
October wafts into the city with a brightness that is welcomed by all. The bright blue sky was cloudy above the warm days and was smashed by the dazzling sunlight. Good news came from Zaza who reported the news of her pregnancy through his personal Instagram. A week later followed by news that was no less encouraging - the same news - came from Zizi who was also pregnant with her second child. But on one hand, there was a small part in my heart that grimaced. I, who had promised God that I would be his better servant, suddenly felt that God was unfair to me. But the feeling that had alighted it immediately I brushed off. I realized my mistake, I shouldn't have complained to Him.
Two days later, in the evening, bad news came from the village. My mom's been sick, it's been two days and she just told me. He thought he was just a normal fever, but the heat was getting higher until he had to be rushed to the hospital and I had to go home. On the other hand, bad news also came from the Good family. Mother died. Reza is not happy if he does not come to worship. Bagus used to come to worship when his mother Reza died, and helped take care of many things until the end of the lecture, even though at that time I did not know Good.
Finally we agreed, I went back to the village first, while Reza returned to Bogor. He will catch up with me after returning from the Good residence. It forced us to part for a moment.
It actually sounded exaggerated, I was very sad when we parted at the airport.
"Be careful, honey. Later at the airport I'll have people pick you up. Keep me on call."
Hoaaa. "I'm afraid you're far from me."
"Just for a minute, the day after tomorrow I'll catch up with you too. Don't be sad, yeah."
Well, I'm breathing heavily. Kuraih and I kissed Reza's hand before I left her. "You too your heart is well. Follow me soon."
"definitely. Don't worry." He hugged me plus kissed me on my forehead and we parted ways.
However, two days later, in the afternoon Reza reported that he had not been able to catch up with me.
》 Honey, I'm jolly. Wait for my condition to improve, yes. I will catch up with you immediately.
I called him right away, but there was no answer.
《 Where are you? Take medication, yes. If you're at home, the drugs are in the kitchen drawer. If you're on the road, there's medicine in the car.
Whatsapp reply from Reza just entered half an hour later.
》 Already. I'm resting, yeah.
《 Okay. Healing quickly, Mom.
》 Yes, Dear.
"Why?" ask mom.
"Sorry, yeah. Because of Mother-"
"Bund...." Clasped his hand. "Nara's Mother's son, Nara should be here. Besides, how else, Nara is already here, her Mas Reza is there. I hope he recovers quickly and follows here. Do not make this problem a burden on your mind. Okay?"
Mother nodded. "Yes, Son. Sorry, yeah."
"Already, don't be sorry-sorry. Anyway, later, if Mommy has recovered and left the hospital, Mommy joined Nara back to Jakarta, huh?"
Rejected.
"Wait for you to get pregnant, just returned to Jakarta. Mommy can help you take care of everything later."
I frowned. My mother was hard to persuade.
Wait, what date is today?
Oh gosh. I didn't realize I was late for the moon. It was only three days, but the feeling of pleasure instantly slipped into the heart.
"Bund, Nara's out for a second, yeah."
"Where are you going?"
"To pharmacy. Just for a second."
I immediately rushed to the pharmacy to buy 2 pcs testpack, pregnancy test kit. One to wear right away, and the other to tomorrow morning. Oh my God. My heart is beating.
In the next few minutes I was back in my mother's nursery and immediately darted into the bathroom.
Gratitude, two red lines burst out an immeasurable happiness in my heart. Results positive. I cried so much for her harrow. But I decided to keep my pregnancy a secret from anyone. I want Reza to be the first to know about my pregnancy. Anyway, tomorrow morning I have to double-check for more definite results. And...
Same result. POSITIVE.
With a feeling of happiness, I immediately registered for the USG to the obstetrician to get certainty - which is absolutely certain.