Honours
10. Encounters.

The POV Bang Panji.

I can't imagine how much pain my two wives have to deal with all this.

Diane.. You want me to marry your best friend. I know you gave up on your situation. I know you have a hard time accepting it. I don't know why my parents don't like you, but you're always around. I still love you even though I have divided my heart. You fill my day with your beautiful smile, your love that I have always missed.

Nasha's.. Only God knows how I feel about you. Surrender yourself to me sincerely even when I imagine your best friend. My first touch to you has awakened me to the meaning of a wife in my life, your sadness is my sadness, your tears are my tears. The destruction of your heart is a whip in my chest.. Nasha my wife.

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This morning I took Nasha to the gynecologist. Since her pregnancy she has been very weak. I know that Nasha really wants me to be next to her all the time, all the time even though no words are said from her lips. Either my son or his mother wanted me to be next to him which obviously I really enjoyed this potent attitude.

The USG tool has touched his stomach that began to bulge, looks tiny legs and hands my son looks to move agile. Happy I let alone the doctor telling me that my son-in-law is a boy. I kissed Nasha's forehead many times.

Until I arrived home again I didn't want to leave Nasha in the least. I worry about her condition every time. Ever since Nasha came into my life to be pregnant with my child, I can't even think of ignoring her. But I realized, it wasn't just Nasha that I had to worry about. There is Diani who also needs my affection and attention

Forgive me, O God, I am an ordinary man who has not been able to justly make my wife happy. Can't yet guide my two wives' hearts so they can settle down with me.

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"Dek. tomorrow Brother to Diani's place. Are you okay if you're there?"

"Yes Bang, just calm down. Diani also definitely needs a brother" Nasha replied with a smile that expands as usual.

"If there's anything to quickly contact Brother ya" My possessive nature lately may always be felt by Nasha.

I started asking myself, what is wrong with me. Do I really not love Naaha, or have I been dating Diani since the beginning but my heart has betrayed Nasha?? I don't know

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Today I'm at Diani's house. I spoiled Diani like I knew her at the beginning. Diani seemed very happy, I tried to make her happy today and forget a little bit of her heartbreak. I have heard her protest many times.

"You are so different today Bang, pamper me like this what's wrong?" ask Diani

"What is the need for a reason to make a wife happy" I asked Diani. This is my love or my expression of guilt.

"I'm happy Bang" replied Diani. She hit me and showered me with kisses but what's wrong with me. in the past when he was so spoiled my heart immediately trembled and my imagination had spread everywhere but now only the affection that emerged from my heart. I even imagined the face of Nasha who was calm when she opened her hijab, just by opening her hijab, my heart was like electrocuted and my instincts could not be controlled.

"Astagfirullahaladzim" I rubbed my face blowing the anxiety inside me

"Why Bang?" asked Diani who was confused to see me.

"It's okay baby, a lot of work at the office, my head hurts" I avoided answering.

"Yes we've just slept Bang, I want to hug you" Diani asked me

"Here is Brother hugging..!!" I hugged Diani with a feeling I still couldn't confirm. I closed my eyes. What milling about in my mind are my two women who tease my mind to not eat and sleep well.

POV Bang Panji.

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Today Bang Panji asked his two wives to come to a cafe near the city. Bang Panji wanted to say something to his two wives. Soon Diani came and was followed by Nasha. They were eye-to-eye in the cafe parking lot, both smiling at each other and finally holding hands.

Entering cafe Bang Panji see the beautiful scenery in front of him. A smile also rose from his lips. Bang Panji stood up to greet his two wives. Nasha kissed the back of Bang Panji's hand, Bang Panji then kissed his forehead, eyelids and first wife's lips at a glance. Diani did the same thing and Bang Panji also kissed Diani exactly as he did to Nasha.

Some cafe visitors noticed Bang Panji with his two wives. They were astonished that Bang Panji could live in harmony with his two wives.

Bang Panji pulled a chair for Nasha then another one for Diani. Diani is not angry with Nasha because Nasha is the first wife of Bang Panji.

"What do you want to eat?" Bang Panji looked at his wife in turn.

"What do you really want to say, Bang?" ask Diani to the point

"Would it suit your favorite, or want something else?" ask Bang Panji while looking at the menu book.

"I want a steak ya Bang" whine Diani who lately her appetite increased.

Bang Panji looked at Nasha who did not answer in the slightest. Nasha shut her mouth because nausea was still always on her. Bang Panji held Nasha's hand as he saw Nasha holding the edge of the table firmly.

"Awhile in.. Nasha's brother goes to the toilet first" Bang Panji holds Nasha's arms and will take her to the toilet.

"Am I the Bang that intersects?" ask Diani worriedly.

"You just sit down, if this is how he usually can not stand properly, you will not be strong if Nasha suddenly collapsed" replied Bang Panji while guiding Nasha.

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Nasha vomited violently as usual to limp. After finishing Nasha stood up by wrapping her arms around Bang Panji's neck and resting her head on her husband's shoulder. No stop Bang Panji rubbed Nasha's back and one hand rubbed Nasha's stomach that looked bloated

"Duuhh adek, don't be naughty in your belly huh! Look at this pity mama" said Bang Panji did not have the heart. "A strong deck? what's going to go home?"

"Here Bang, pity Diani. We rarely get khan together like this"

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"How is Sha.. is it still nauseous?" diani asked worriedly looking at Nasha who had returned from the toilet.

"It's okay Di. just calm down" Nasha's big smile on Diani. His fingers formed a V that showed he was fine.

Highlight Bang Panji's eyes keep an eye on Nasha.

You lied down deck.. Until when are you like this, not being honest with your feelings and just thinking about other happiness.

"What do you want to eat?" Bang Panji asked Nasha to shift his own feelings.

"Mineral water is Bang..!!" Nasha who is nauseous doesn't want to eat anything

Bang Panji let out a long breath. Anxiety at the thought of his wife so powerfully ripped through his heart

"Hmm. Here is a fresh tom yum. What would? Later Abang bribe" asked Bang Panji. Nasha did not dare to answer Bang Panji's question.

Bang Panji began to realize there were words that could not be used for his two wives.

Diani seems ordinary even though there is actually a little jealousy again, but on the edge of the feeling because the moment is not suitable for the state of Nasha who is running high. However, Nasha's child means she is also her child. Diani also knew Nasha was a very quiet and innocent woman. His best friend was not even able to pursue his happiness. Then Diani would not use her silly feelings in this.

Bang Panji ordered the food and before long their order arrived. Nasha began to pale-faced and lost her appetite.

"Eat ya Sha.. let Bang Panji feed you. pity our son" Diani's smile sincerely. Diani understood how her husband felt

Thank goodness you understand Di. I can't possibly let Nasha not eat. I thank you dear.

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Bang Panji fed the rice on his plate little by little so that Nasha would eat even though nausea was still occasionally disturbing. Bang Panji did not want his son to be malnourished because Nasha did not want to eat.

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