I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
125. A BROKEN HEART
"You remember he didn't Yog.when we came home to my hometown..The son of a gado gado neighbor of my village..It's Kristy.the widow.. She's my wife.."
Bhishma explains Kristy's identity to Yoga, which she thinks Yoga may have forgotten to Kristy because she has not seen him for a long time. 5 Years long enough to make someone forget.
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Kristy and I were both stunned with great surprise. Kristy who disappeared in the earth ..The one I've been looking for for over a year and there's no word at all as to why it could be in Bhishma's house. Being a Wife?. Wife of.. more so wife of Bhishma?
That's really I can't believe. How can my wife be my best friend's wife? I was really in shock...
It was like being struck by lightning in broad daylight without rain. The world seemed to collapse upon me.
It's a very painful reality even more painful than when I almost died in the accident...A terrible pain slammed into my heart..
*I beg God*...*Say that this is just a dream*...
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Kristy, too, was in shock. Isn't Yoga dead ... Why is he now alive again and in front of him? He was freshly fit, gallant, and breathing ..he stood in front of her.. touched their son Xavier...Seemed confused and shocked, and also sad....
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I'm more and more convinced he's my son when I see Kristy here...Xavier must be the fetus that Kristy was about to abort...Kristy gave birth to him...Xavier is my son...
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But he's now a child of Bhishma? Kristy is also his wife....This is really a nightmare...
Heart's broken.. It feels completely destroyed as destroyed\_destroyed....Really broken to pieces.. All that remains is an unbearable pain ..
I think and keep thinking...What am I supposed to do? What should I say ?...
I'm like a mute who can't say anything right now.
Without a word I stepped out...Go leave that house.. I paid no more attention to the voice of Bhishma calling me..
"Bro ?... Yog.. Yoga.."
Right now my body and mind are completely empty...Like an empty shell without contents...I just want to go far away.
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" Why did you come?" queried Kinara cynically upon seeing Romi's arrival to her residence . A fairly luxurious and large house complete with a given car from Guntoro.
" Yoga can't come here..He has a dinner appointment at the house of Bhishma." explained Romi
" Huh..reason alone.." said Nara cynically.
" If you know, don't ask, you idiot..He doesn't want to come here.." Romi spoke without a stale base
" You used that little bit of your brain.. Already know people do not like you still want to marry..You're actually a fool or an idiot "
Romi who was used to being cold, indifferent began to reveal his true figure.
" Huh "Kinara men\_cebik with her upset face.
" If I see you don't actually like Yoga.but why do you choose it .."
" I just want to give it back...I want him to lick his own spit. I will destroy her high self-esteem..He has demeaned me.. She thinks I don't have any charm behind this hijab.."
" Hahaha.so just want to get back the heartache.." Romi laughed at the real reason Kinara wanted to be paired with Yoga even though he did not love her.
" She doesn't know who my Abi is anyway..My abi is usually asked to help people.. The couple who hated each other the day before..Tomorrow we are married and will not leave..Tau know his son has been a lot.." said Nara told the greatness of Abi/Abah in fact, a scholar alim who has a high knowledge of kebatinan.
" useful?" ask Romi
" wasn't..Use that black magic. It's white magic like a mustajab prayer .. Only a person with a clean heart can do that.. Like opening someone's heart through his mind, and as long as for my good Abi usually wants to do it.."
" C\_id.. Gini day still believe like that?"Romi was underestimating.
" That's it.Don't dream.. Yoga is in his heart there's already someone he loves..."
" The two-child widow?" ask Nara. He had heard the story from Guntoro.
" He's not even a virgin "
Nara degrades Kristy who is widowed. Of course it will not be comparable when compared to her younger self, beautiful and also a sealed virgin who has never been touched by any man.
" It turns out that behind your hijab you have a hard side too huh. Just prepare yourself to be disappointed. You can't even compare to the widow..She's a sincere woman unlike you." Romi said with his cynical laughter.
" You know why I didn't pick you back then?" ask Nara. He wanted to reciprocate Romi's cold and rude attitude. She is not a weak girl who will stay silent if her pride is stepped on.
" Lose rich, lose young, lose handsome..Real children and adopted children.what else .." Answer Romi origin. Kinara.
" You're sneaky" said Nara. Romi was momentarily silent.
" You look like a friend but you're actually harboring hatred for her .It looks in your eyes.. "
His face had changed .He looked at Nara with a cold and sharp look. Romi slowly approached Kinara. He looked like a lion about to pounce on his prey. Nara slowly retreats . He shuddered and began to be frightened with an expression of Romi's anger.
" K'S..What do you want?" nara asked frantically especially when she could not retreat anymore because it was sandwiched between the wall and Romi.
He did not expect that Romi would be se\_angry it to him. He even restrained it with both hands locking himself against the wall.
' DEG'
Nara's heart beat faster as Romi brought her face closer to Nara's. And not only that, Romi's body also squeezed his body on the wall.
Even Dada field Romi to come into contact with the chest of Nara whose breathing began to be irregular so afraid of Romi.
Nara closed her eyes tightly as Romi got closer.
" Don't play with me...I won't spare anyone who dares to harass me.."
Romi turns out not to want to kiss her but whispers in her ear with a dominating threat. Nara was slightly relieved as Romi slightly distanced her body from her body. Even so he still impaled Nara
" As long as you know..I don't hate Yoga..I love him like my own brother..I just want to teach him a lesson.. I want him to know how painful it is to see the person he loves being taken by the person closest to him.. I want him to feel what I feel because of him.. You never know what it's like when the person you love dies because of your own hands.."
Nara. He opened his eyes and looked at Romi. Romi's expression was not an expression of hatred, but rather sadness. Deep sadness and disappointment. It turns out he misjudged Romi.
He did not know what happened to Romi and Yoga. But it's obvious.. It gave a deep and imprinted wound to Romi's heart.
" ah...Nara's... I have a suggestion for you.."
" A..What..?"
" You'd better take your hijab off..You don't deserve to wear that. You and I are the same..So we don't need masks to recognize each other...Fox and wolf.what a difference.."
After saying that Romi stepped away leaving Nara who was sitting limp on her own with a loud pounding that was not because of.
*Rome Sanjaya.... Where is your true figure*...
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Romi and Yoga alike go indeterminate directions. Just step up..
You must have met Kristy Yog... I can imagine that... Your surprised expression..Your angry expression as well as your desperate expression... I should have felt happy, my heart ached when you took the Moon from me was reciprocated today... How my heart broke at that time... You must be feeling that right now....
But...But why am I still unhappy? I don't feel relieved at all ...
Romi is still not satisfied..After his revenge was avenged.why he even felt the emptiness...
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Yoga stops at a large river bridge. He looked up at the night sky without the light of the moon and stars. Dark se\_dark his heart at this moment.
The thing that had just been in his realm was the heaviest blow to him. The KRISTY he loved and the child he had hoped for, everything has now disappeared. Everything now belongs to people. Bisma. His best friend who understands him the most. His brain is completely blank...He no longer knows what to do.
" A\_aaaaaaa!! " Romi and Yoga are just as powerful as shouting to vent the emotions of his soul.