ringing Nasha said in my ear. 'what if Bang Panji touches Nasha again?'.


I shed all my tired feelings. Two and a half years with you is no short deck time. But what am I. I couldn't have expected more. I'm just a shameless man hoping for a high-caste princess. Nor can I open my heart to a man's wife especially Nasha is the wife of my own best friend.


I felt my chest ache, piercing my heart. My eyes were blurred, dark, so I didn't know what was going on.


POV Bang Gesang.


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Bang Gesang. He saw many of his colleagues there.


"Why am I here?" Bang Gesang asked to see that the intravenous needle had been stuck on the back of his hand.


"Why did you pass out in the bathroom??" Bang Bujang Tegur. "If you are tired of asking permission to rest one or two days. Don't be on time every day to take care of Nasha. He's not a baby you have to watch twenty-four full hours"


Bang Bujang squeezed hard on the back of Bang Gesang's hand.


"Awwwwh. sakiiiit b**o" Bang Gesang grimaced in pain.


"That's why don't be quiet. This is how the holidays go????"


"My job is to take care of Nasha. Obviously I have to take care of him."


"You should have just proposed to Mr. Cemar's daughter. You can take care of it without a burden. Brother is afraid you have the same heart as the beautiful daughter of Mr. Cemar. Young widow khan?" Bang Abdul.


"Eyeah.." Bang Bujang Dehem resuscitated Bang Abdul. "Nasha khan my sister Bang. There are still administrative links as well as my sister"


"Owalaah bro. sorry.. Brother really does not understand" replied Bang Abdul felt bad.


Bang Bujang smiled wryly to see the bitter reality that his sister experienced. "Quickly healthy. Take care of my sister again. No one is on campus"


"Iyaaaa" Bang Gesang replied as he massaged the base of his nose.


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In the afternoon Mr. Khobar visited his ailing aide with Nasha. More precisely.the princess's special adjutant.


"Why did Jang pass out??"


"You don't know Pa, I'm a shaman... hahahaha..!!!" Reply Bang Bujang chuckled.


Plaaq..


"Don't joke.." Papa Cemar jutak ubun Bang Bujang.


"Aduuuh.. Papaaa..!!!" Pekik Bang Bujang's.


Before long the doctor came out from inside the ward of Bang Gesang.


"Dook..!!" Sapa Papa Cemar stopped the doctor's steps.


"Sheap..!!" The doctor turned his head and saluted when he saw a great commander coming.


"How's my aide?" Ask Papa Cemar.


"Lettu Gesang Wira huh?" Doctor confirmed.


"Yes"


"Fatigue alone due to lack of rest is also excessive stress."


"Yes aampuuunn. later I again blamed. I have permission to leave, but Wira does not want to. Now it's collapsing like this"


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"Should you be missing"


"Sheap..!!" Bang Gesang saluted Mr. Khobar.


Nasha who had been silent since then and walked behind the back of her Papa was now approaching Bang Gesang.


"Are you tired of taking care of Nasha?" Sapa Nasha's.


"Not deck"


"Don't get sick, if you're sick, who will take care of Nasha. Don't be weak because Nasha is hanging life on Lettu Gesang. If something happens to Nasha... In what way will you be responsible?" Ask Nasha.


"First.. My brother would be very sorry if he couldn't take care of you. Second.It is better for the victim than for something to happen to you" replied Bang Gesang.


"Are there any other women besides Nasha that you're guarding?"


"Only Nasha is a man who is guarding" he said full of meaning.


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