I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
68. THE GREATEST FEAR OF YOGA
The next day Kristy woke up when she heard the angry voice of Yoga echoing in the room.
" Just look for him see you soon." he said loudly.
" Yoga... " Kristy saw Yoga going berserk with someone on the phone.
Kristy was about to wake up but her head felt dizzy and her body ached all over. Especially in the core area of his body. It feels pain and pain.
Yoga turned to Kristy who had just woken up with an angry face.
" You're so stupid, Kris.why did you get drunk like that.. if I didn't catch up with you yesterday, I don't know what that guy did to you.. " Yoga vents her emotions to Kristy.
" O.stimulating medication? " ask Kristy in shock.
" Yes, look what you did to me.." Yoga opened his shirt and saw so many \*\*\*\*\*\*, bite marks and scratches on his body.
Kristy gaped. Is he really the one who does that to Yoga? That's how bad he did when he was unconscious yesterday?
" Why the hell did you come to all bars? Drinking with a stranger you don't know..You're really careless, Kris.."
Kristy.
" I'm looking for you Yog.. Cook until the early hours of the morning you haven't returned to the room." said Kristy trying to defend herself.
" I told you I have a business meeting ..."
" But you also drink with other women" said Kristy.
" My business partner is not just Kris' man. And this is my job. You must understand . I meet a lot of people and have a good relationship with them. We have business ties. And again, I just drink. Andi was also there to accompany me. I'm not alone with those women. " Obviously Yoga.
Kristy lowered her head with glassy eyes and trembling lips. But she held back her crying.
Yoga is different from Raka's husband. Raka always came home on time and there was never a drinking event with such business associates. Even if overtime never gets past midnight. The work of Yoga and Raka is not the same and he realized he should not equate it.
" I'm sorry. " said Kristy later. " I'm being stupid because I'm jealous.. "
" Jealous...?"
"I don't like you being close to other women... "
' She's jealous...Haha..He finally confessed that he was jealous .Though the time with Grace who clearly kissed me she still jaim '
I laughed in my heart . Kristy can be jealous too. If she's jealous, it means she really loves me.. Ah I'm so happy...
" Oh, pardon Kris.I used to be a play boy. But now it's different. I'm already married. I got you. I'm not interested in any other woman anymore. Everything I want you have. And that's enough.." I'm clear.
Kristy looked up and looked at me.
" I'm the loyal type when I'm serious about one woman Kris." I said again trying to convince Kristy.
"It used to be with the Moon, yes it's just that there's nothing else. Now I have you. So it's just you .. Jealousy but possessive not! "
" I'm sorry Yog...I'm not going to repeat it." said kristy later.
Yoga takes a long breath . He then took Kristy into his arms.
Yes, I forgive Kristy. Kristy also realized her mistake. And I'm also happy with his jealousy. I hope he can understand more about my work..
It was only this week that she was right with me to be a real wife...Soon he will understand my world...
" Take a nap to Kris. I haven't slept all night." I said as I brought Kristy back to her bed and hugged her.
"You haven't slept?" ask Kristy
" Yes .. last night after bringing you here we played until morning. Maybe because of the effect of the drug "Kristy fell silent.
"I'm also a little rude . Though the lubricant has dried up but you keep asking..Sorry if it hurts.maybe a little scuffed yes.."
' It's worth the pain and pain' Kristy's inner.
" Dafa and Dafi must have been taken care of Andi and Desi. Let's take a break first." I said as I hugged Kristy tightly and then closed my eyes. Kristy according . He closed his eyes and slept with me.
" Yog." yeah..."
" Hey... "
" I'd actually like to ask. When we took the twins in Oma Opanya's place .. how do you know that my in-laws once threw me out while pregnant with Dafa and Dafi ? As I remember I never told anyone that..."
'DEGS'
" The Yog ?"
" From Mom "I answered accordingly. In my heart I wish Kristy hadn't asked again.
" Oh, Mother yes... "
Thank goodness he believed, when I was just the origin . It turns out he was right to tell his mother.
>>>>>>>
After Kristy and I took a long break, we took a bath together. I lifted Kristy's body because she was complaining of her body hurting while walking.
I laughed in my heart. I did deliberately want to punish Kristy for her mischief yesterday.
We soak together in a bath filled with warm water and full of foam to reduce fatigue and refresh the body.
" Don't ask for more Yog...The next few days I'm asking for a leave of absence." said Kristy as she leaned on me.
"Hahaha. leave yes..." I laughed, "If you're still sick, do you want to see a doctor? " many of me teasing him.
" Ah make it a shame.cook to the doctor.if in asked what pain , I have to answer what try.."
" Yes just say sick because most play doc.punya my husband is great.so just bother "I start a prank.
" Ih ngasal ya. " said Kristy while pinching my hand. I laughed at the grimace .
" Who are Raka and I great in bed ?" tanyaku.
" What the hell.. " Kristy looks embarrassed by her tomato-red cheeks.
" Yes.to me anyway.times I still have to study to the temperature.. "
" You don't have to study anymore Yog. You're already proficient at top proficient.you're a Pro! .. Ah no.you're a genius ! " say Kristy fast.
I laughed gladly at Kristy's praise. If that's the answer, I'm sure my service will be on top of Raka.
" If I and the Moon ?" ask Kristy, too, curious.
"Hum..." Kristy looked at me with curiosity.
" You're more everything, Kris" I said, giving my thumbs up with my fingers. And after that gave a sign of Korean-style love to him. Kristy smiled.
" Oh yes Yog. I forgot to say... In the middle of next month I want to go to Yogja again with Dafa and Dafi. I want to visit Mas Raka's grave. It was the 5th anniversary of her departure" Kristy said.
... ...
5 Years of Raka's departure is equal to 5 years of Moon's departure. It's been almost 5 years. I've never visited the Moon's tomb once. Also family....
Papa Ramon, Mama Fany, Star..
how are they. And what if they find out I've remarried, let alone married the widow of the man who died ...Do I have the courage to meet them?
" Yog ? You daydreaming?" kristy asked, breaking the ice in my mind.
" A..I was just wondering if that day I could accompany you, because I would also like to visit the Moon's tomb "
Like they used to take the risk of accepting me as their daughter-in-law when they knew I was not a good person either, I guess it was time I had to meet them bravely anyway . Accept my mistakes and face the consequences. There's no way I'll keep avoiding them. I have to convey my apology to the Moon family bravely in person. I can't run away from reality anymore.
" It looks like Chris can. I can accompany you to Raka's grave. We will go to the tomb of the Moon. We pray for them." I said later
" Thank you Yog.." said kristy with a smile.
" Crises.. One day if there is a storm in our household, I hope you stay with me. I hope you will never leave me... No matter how big my mistake, remember the one thing that will never change, Chris..."
" Why arrived so serious Yog." said Kristy was surprised by the sudden serious attitude of Yoga.
" Let's remember that I love you and our son... I love you guys so much "I said as I hugged Kristy tightly and glazed eyes.
" Yes ?"
Kristy was surprised by the attitude of Yoga that suddenly turned into a strange it according to her. Yoga is like a person who holds a secret and harbors a deep sadness deep in the recesses of his heart. Such as heavy and large loads that are difficult to remove.
"Yes" Kristy replied as she clasped my arms around her.
My biggest fear is that when I start loving something, I'm so scared that it's taken from me.
Like when I loved the Moon with all my heart, she was forcibly taken from me by fate.
' Kris, I'm afraid of losing you...'
A single tear fell from my eyes as well. It's sad to imagine losing something we love so much. Especially if it's the second time....