Hot Couple: Love Story Inara Season 2
Fear

"Doctor, my gynecologist's fine, right?"

Doctor nodded. "Mother's relationship is fine" he said.

I was relieved, I immediately invited my two children to talk as the doctor and nurse walked out of my ward.

"Darling, son," called me, my voice trembling. "Wake, Honey. Mama's Response. You guys are okay, right?"

It was slow, but I felt them move. Her legs were trailing giving a wave effect on my stomach skin.

Oh my god, how happy I feel. "Thank you for being able to survive. Mama's sorry for causing you to get caught in danger because of Mama's stupidity."

"Don't cry" said Reza. Without me knowing she was by my side. Her eyes were red and puffy, even my mother who was standing at the door tried to hide her tears.

Without caring about anything, I opened my hand - a wordless gesture, asking Reza to hug me. "I'm scared" I said.

"What's really going on?" ask mom. He was sitting next to me.

I'm rattled. Do I have to tell you what it is? Or should I obey the words of the black figure?

"I don't know" I said at last. "I fainted."

Cowardly. Indeed indeed. But at least I'm grateful he didn't harm me and my children. Whether he meant to protect me from Salsya or just pity me, whatever. I'm glad that my children and I are alive.

"Nara doesn't want to remember the incident anymore."

"Yes, yes, dear," said Reza.

"But... Salsha? How's things going? Is he safe?"

Silent.

"Mass? Mother?"

Oh my God, what's Salsya?

"He died when he was taken to hospital. And was pronounced dead by suicide."

My heart is beating fast, although it should not be, because it is something I can predict.

You should be happy, Nara. This is what you've been hoping for all along, Salsya's death. Nothing will disturb your home anymore. But, why? Why am I not happy?

I-i know. Because I'm a good person. I cannot be happy over the death of others. The killer, he was wrong. I'm not the winner. The winner will be happy when he wins. While me?

No. gabe. I'm not happy. I'm not a winner. He, he won. As he wished, Salsya was declared dead by suicide because the fingerprints on the knife were her own fingerprints. Then, I.... I knew this matter would continue, and I wouldn't let it go because Salsya had wounds on her body from fighting with me. Do I have to admit to the fight? But he died from a knife. So then.... "Ow.. sick."

"Quiet, Honey. Come on, you rest. Lying." Lie down."

I nodded, according, and I had to calm down. I didn't kill him. Relax, Nara. Kuhela took a deep breath. "I'm hungry" I said. "I ordered a lot of food last night, right? Stale, huh?"

"Every night I distributed it to the people in front of the hospital. It's okay, right?" said Reza.

I'm nodding. "Yes. From redundant. Buy a new one, huh? I want to eat."

With her boyfriend's eyes Reza agreed. "Delivery order, yes. I don't want to leave you again."

Reza nodded, forced a smile and pulled out his phone.

"Eh, your phone?"

New phones.

"My phone has met" he said. "It has been brought by the authorities and used as evidence. Our house also has a police line. It's a new phone, a new number."

I understand, and I don't want to discuss it further. "I want to eat hospital food first then. I'm so hungry, pity my baby."

"Want to eat now? Mother of bribes, yes."

My mother quickly moved, took my food tray and fed me. The scene of mutual covering up the pain in each other's hearts continued. Even people who hold curiosity still keep that taste in their hearts. Even I'm sure, the police must have been very eager to introduce me.

I'm throats. "Bund, what father... I mean... does he -- does he.... know this matter?"

"Who? Your daddy?"

"Em."

"She's studying the case, Rizki's helping out too."

"Oh. Good though. It means he really cares about me."

Silent. Reza. While my mother was shaking holding my food porcelain. I know their feelings are as intense as mine.

"Mass?"

"Emm? Yes, Honey?"

"That's...."

"Why?"

I breath again. My chest's tight. "Police is waiting for me, huh? They're gonna interrogate me?"

"Bund, sorry. Reza needs to have a one-on-one talk with Nara. Could help...."

Nodding. My mother understood and immediately came out leaving us both.

In silence, Reza hugged me and kissed me with a huff. I felt fear inside him. Hugs and kisses are different, indeed with love. But there is no warmth let alone nafs* there.

"Why, Mas?"

"I'm scared" he said.

"Fearful?"

Two things I thought about his fear. First, could he have thought that I was the culprit until he was afraid that I would be found guilty and put in prison?

Or... the second possibility: could it actually be him...?