
With eyes fixed on the road, Reza started the engine and we went into the freezing darkness. I'm grateful it's only been a short walk, even though it feels like the longest thirty minutes of my life. Does he not want to discuss anything with me? And if there really was something to discuss, why didn't he use this opportunity to say it? With no sign of the conversation about to begin, I curled up to the passenger door and stared at the streets we were walking through. I could feel the consequences of sleep deprivation and a million thoughts in my mind - - had drained my energy.
"I'm sleepy" I said. "If I fall asleep, wake me up. I want to take a shower before I take a break, huh?"
Reza nodded, so for the next thirty minutes I pretended to be asleep, and Reza did not wake me up at all when we arrived. Ah, even if she wakes me up, I'll still pretend to be asleep and she'll have to carry me to the room.
Upon arrival in the room, she very carefully lowered me to the bed. He also prepared warm water for me to take a shower. But he had come down first to put groceries into the house and put the car into the garage. After he went up again to the room, then he woke me up who was actually just pretending to sleep.
"Tok me in the room?"
"You fell asleep."
"I told you to wake me up."
"This. I'm waking you up now."
"I mean earlier, you didn't have to bother carrying me to the room."
An annoying smile slumped on her lips. "Not to get angry. Come on, get up, let's take a shower."
"I'm gonna take a shower myself."
"Don't argue with me. Okay?"
"Yes, okay, just don't ask me to fuck. I'm tired."
Reza grinned widely and the look in his eyes instantly turned naughty. He didn't heed my words. I was just enjoying the hot water that warmed my body, she started rubbing her feet against my feet in the bathtub.
"Yooo's... Mas. Are you not tired? Look also at my body, it's all red, '" I protested.
With a wide grin he pulled me. "A little while," he said.
What moment? Turns out he's downing a stamina-boosting supplement.
I swear, yes, his crazy behavior made me droop. I could do nothing but throw myself - - face down - on the bed with my body and hair wrapped in a towel. Tired of incredible.
I thanked him and invited him to account for his actions to me. Although I know, other than to please me, he intentionally did that to interrogate me. Just please. I will answer you honestly.
"Where have you been?" tanyakanya.
I pretended to mind answering with a heavy sigh. "To Rizki's office," I said. "After that go straight to the mall," I replied as flat as possible the style of a heavy drowsy person plus running out of energy.
"To Rizki's office? What's for?"
"Silaturahmi."
"That's all?"
I shook my head once. "Not really. I deliberately went there for discussion, all of you asked for contact. Just in case, maybe one day I need her help."
"Help? What help?"
"Help in legal matters, ma'am."
"Darling-"
"I know you know what I mean."
Reza stopped the movement of his hand. "You...."
I flipped my body and asked her to pull me -- help me to sit down. "I don't want to talk about this" I said, staring at him. "I know, even without asking, you know what I mean to see him. And then, depending on your answer tomorrow morning. Remember, I'll charge you for your answer. Okay well? And by the way, thanks for the massage. I'm going to bed. I'm sleepy. You sleep too. Hmm?"
Reza just nodded sadly. Actually I don't have the heart. But how else, I have to fight for my future.
"Honestly, Mom, I'm afraid I'm missing a moment of happiness. But I'm more afraid when I have to live sharing the man I love with another woman. Well, at least tonight we still have time. We're still together. Hugged me all night, huh?"
A frustrated face was immediately plastered on his face. I know he's worried about my actions. "Dear, not us-"
"Shhh..," I told him to shut up, "we'll talk tomorrow. I don't want to miss our moment tonight. Okay well? Now, go to sleep and hug me. I beg?"