I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
71. RAGE YOGA

The next day Kristy, Desi and Dafa Dafi were ready to return to Blitar. We all gathered in the dining room for breakfast.

Andi who as usual came to pick me up before going to the office also had breakfast with us.

The atmosphere was silent and there was no conversation at all. All that is heard is the sound of clashing plates colliding with spoons occasionally.

I also kept quiet because I refused to talk. Besides being lazy, it also feels disappointed.

Yes, last night I didn't want to touch Kristy even though I wanted to. His selfishness and stubbornness made me reluctant to touch him. His disobedience has hurt me. Dropping my dignity as the head of the family. I'm like a husband without authority in his eyes.

Moreover, he did not obey me to wait for the other man.

Andi and Desi who realized the uncomfortable situation looked at each other. It's not good to eat in the middle of a hot war situation between Yoga and Kristy.

After breakfast we all headed to the garage . Two cars have been prepared by Mang Adul. One for Me and Andi to the office. One more for Kristy and the kids to go back to Blitar.

" Surely won't drive ?" ask Andi.

" Yes.. Let's just go to the office "I answered quickly and want to get in the car.

" Pope... " Dafa and Dafi called me. I immediately approached the two who were running towards me.

" Our father went home first." said Dafa, kissing my hand in turn with Dafi.

I hugged and kissed both of their cheeks.

" Heart on the road, baby..." I said to both.

" We go first yes Yog. thanks a lot for everything "said Desi also shake hands with me and Andi.

Also Kristy . He also shook hands with Andi and lastly with me. I just kept quiet while looking at him . He kissed my hand too.

But just as he was about to hug me, I quickly turned and left him. I rushed into my car.

I ignored everyone and their eyes on me. Let's just let them think I'm being cold . I just want Kristy to know, I'm really mad at her.

" Take them to Dul station.. I was boking tickets for them on line" Andi told Mang Adu.

" Ready Den Andi" said Adul.

Then Kristy, Desi and her son got into the car. They immediately went to the station.

Yoga willfully won't drive them . And did not even want to ask Adul to take her home . Just to the station.

" Yoga is really angry lo Kris." said Desi.

Kristy was silent . He does know that. He was well aware Yoga was indeed angry . But he remained firm on his decision .

" Crises.. "

" Just leave it, Des. He was angry for a moment. Usually, men do not feel at home for long angry." said Kristy.

" You are Kris. Why not just Yoga." said Desi.

Kristy just shut up. He doesn't answer anymore. It is dissolved in its own mind. Reflect on his decision .

' It must be se\_angry is this you Yog.' his inner asked.

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While Yoga who left for the office with Andi also fell silent.

" Yog." yeah..."

" What is our schedule today ?" tanya Yoga opened her laptop.

Yoga won't waste any more time thinking about Kristy. He prefers to keep himself engaged in work.

" We have a business meeting with the Group. ' B' later at 10 o'clock.. meeting launching new products of our cooperation. Keep reviewing the advanced project yesterday..." Answer Andi.

" Ok." answered Yoga briefly.

' Overtime address again.' Inner Andi .

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Yoga keeps you busy at work and even late into the night. So that until home he can immediately sleep. Not focused on Kristy .

He didn't even give himself time to remember his fun night that the last few days were always filled with hot routines in bed with Kristy.

Work, tired , sleep . Wake up, work again. So it continues every day. He didn't tell Kristy . No. Wa also didn't call. He won't even take a phone call from Kristy.

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And it's been days in his do . Today is day 14 . It's been two weeks that Yoga has ignored Kristy.

" My body is all Andi... " I complained to Andi at lunch with him at a restaurant after a business visit.

" It's been two weeks you don't nge\_tap oil right.." Andi joked.

" Main itself sono same soap.. "

" Where cool to play alone bego. let alone the same soap.. I'm not se\_frustrating lo ..soap be the enemy.." I'm sorry.

" Haha..." Andi laughed.

" Yeah of Yog.. "

" No, "I said quickly.

" By the way .. girls can get pregnant how many days." I asked Andi.

" You're smarter than me Yog. I asked you.."

" Yes, you know.. I studied economics, not biology." I explained.

" Know me. if you make a pregnancy check, 2 weeks after Day 'H' can be checked using the test pack if it is so...But usually caught pregnant the next month because it does not get monthly guests ... " Yoga nodded.

" why? you think Kristy's pregnant ? " ask Andi.

" It's been 3 weeks .." I replied.

" Have you got it out inside ?"

" Yes is.. Kan Dafa Dafi said you want to have a sister ... I'm okay okay . If so thank you that you don't make it again.."Andi laughed laughingly.

" That's a lot of spirit to make.."

" It's good" I said while laughing grimly.

" Make my ears hot lo Yog." Andi said. We laughed together too.

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" Kangen is so much the same Kristy" I said with a long sigh.

" When I pass there to Blitar.."

" No. I told you I wasn't going there "

" No need to sell expensive Yog..Ni phone..

call him." said Andi while thrusting my usual HP Andi brought before me.

I fell silent while staring at the screen.

" Phone .." Andi said again.

I'm still silent . In my heart there is still an emotional upheaval, between longing and resentment.

If I miss you I miss you so much. Not only Kristy .. but also Dafa and Dafi. I miss them so much . Their joy, their laughter, their longing when they call me by the call ' papa ' .

But given her stubbornness Kristy who prefers a distance with me , my sense of ego forbids to contact her.

In the middle of my\_help , my phone just rang.

'' Asem.ngagetin aja.." I said spontaneously.

" Who the hell is calling." Andi said as he looked at the screen and a name was engraved there. ' Romi '

" Lion king Yog.he video call." said Andi.

I inhaled a deep breath before raising his call.

" Hello Brother." I said later. And look at that one shitty human face picture.

" Where else are you." asked Romi who is unfamiliar with Yoga background.

" Lunch Brother. At resto . ni same Andi..."

" Ho, Brother Romi, uh Mr. Romi." Andi said with a smile as Yoga pointed the camera at Andi.

" Ooh.."

" What's it gonna do Brother call me..?" ask me directly

" A.ini about Bhishma "

' DEG'

My heart started to beat as the name was mentioned.

" He's doing great abroad. He is intelligent, quick to understand and can do everything well. I was thinking of pulling him back here and taking care of one of our branches.."

' Ah. I died. If Bhishma returns now, how am I related to Kristy.. '

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