Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 2
A Complicated Love

I'm going for a second.

Please don't go anywhere.

Call me if you need anything.

I found a piece of paper inscribed with the message on a small table beside my bed when I finished my bath. I don't know where Reza went, nor do I intend to ask.

After Reza died, I chose to call my mother and tell her what had happened. "Nara's confused, Bund. Nara has been trying to maintain the integrity of this household. Already tried as much as possible to be a good wife for Mas Reza. Nara has forgiven him many times. But, this is still what Nara got. Nara, how is it?"

I know my mom took a deep breath across the street, *it was valid until it was heard by me. "Say people, we have to defend our households no matter what. Thas right. But there's no harm in the end if we give up. If all the power and effort we have done, even repeatedly, but our partner can not appreciate it, Mother will not prevent your decision, son. You can split up. Because no matter how hard you maintain something that is not destined for you, it will eventually remain detached. And vice versa, even if you try to let go and avoid what is destined for you, he will still come back to you. So, Mother asks you not to burden your mind with things about Salsya anymore. Think of it this way, it's up to Reza to do anything with the woman, if in the end she is proven to be in a serious relationship with him, yes how, you release it sincerely. And, Mommy hope from now on you just focus on your content. Okay, Honey? Our world will not be destroyed by the loss of a man. But when bad things happen to our children, the world immediately feels doomsday. Mother does not want you to experience it. You gotit? Can I promise to obey your message?"

"Mmm, yeah. Nara promise, Bund. Sure. Nara will take care of herself and take care of Nara's content."

Thanks to that advice, I decided to act the same as Reza: like a coin that has two sides. Not in my character, but in my attitude. On the one hand I will still behave as a wife should towards the husband. But on the other hand, I will also prepare myself and mentally if in the end I have to take the road to separation. That's why I decided to call Rizki after ending the call with my mother. After making small talk, I immediately asked for the requirements to file for divorce in court. Unfortunately, Reza was back before Rizki answered my question. Even Reza had heard that question.

"Sorry, Brother. WhatsApp please, yes. I need to hang up now. I'm going to the toilet, sick. Sorry, yeah."

Tut! I hung up the phone immediately, and to avoid Reza I went to the toilet -- long enough.

"Darling, what are you? Don't stay inside for long. You haven't had breakfast."

Whats? I was shocked because Reza's attitude returned to normal, even after being stunned by hearing my question to Rizki. Similarly, when I opened the door, Reza was still standing in front of me, then grabbed and pushed me back to the nursery bed.

"I want to sit on the couch" I said. I was just about to take my breakfast tray, but Reza swiftly forbade me. He asked me to sit down, while he took the tray and a bottle of mineral water for me.

I'm shaking. "You don't have to bother. I can do it alone, I'm not sick."

He smiled, sat down next to me and then fed me. "I know, Honey. But I want to do this. Please, let me love you in every way I can. I want us to give each other a chance to fix our household. I heard, really, your question to Rizki earlier. But it's okay. You can't file for divorce now either. And, about me breaking my vows, I realized I was wrong. Even I should have sworn not to see him, instead of not paying him any heed. I should know what I can do and what I can't. If I die, I hope - I die when I'm with you, and if I can, after I see my children born."

Oh my God, her tears are dripping again. While my heart feels nano-nano, my feelings are unclear. I did not understand, I felt a tremor while listening to my husband's words, but it also hurt like being pinched, along with the tightness that filled the chest cavity. And in the end it produces tears in my own eyes.

Is this the real you, Mom? Are you sincere, or.. are you pretending that my heart is touched? It's hard to recognize you right now. Why is our love story so complicated? I wiped my tears immediately. "Have you called Erik?"

"It's okay, really. Or do you want to go straight to Salsya? Take her shopping. You can shop together to buy everything she needs."

Oh my God, it hurts so bad. I know I can't be sincere, I'm a hypocrite.

Reza was stunned, for a moment then she poked her lips - holding back her feelings which also hurt. "I'm not leaving."

"OKAY. Up yours. You can just tell Erik. It is not good that your feelings of guilt and pity are not expressed. Fear will become liver disease. It would also be a burden on my mind if I saw you moody continuously. Your kids won't like seeing you like that either. They need your attention too. Need to think about it too."

He put my porridge bowl down, then touched and kissed my stomach. I didn't hear for sure, but she seemed to be muttering an apology to her children.

"I want to know their gender."

"Other times. I'm going home."

"But-"

"I don't want to. Please don't force.".

Reza nodded then stroked my stomach once more. "I'll take care of his administration later. We'll go home after the lab results come out."

Huh huh? I'm gawking. "Lab results?"

"I checked the contents in your blood. Just to make sure everything's okay."

My initial reaction was to glare, then shake and snort in annoyance. "You don't trust me? I'm not the one who lies and can't be trusted."

"It's not. I just want to make sure you're all in good shape. I swear, that's it."

Relax, Nara. Calm. Just think and trust him to be honest, he wants to make sure you're okay. But don't be too big a head, maybe it's a hundred percent just because he's worried about his kids. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, then smiled. "Whatever!"