Honours
20. Inside feeling.
Papa Cemar clasped his daughter's shoulder. "It's been a long time that Papa hasn't hugged Papa's daughter like this. Kangen's in Papa's car?"
"Iihh Papa's.. Nasha is a grown up. Very mature Pa" replied Nasha.
"Do you like heroes?" Ask Papa Cemar directly on the subject.
Nasha paused for a moment, then developed her beautiful smile. "Nasha is married to Pa. Mana may have a crush on Bang Wira who is still a bachelor"
"If you're not married?" Ask Papa Polluted again.
"Say Nasha is a widow. Why have a crush with Bang Wira. There are still many girls who are more deserving of an officer like Bang Wira."
Papa Cemar smiled meaningfully. "All right then.. Papa stopped asking, but his face should not be so moody. Where's Papa's daughter?" Papa Cemar said when in his heart was not like the look of his face that smiled calmly.
"Neither Paa" Nasha again developed a smile in front of the Papa.
"You want Papa Masakin our family's ancestral menu isn't? Mumpung we gather here" asked Papa Cemar seriously.
"What is pa?"
"Endhog ceplok. wear soy sauce" replied Papa Cemar.
Nasha Badmood heard her father say.
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"Ready.. no..!!"
"Sit down Wir, I ask you not as your boss, but as a father in general" said Papa Cemar.
"Ready..!!"
"I asked again. Really you have no taste for Nasha?"
"No sir." Replied Bang Gesang who is more greeted 'Wira' by the closest people only.
"If if my daughter falls in love with you, what about Wir??" Test Papa Pollutant.
"Ready.didn't dare the Commander."
"Reason??"
"She's a daughter of a respected person, I people don't have. No courtier expected the love of a king's daughter" replied Bang Wira.
"Is that so?" Papa Cemar asserted because the look on Bang Gesang's face was very different from his speech.
"Ready"
Papa Cemar smiled. He knows all about his adjutant. A man who is neat, firm, disciplined, polite, rigid, cold, sigap but also never show off anything that is owned when it is clear the business of a man named Gesang Jaler Wirayuwana has a business that is no less thickening the contents of the wallet.
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"Follow Nasha. He has an appointment with Panji" Papa Cemar ordered.
"Yin Dan.. Nasha wants to meet her husband. It is inappropriate for me to watch their movements" Bang Gesang replied.
"Execute my orders. Monitor and supervise, never let the two of them be too long..!!" Papa Cemar gave orders. "You understand the investigation is not over. So do the job well..!!"
"Ready"
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Lurking from a distance as an order, Bang Gesang followed wherever Nasha and Bang Panji went. Up to a cafe full of privacy, Bang Gesang still followed Nasha.
"We're better, baby. Follow Brother.we start our household as before" pinta Bang Panji.
"Nasha asks for Bang time"
"Until when? It's been a month since you saw your father. We were two and a half years apart. Brother wants us to go back to what we used to be" said Bang Panji. He touches Nasha's hand but Nasha pulls his hand back. "We never parted. Is it wrong that you want us back together?" Ask Bang Panji. He came back to Nasha and wanted to hug her but again Nasha refused and it made Bang Panji frustrated.
"Don't Bang..!!"
"Why?? We are still husband and wife" said Bang Panji with a disappointed look.
Tau Nasha was uncomfortable with him, Bang Panji sat a little away. He tried to understand the situation that occurred, which made Nasha make a distance with him.
"Abang can wait for you for two and a half years. Waiting for you some more time isn't a problem." Bang Panji.
"Thank you for understanding Bang. Nasha apologizes if Nasha's attitude hurts Brother" Nasha replied.
"It's nothing like what you've experienced before" Bang Panji's smile was so sincere.
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Papa Cemar's forehead crinkled at Bang Gesang's description. It turned out that a man like Panji was able to be patient to get 'rejection' from his daughter.
Papa Cemar sat leaning back and thought hard, calming his heart, mind and ego. He was worried thinking about the princess.
"You sure my daughter refused?" Ask Mr. Khobar.
"Ijin.. rather not ready" replied Bang Gesang.
"I only have one daughter and want her to be happy but why do I feel like I'm plunging my daughter into the wrong person" Mr Khobar said he could not hide his sadness as a father.
"Ijin Commander. Lettu Panji is not a bad man. What is wrong is the state of affairs, where at that time the decision is spoken when the mind is not in line with the feelings." Answer Bang Gesang.
"Maybe you're right Wir, but as a man let alone a family priest. We are strictly demanded in terms of the loyalty of the Hero"
"Ready"
"You know, when I saw Nasha and Diani getting pregnant together, my heart hurt a lot. I can't imagine what my daughter is going through. Must share the love and body of the husband. While we both know.the woman is a very gentle creature" replied Mr. Khobar. "If I can turn the clock.I don't want Nasha to marry Panji."
"Ready. I understand Dan."
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That night Bang Gesang was making coffee in the kitchen of Mr. Khobar's house, his mind wandered to imagine Nasha's life. He who is a man becomes unbearable, how a moment ago Nasha lived her days.
"Anybody not asleep?"
Bang Gesang turned his head as a female voice greeted him. "Eehh. you deck. Why aren't you sleeping?"
"Nasha's stomach hurts Bang, can't sleep. Nasha wants to get some warm water" Nasha replied.
"Why pain? Wrong eating?" Ask Bang Gesang. Despite his rigid attitude and character, Bang Gesang still has his soft side.
Nasha shook her head while squeezing her stomach.
Bang Gesang immediately understood. Most likely Nasha is getting monthly guests. "Sit down first. I prepared the water"
Deftly Bang Gesang prepared warm water for Nasha.
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Nasha looked in front of her desk there was a stew of some kitchen spices. Nasha continued to watch the man before her. He could not guess the attitude of the man before him.
"Well, can Nasha ask?"
"What's wrong? Just ask" Bang Gesang replied with his usual attitude.
"Has Abang's attitude to Nasha all this time been the attitude of an aide or the attitude of 'men to women'?"
Bang Gesang's heart was quite tangled at Nasha's question but he tried as quietly as possible without looking Nasha in the eye.
"Purely the attitude of an aide" Bang Gesang replied. "In drink first, so that the pain subsides" said Bang Gesang diverted the conversation.
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