Honours
12. The conscience.
Diani woke up from her sleep and did not find Bang Panji sleeping beside her.
Diani POV.
Bang Panji is not beside me, surely Bang Panji slept with Nasha last night. I know my son isn't 'naughty' like Nasha's son who wants his papa to always be next to him. I know my situation and position to be Bang Panji's second wife. But the more days I felt Bang Panji was ignoring me too much. If aunt can handle it, why should Bang Panji intervene.
Right now it seems like I feel Bang Panji loves Nasha very much. Is your affection for me already starting to fade Bang? I want to be the only one you care about like you used to be. I miss all the affection you gave just for me but I know now Nasha is also able to distract you at this time.
I got up to take a shower and went out to meet Bang Panji and Nasha. As I passed the two of them and I purposely brought my ears to the door of their room. I heard something that touched my heart.
"You eat here, deck! Brother get it" Bang Panji offered Nasha.
"We're downstairs, Bang, Nasha wants to eat with Diani too" replied Nasha.
"Agon quickly meet Diani, kasian once a night Abang stay Diani sleep alone"
"Yes.be patient, you still want to be close to you in a moment, Brother half-dead miss you deck..!!" Said Bang Panji who never said that while I was with me.
"Aaww. don't iiihh.. Abaaaangg, it's noon soon" Nasha's little cry sounded in my ear.
"Abang is anxious to see you, during pregnancy you are very sexy.. Time can not be a thin-thin nyang?" answer spoiled Bang Panji let my mind. Praise for Nasha was too painful for me, I don't know what they were doing in the room this early. I stepped into the kitchen to comfort myself who was trying to be happy. However, I am also an ordinary human being and Bang Panji's wife as well. Bang Panji should have praised me too.
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Long enough I was in the kitchen until Nasha came down with Bang Panji behind her as if watching Nasha's footsteps.
"You guys up?" ask me with a sincere smile, and as sincere as possible.
"Hmm already" Nasha replied sounding a little nervous.
"Bag sweetie..!!" Bang Panji kissed my lips as if closing the 'mistake' for leaving me last night.
Diani end POV.
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The POV Bang Panji.
I kissed Diani's sweet lips because I left her last night. I'm really guilty, but I can't leave Nasha alone.
Last night I accompanied Nasha to sleep because I could not bear to see her resist nausea like last night. But this morning why I was so selfish as a man. I asked my wife Nasha to make love when I knew how nauseous my pregnant wife was. I was also surprised at me who had difficulty controlling when close to Nasha, only Nasha was able to quench my thirst and only she filled my heart.
I dare not confess my own feelings. Only God and I know how I feel. Is that so cowardly of me???.
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"Today my brother came home last night a lot of field work. Take care of yourself, if there's anything, call brother..!!"
"Abang always miss you dear" Bang Panji's friendly whisper on Nasha's ear. Bang Panji's hand still had time to poke naughty Nasha's chest that was densely filled. Nasha's red face blushed in embarrassment especially when Bang Panji clumsily touched his hands at the tense maleness of a Panji. "Abang kangen again deck. Still less" he whispered and it made Nasha slightly move away before Diani came.
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Nasha and Diani shake hands as usual and drive Bang Panji to the front of the house until his car is no longer visible.
In the car Bang Panji rubbed his face. Smile from his lips.
"You're my wife khan dek. Surely it's legal to treat you like that?" muttered Bang Panji while driving his car at medium speed. His mind just kept on imagining Nasha and Nasha.
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Diani opened the door, there was a familiar face before her eyes, but she forgot about it.
"Whose father?" Diani asked Lettu-ranked man like Bang Panji before her.
"You pregnant??? Don't tell me this is Panji's son too" asked the man who turned out to be Bang Lightning. Nasha's older sister who all this time only he knew through his photos alone.
Diani looked down in fear.
Nasha walked up to her brother and tried to calm him down. "Abang.. Why did you know Nasha was here??"
"What are you doing behind my back? If the rumors you've heard are true, you're all crazy. Call Panji now..!!!!!!!!" snapped Bang Lightning is no joke. Bang Lightning's thunderous voice shrunk Diani's heart and made Nasha instantly bowed.
Not only that, there were still many more standing some people behind Bang Lightning.
Moments later, Mom opened her voice
"You're not recognized here Diani..!!! If you are a good woman. You will reject the stupidity of Panji and Nasha" snapped Mama Fia. Diani immediately cried in fear and Nasha sat down limp, unable to support her legs.
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"Sir.. The elderly mother and the extended family at home were angry at Bu Diani and Bu Nasha" said the aunt half-whispered on the phone call.
Bang Panji immediately handed his job to his colleague and he rushed home.
Bang Panji understands the nature of each person in his family. His feelings were very chaotic thinking about the fate of his two wives. Bang Panji ruffled his hair because he realized his mistake was not informing his family about all this.
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