I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
3. ASSASSIN
After that incident all I remember is when I realized I was in the hospital somewhere. My head is in bandage, my feet are in casts and in bandages, my hands are in pairs of infusions and my body is in all pain.
Still half conscious I heard the voice of a woman crying hysterically and yelling at me there. The woman looked confused with her large body that was like an old pregnancy. I don't know how many months.
He came at me with tears, his deafening scream forced me to wake up.
" Return..return..return my husband.you are cruel.you are evil.you are a murderer!!" His shouting.
My eyes were wide with surprise and looked at him in disbelief. What he said, what he said just now. Did I not hear wrong?? A killer?? Wh who? Who did I kill?? Was he not wrong?
"A ..Whatchu mean?? I was surprised and could not believe it.
" You're a murderer.you're a murderer.you're evil.you're cruel.you're a demon..."
Instead of answering me he kept shouting and cursing at me. He even hit my chest. My body that was in pain was getting hurt by his punch.
" Explain first" I said loudly while trying to hold back his hand that kept hitting me hard.
But he still tried to hit me with both hands which even though I could hold still hit my body.
He didn't seem to care if I was in the hospital as well as a patient who was also seriously injured. Even when people came and watched him, he cried hysterically and beat me up.
" Slaying killer.You killed my husband!!!" his yell.
I'm surprised I didn't play around hearing it. Killing.. killing her husband?...
My brain thought and kept thinking and I finally found a piece of memory before everything I saw went completely dark.
It was the last time before the accident happened. A motorcyclist I last saw as I slammed the steering wheel to the left before my car hit a tree.
Don't let that guy squash between my car and the tree... Oh naw... I can't imagine how he is
In an instant, my eyes began to glaze with glass powerless to imagine what was happening. The woman's hysterical voice was heard no more in my ear because my mind drifted far into the event.
That's when my parents arrived. My worried-looking mom and dad came up to me who was hit by a foreign woman and tried to keep her away from me while calling for nurses and security.
When the doctors, nurses, and security arrived they immediately dispersed the crowd around me. Also forced the foreign woman out of my room.
" Yoga.. Yoga... Are you okay, son?..." My mom seems so worried about me.
" Oh my God, why did you get this.. " Mama sobbed to see how I was.
I who was silent because I was still shocked to imagine what happened to the motorcyclist was powerless to say what. I really feel so guilty.
" Yoga.your hands.your hands are bleeding." said Mama quite loudly when she saw the blood flowing back in my infusion hose.
" The doctor quickly helped my son" Papa told the doctor . With cep
The doctors and nurses took care of me. I who was dissolved in my mind ignored everything that was happening in me.
Just one word that keeps ringing_ngiang in my ears...'Murderer'
How cruel I have done.I have lost one precious life. The life of a man whose wife is pregnant.
Make the child of the man as an orphan...Am I human? Is it me. Do I deserve to be called human?