I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
75. JEALOUS OF THE DEAD

We went back to the Raka family home. Jaka and Nora received us well. Also Dea and Daren. They invited us to eat together . They prepared a lot of dishes for us . There is fried chicken, nila goreng ,sayur chicken , Kreng\_with meat , sambal goreng ati and also gudeg Yogja, their regional specialties.

We all ate together and occasionally had a light conversation.

I don't know why I feel so comfortable there. For a moment I thought they were actually quite friendly. They might be a little selfish for wanting to take his granddaughter. But as far as I can see they really love Dafa and Dafi.

Kristy and Dea seem so familiar. Dea's husband Daren was also very attentive to Dafa and Dafi. He was willing to take the two of them in turns when Dafa and Dafi wanted to make a\_manja to him. Jaka and Nora also seem to love their grandchildren. Sometimes they tease Dafa and Dafi jokes laughter together. It was possible that if Raka was still there, their family would still be this warm.

It is fitting that Kristy is not angry at both of them even though they used to throw him out. Kristy probably realized it was her fault. Because he gave his in-laws home until it was confiscated.

' Losing money 1 M is indeed quite large but in appeal to lose a child for good it is meaningless. Money can be found, while life cannot be changed . No matter how much money can be used to exchange a life...'

I'm really stupid. Why realize it now...

" You guys go to the hotel when.. Let me take you to find a hotel" Daren said.

" A... " Kristy did not answer .He just looked at me. Also Jaka and Nora who seemed to be looking at me. Like the look of objection to parting from their grandchildren.

" It doesn't. We stay here." I replied later.

A sweet smile immediately emanated from their faces.

" Hore.hump here. I'd like to accompany Dik Mimi..." Dafa said happily.

" I will be on the right.I'm on the left Brother's side." said Dafi who directly arranged their place.

We all smile.

" Twin sister seems to really want to have a sister" said Daren.

" It seems so." said Kristy smiling

" Let's make her sister soon." said Dea anyway.

" Hehe... " Kristy just smiled

" We're working on it "quickly said.

Everyone was dumbfounded while looking at me. And then they laughed.

" The spirit yes Brother" said Daren while patting my shoulder.

" Hopefully be quick.. " Said Dea anyway.

We smile at them too. At first glance I saw Jaka and Nora. They also smiled while nodding. I don't mind if we have kids either.

After a long conversation, I felt sleepy.

" Kris .. It's time to go to bed. Kids too. They need a break because tomorrow we are still traveling again" I said.

" yes.. " Kristy immediately got up from her seat.

" Can Dafa and Dafi sleep with us ?" ask Nora .

Kristy looked at me for a moment while waiting for my answer.

" Yes.." Answer's short.

Let them let go of a moment's longing with their grandchildren. It was just last night. Tomorrow they're with me again. I can't be selfish either. They are his grandchildren.

" Now they are still with Dea and Mimi, later when they have just slept in the move to Mother's room" said Daren. Nora nodded.

Kristy and I immediately went to a room that Nora's maid had cleaned. Kristy showed me her room . Yeah of course he's a poultice, he used to live there.

We both come in soon. A fairly large room . But it contained only a bed, a wardrobe and a dressing table. Cots and all the furniture were of wood carved so beautifully. Maybe it was handmade Papa Raka who nota bene a wood furniture craftsman. The model is classic but has high artistic value.

And as I thought, there must be a picture of Raka. Some photos of Raka and Kristy together are there. They look so friendly. Maybe it's a picture of when they were dating. A little upset but I can't possibly be jealous of a dead person ...

" I'm sorry" said Kristy, who noticed my eyes on the picture.

' Yes, that's it.. How else. It's part of Kristy's past. If Kristy saw my room in Jakarta there, she would probably be more shocked. In my spacious room was a picture of the moon. Not just one. But many..'

I put my body in bed. The mattress is soft and comfortable. Just like my room. Just different mattresses. Here is the mattress of the wooden carved bed, in my room the mattress of his bed of iron carved threaded iron. Just as comfortable is just the different shape.

' I don't know why I compare it..

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When I fell asleep I saw the second picture again. It was so upset. Especially imagine when the two of them used to have fun in that bed. Where I sleep this.

Imagine how when the two make love, through each night with their hot game.

' Kristy used to be in her virginity by Raka here.. They make Dafa and Dafi here too.. Raka touches Kristy every day every night... And every day Kristy spoils her.. Argh.. I'm really upset... '

' Kristy is mine. ' My mind is furious while staring with anger at Raka's photo.

" Yog..? " ask Kristy who fell asleep next to me in surprise when she saw me who had the face of sewot see the picture with Raka.

" Anged." I said briefly.

" Lho? .. upset why? " ask Kristy wonder

" I'm pissed at you .."

" I why? "

" Why the hell did you meet Raka first.. Why don't you just meet me..." Kristy gawking

" It feels upset to see you being friendly with Raka.. Imagine you love each other ... So friendly .. doing this does that. I'm upset. "my words are upset while pinching both of Kristy's cheeks and pulling her a little because of the snarl.

" Haha..." Kristy laughed laughs.

" You are so funny Yog.. It turns out this is your attitude if you are jealous." said Kristy with a laugh amusedly.

' Huh?!... Jealousy?... Am I jealous of the dead?..." I was silent.

" It's good to see you jealous like Yog." said Kristy, smiling and touching my face.

" I'm not jealous.. " I tried to deny it and cover it up.

" Jealous yoga.." Kristy teased me. He even mocked me.

" My husband is jealous... " Kristy just keeps teasing me.

' Ih...Kristy even mocked me.' My inner moaning.

" You're naughty too huh. How dare to bully your husband .. I'll teach you a lesson." I said later.

" Hahaha..do you want what ?" kristy asked as if challenging me while laughing.

" I'll punish you for a naughty wife.. It just so happened that it was half a month..Now it's time to beat you up.. You'll be walking on all fours again tomorrow.."

" Hahaha.pardon Yog.." said Kristy with a laugh and his palms together like saying sorry 🙏🙏

" No mercy." I said as I began to take off my belt and take off my clothes one by one. And also remove the cloth that was attached to cover Kristy's body. Kristy did not respond with rejection. He complied as I began to remove all the clothes that were attached to his body. She seems to miss me too. Missed my touch . He must have wanted our romantic moment after a long time of fighting. Missed our hot night of romance. Just like I miss him so much.

' Look Raka.. You can make me jealous with your friendly image.. Now I'll make you hot with our affection.. He used to be yours, but now he's mine.' My inner being while staring at Raka's picture.