
The following days went by quickly and everything almost felt normal. It's just that, Salsya came to our house several times after Reza's apology video circulated to me, and even directly uploaded by Reza himself. As if not believing our house was uninhabited, Salsya always pressed the bell for a few dozen minutes until she herself was caught off guard and chose to go home. He also waited in front of our house for several hours, even he had survived until the afternoon to be able to meet with Reza. You know, it makes me very anxious. I fear that Reza will not hold back her mother's feelings for Salsya until she may open the door and meet the woman, especially when Aulian Attara Dinata, is in the process, his son Salsya - - cried until his shrill voice rang up to the top floor, probably because he had been outside for too long and it made him feel uncomfortable. Fortunately, what I was worried about did not happen. Reza chose to handcuff her hands with mine so she could hold back and stay by my side. And the other day, when Salsya came alone and waited outside the door, I accidentally pulled Reza into the room and asked her to make love. Kind of crazy, huh? Or too cruel? Whatever. I want to keep my husband and my little family intact. Otherwise, I wouldn't have licked my own spit, our household would have completely ended up in court. I don't want that to happen, nor do I want to lower my prestige by forgiving him again. He'll be big-headed and will trample on my pride if I forgive him again and again. It won't. Don't hope.
But, inevitably, the arrival of Salsya who looked thin and frustrated -- made Reza's heart full. He often daydreams and loses his taste for days. Yep, he didn't see it in person, it happened while he was secretly checking the cctv, then one night - - he secretly came out of the room and called Kayla. She asks Kayla to persuade Salsya to take care of her health, so that her baby can get enough breast milk.
"I can't see him, Kay. Nara has been to the hospital twice. I can't risk my children's lives. If Nara finds out, it's gonna stress her out."
I don't know what Kayla said across the street. I couldn't hear his voice on that phone. But I guessed it from Reza's answer that I could hear clearly. She didn't know I woke up and secretly eavesdropped when she called Kayla.
"I know, but I will not sacrifice my flesh and blood because of Salsha's selfishness and madness. It won't."
"What's his name if it's not selfish and crazy? He could torture himself, until his own son became a lack of ASI."
"Please, Kay. Please you understand. Healing Salsya's frustration means that it's the same as making Nara frustrated. I don't want to sacrifice my wife and children. Or put it this way, just tell her that I actually care about her, and in return she should be able to take good care of herself and her child. Say, if he loves me, he has to do it for me. He must be healthy, also for the sake of his son."
For his son. Yeah, for his son's sake. I know it's for the sake of that holy little angel. I tried to suppress my emotions lightning-fast. All right, just be patient, Inara. What matters now - stop Kayla. He's trying to influence your husband. I cleared my throat slowly. "Mass?" call me.
"Darling?"
He was surprised to see me standing right at his back, and to hear all his conversations with Kayla.
"Sori, I have to hang up now."
Like being caught calling an affair, Reza immediately fell silent to a thousand languages with his face suddenly pale.
"Every choice has its consequences. If you choose him, you will hurt me, as well as yourself, and even hurt our children. But you can't choose both, me and my kids will still feel pain. Sick from being cheated. Similarly, if you choose me but keep thinking about him, it's the same. It hurts me equally."
"Begging Erik and his female employees to buy him the baby's needs. Give him formula if his mother can not produce breast milk properly. You can also save money for them. But, if Salsya doesn't make good use of all that, you don't have to feel guilty."
As immediately affected, Reza immediately opened his phone to contact Erik. But the moment he woke up and was afraid that I would misinterpret his attitude, he didn't do that. "Tomorrow I'll call Erik. Now. emm...."
"Focus on our household. Don't leave your wife in the middle of the night just to think of another woman." I turned to leave, but I stopped for a moment. "I don't mean to threaten you, but you have to remember, this is your last chance."
I left with a bit of disappointment in my heart. And being upset I went down to the kitchen and opened the drawer rudely to take a sleeping pill. I need that medicine to calm myself down. I was worried that if I stayed awake, my mind would become more chaotic and trigger an argument with my husband, and worse things could happen. Maybe it's not just his shoulder that I'm going to throw this time. But for sure, it's for my sake. I must rest and keep my mind sane, for the sake of my children. But...
"What medicine is it?" reza asked who rushed down from the stairs after hearing the wagons downstairs.
His voice that suddenly broke the silence shocked me. The medicine bottle was released from my hand until the pill grains inside fell and splattered onto the floor. Quickly, I retrieved the bottle from the floor and was about to remove the remaining contents. Likewise with Reza who was not less alert, he quickly managed to snatch the pills from my hands.
"What?" ask me with a high note. "It's just a sleeping pill. You think I want to hurt myself? You think I'm gonna sacrifice my kids just for your behavior? Hm? I'm not Salsya. I'm not your ex-boyfriend who's street*, cheap, and stupid. Nevermind, forget. It's just sleeping pills and I need it. Give it to me."
Reza. "No. We're going back to the room. You can sleep without this."
"Don't make me mad, please? Yea? Please, just one grain."
Without reply, Reza immediately read the information description of the drug content, uses and side effects listed on the bottle. "There's a prescription?"
Equally, without saying - I took the doctor's prescription I kept in the drawer, near where I kept the pill bottle. After reading and putting his full concentration on his "research" - Reza took out a pill and gave it to me.
"So, are you satisfied now? Hm? Thank you!"