Honours
55. Mutually strengthen.

I held Nasha's hand which until now had not been conscious. The drug's effects put him into a complete sleep. I received a small container from the doctor after taking action on Nasha. Samar I see a form that is not so clear. She is a child who has never been born into the world. My chest is getting crowded. As hard as I can face the harshness of this world, I will not be able to see the cries of pain from my wife Nasha.

Slowly I saw Nasha was beginning to wake up and instantly nauseated but this time it was not nausea because of our baby-to-be, but because of the dope that made her unconscious.

Patiently wiping his lips, I cleaned with tissue from the top of the nightstand.

"Sister's hug if it hurts..!!" My love when I saw Nasha was still in pain squeezing her stomach.

"Our son how to Bang?"

My mind hurts so much. Confused how to explain that our child candidate is dead.

"Yin..!!!!" Nasha shook my arm demanding a definite answer.

I was confused as to how to explain to Nasha, but Nasha had to know how she was.

"God does not yet trust his brother to take care of you and our son. God has taken it back" I said strengthening the inner being who was actually also wounded and no less sick than Nasha.

"No Bang, I want my kids. I want them back..!!!!!" Nasha shouted again sounded hysterical and it was very incredible to hurt my heart which must also be strong to accept the determination of destiny.

Nasha pulled the infusion needle in her hand, my wife Nasha's cries rang out to the outpatient room making Papa Khobar, Bang Bujang, Bang Lightning and Mama Gina enter the room.

Forced to stop their steps so that I can calm my wife, frankly my inner wounded deep enough also takes time to calm down.

"We are both lost. Your heart hurts, and so does your brother. If you can choose, just let Brother come back to Him rather than you have to see your cry like this." I said really from the bottom of my heart.

Nasha's cries grew louder.

"What you should do. Brother can't bring them back" My chest is already too tight. I couldn't hold back my crying, I shed everything no matter what. It hurts as much as my heart hurts right now. I hugged Nashaku, crying with him.

POV Bang Gesang.

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Papa Khobar feeds his daughter-in-law who has lost her appetite. "Eating le, Papa knows it's very painful to lose a child. But life must go on, after Nasha is healthy and recovering. That's all the best way as a solace to your heart."

Although difficult, Bang Gesang finally wanted to devour his lunch, from yesterday afternoon until this afternoon Papa Khobar was able to persuade his daughter-in-law to eat. Last night, Bang Gesang stayed awake because not one or two times Nasha was hysterical until unconscious.

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Bang Gesang developed his smile in front of Nasha. "Assalamualaikum Abang Wira"

"Is your heart better?" Bang Gesang rubbed the back of his finger on Nasha's cheek.

"Maybe Nasha's heart won't be okay Bang." Answer Nasha. "Nasha's mother, Nasha failed to look after them"

"Abang is also his father, my first child does not come from your seed, but Brother loves him because he comes from your womb, it may be true that you never carried it in this body, but this soul still feels lost because of you brother.he lived even if only for a moment." Bang Gesang. "Honey, he who has gone, will not be able to return, but there is something you must remember, God has taken care of him as best as we can of us who are still alive in the world. If you miss. pray for our children who have gone home and peace in heaven"

Silent for a moment, Nasha slowly began to stop her crying. He looked at Bang Gesang's eyes intently. Silent eyes laden with indescribable sadness. "When is Nasha pregnant again Bang?" Nasha's question still felt a piteousness in her heart.

Questions that are so difficult to answer but Bang Gesang did not want to be late in facing this test. "You want it now, but you're not well. Patience, one more month Brother make a funny dedek. Hopefully Allah will immediately give you that trust" replied Bang Gesang not too tense so that Nasha did not get carried away.

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Bang Panji holds her tiny baby from Diani. A smile adorned the face of his feet. After all, he loved his children even though he had to be born from a woman like Diani. But he could not be denied his heart was also sad because of the actions of Diani, his daughter had to experience problems with her lungs.

"You're happy khan Bang?" Ask Diani.

"Obviously Brother is happy, but not with our marriage..!!" Answer Bang Panji.

"I mean Brother.. You're still going to divorce me???" Instantly Diani was inflamed hearing Bang Panji's words.

"I gave birth to two of your children. Can't all that erase my mistake. I did it all out of jealousy to see you love Nasha too much" Diani couldn't stem her emotions. "I bet your life on two sons"

"But you need to remember, you and your comrades have lost my son's life, I parted with Nasha and the last one.. Nasha again lost her baby candidate" replied Bang Panji.

"It wasn't my fault. Nasha lost her baby because of her own behavior"

"The most yell maling??" Inevitably Bang Panji felt Diani's behavior. Now the intention is getting round to separate from Diani.

"Remember Bang, babies and minors will go with their mothers." Threatened Diani.

"Absolutely. But not for a mentally ill woman like you..!!" Answer Bang Panji.

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